Thanks to all people that left advice on all my posts they have helped.... sort of

i still feel suicidal but tryin to keep advice in mind.

Im dreading school on monday but i am going to tell tutor bout da bullies after strengh u lot have given me.

Im sorry but havent got courage to tell u the thing ive not told enyone just yet.

I am in a big black hole that is to deep to climdb out of thats how i feel.

Thanks again Liz

Im stuck.
im fed up of moaning bout my life but heres one more.

My family can't stop arguing and they always blame me for the arguement starting.

I have been tryin to stop self harming but i can't im doing it every night and i don't really know why.

School isn't going well i can't focuse in lessons i even fell asleep in one.

Study day is coming up and my dads coming im scared dad will go mental when he hears whats been happening and he...

I don't see the point in my life.

My sister keeps on saying she is going to kill herself three of my friends self harm and i think it is because of me.my mum is ill fro stress and no one likes me anymore.

On monday night a girl i knew hung herself and it haunts me!!!!!!

I told some of my mates at school today how this web has helped me. and they just laughed and said i was sad and a idiot.

This sort of thing really gets me down and it made me depressed and annoyed that my own friends would put me down.

i dont want to go to school tommoz. im scared they will gang up on me.

last night i was cutting again on the tummy. i don't know what made me do it but it was really bad now i am in pain and blood got all over bed.

i feel lost and don't see the point in life after 2 years of hell. i can't take this much longer i am slowly falling into a big empty space and i'm pushing away people who care

i dont think i can go on much longer but i'll try to fight through

I feel so down at the moment i seem to be left out of evrything. I haven't been invited to eny of my mates outings or parties and at home i get left out of all talks.
This is getting me really down and making me self harm because i feel like there is no point of me being on this planet.

I have told all friends that i have stopped self harming which is a lie i am not ready to stop and am addicted.School know but i told them to back off.
I dont know what is going o...