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It's Over

Posted February 26th 2009 at 10:22 PM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

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Professionalism

Posted February 26th 2009 at 02:49 AM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

Apparently money grows on trees.
I should buy a jumper,
send her the bill
And email her boss explaining why
it would only be fair.

I ponder whether scars are a suitable look on a receptionist.

Do you get paid to be a bitch? Or is it just your normal 'face'?

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Bloop

Posted February 22nd 2009 at 12:18 PM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

Ahhh

Another update in which very few shall reply

I want to cut again. Win win.
I want to abuse alcohol. Win win.
I want to take the pills. Win win.

Nothing is going to change. Lose lose.

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>.<

Posted February 10th 2009 at 06:49 AM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

No meds... no extra help...
I'm gonna go under.

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>.<

Posted February 7th 2009 at 01:16 PM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

I had a very very nice time on my... 10 hrs / 100 kilometres with Ki. My only complaint is that I am now sunburnt again

Oh well, it was worth it xD

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The straw that broke the camels back?

Posted February 3rd 2009 at 10:38 AM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

(persons email) says:
hey steph.. how things? its (insert her name) just letting you know thanks for the left overs... me and (my abusive ex) have been going well for some time now.. thanks
Lee cal haile evally says:
wth?
(persons email) says:

I have no idea why she bothered to inform me. But... I ended up crying and telling my mother almost everything... she knows I think of his abuse every day.... she knows about the three TH suicide attempts that...

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Counselling today...

Posted February 2nd 2009 at 05:57 PM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

I'm meant to be signing the camp forms today, but I don't know if she'll let me go considering SIing with thoughts of suicide.
Marie, I doesn't want to lose you....

I'll lose me in the process... And then, not even Ki will be able to help shoo the clouds in my head away.

I wont be afraid to mix my alcohol with my pills... Even though I've been scared to due to House episodes..

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I don't know what to wear or say...

Posted February 2nd 2009 at 10:59 AM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

It's a non-date. Meaning. Date but with only friendly intentions?

I don't know what to do... he's so nice but I get caught up on what to say. It's not easy anymore... A part of me is scared of letting slip that I am at risk of SI/Suicide.
I think we both have issues.
That still doesn't help me to know what to say...

Also, what to wear? It's so hot here I am going to be sweltering in my jeans... Ugh, just be normal Lee.
Any ideas what to wear, anyone?...

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Poem :)

Posted February 1st 2009 at 10:41 AM by Lee (Letters from the Outside)

Fuck all your belongings,
I'm trashing your car.
Shredding your teddies
In the front yard.

I'll burn all our photos,
Lock the valuables away.
And sell them for alcohol
Some other fine day.

Oh, and I'm going to meet Ki this Friday o.o ... I'm a little scared - I wont have anything to say!
Oh well, what happens, happens.
At least he's easy on the eyes

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