ok so i went to the doctors and they r referrin me to a theripist type place where i go wiv my family to talk to counsellors there who will then work wiv me to find copin mecanisms and ways to make me feel happy.

she also said that i sound like i hav depression no surprises there.

im so glad im geetin help.

theres light at the end of the tunnel now.
liz

ok so i know its good that im gettin help at long last but i still am not lookin forward to it.
the doctor ( female) will be the 4th adult not includin parents that i hav to talk to bout my problems mainly self harm. i feel like im bein parced around like a object and i hate that feelin.

im really scared and nervous wat if she tell me i need to take antidepressents. u see a year ago i was prescribed to painkillers and i got addicted. im sure im paniking for no reason but i find...