ok so i know its good that im gettin help at long last but i still am not lookin forward to it.
the doctor ( female) will be the 4th adult not includin parents that i hav to talk to bout my problems mainly self harm. i feel like im bein parced around like a object and i hate that feelin.

im really scared and nervous wat if she tell me i need to take antidepressents. u see a year ago i was prescribed to painkillers and i got addicted. im sure im paniking for no reason but i find...