Took two painkillers... drank five centimetres of a 700ml thin bottle of 20% alcohol
Been sipping on jager...

Im trying to get hospitalized, whilst sitting in TH chat.

At least I can still spell!

So, every Saturday my family has a tradition where we sit down and watch a movie together.

My mom chose a movie where a girl was raped...

Yeah... oops.

I don't want TH friends anymore, because I'm so afraid of losing them.

It feels like I'm always the last to find out something is wrong. Overdosing can be permanent and yet people don't seem to realise. And then you act so fucking blase about it. I'm terrified.

I don't want to be friends with anyone anymore.... Because the way things seem to go I'm going to end up losing one of you.

Last night was the saddest night of my year so far.

Wake up...

I've been thinking a little bit about what I'd like to achieve this year. It's hard for me to get out and do and try new things because I'm always so scared - that's been going on since a child (even my teachers commented on it). So with that in mind, here are some things I'd like to try/do this year -

- Go for a one week holiday at Rottnest
- Get driving lessons = go for my P's
- Make one new offline friend
- Go to a pub with a friend

.... there's more...

I misses it...
One of my biggest time wasters