How come I get the chance to live my life and Chelsey doesn't it's not fair. i feel so lost, sad, angry, guilty, depressed, confused, hurt, heartbroken and so many other things the worst part is she was about 3 minutes away from home. I was reading through my texts and last text Chelsey sent me said I miss you. She sent it coming home from the mall I only know that cause she said before that text leaving now be home in 15 I replied ok then she sent me the I miss you one and I replied I miss you...

my sister got hit by a drunk driver and she passed away earlier this morning i miss her so much she did so much for me if it weren't for her i would not be where i am today. i keep asking myself why her and i cannot come up with a answer. i wish it were me instead of her she meant the world to me its not fair. i cannot bring myself to go into my room cause me and her shared a room. its not fair she was to young to die she was only 14 she was out with her friends having fun she was almost home she...

well my arm is in a cast i punched a wall and broke my wrist i cut sunday and i feel like cutting again i want to so so bad. i haven't eaten since sunday everytime i try to i end up in tears i just cant bring myself to eat. im losing my battle to everything i just cant take much more. i dont really feel any emotion anymore. im just tired of living this way. i just dont know what to do i want to get better so bad i wanted to get better before school starts but now that will be impossible im tired...

i still have no idea what is making me feel this upset. i still haven't cut but its so hard not to. i want to give in so fucking bad i want to tear my arm up. i just don't care anymore i just want to be done with everything and everyone forever im tired of feeling this way and not knowing why. i just dont want to deal with this or anything anymore. im just ready to give up. i just quit goodbye

im feeling worse and i still dont know what wrong i want to give in to the thoughts of self harm so much but i know if i do it wont help. im tired of crying i dont know why im feeling this way i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone i feel all these emotions all at once i just feel so overwhelmed and i dont know why im feeling overwhelmed and me not knowing whats making me feel this way makes me even more upset. i just want to give in to these thoughts so badly. i want to slice my arm...

im ready to cry right now im feeling so low and i dont even know why and it sucks. i wish that i knew why im feeling like this the thoughts of self harm are there but i have not acted on them yet and i dont want to. what the fuck is wrong with me

im having all these thoughts about why i did what i did like why am i so unhappy why did i try to commit suicide. also why do i have a eating disorder why do i cut. why am i bi. why did my friend kill herself. im just so confused about everything going on in my life is it normal

well im feeling really low today and its scary i want to be happy. ive been in the psych ward for about a week might be leaving today and im terrified

well i was feeling fine up until an hour ago i met with my psychiatrist and all was good then i found out my best friend killed herself i am so sad and mad im sad because she is gone and i mad because she did not tell me she was in so much pain i could of been there for her. How could i not of noticed she felt so bad i saw cuts and scratches all over her and she just said they were from her cat. i feel like a horrible friend i wish i knew before this. i could of stopped her maybe if i did not attempt...

well still in here i might be able to leave in a week im actually smiling for real now but im scared to leave im scared im might have thomas thoughts again cause i get overwhelmed easily i'm also scared about otherwise things once i get out of here