so i wasn't sure if i had a minor depression or anything..after reading an article in a magazine it hit me that maybe i did. I have been feeling really low for awhile and nothing really triggered it. I stopped hanging out with my friends and got really stressed out a lot over homework and studying. I would study for 4 hours just for a quiz because i needed to get a 100. I always wanted to be perfect because thats what people expect from me. My depression has died down a little and i don't cut myself...

Sorry. .

This time won't you save me?
I think it's time I gice up. Or have I already given up?
Is life really planned out from the moment you take your first breath? If it is, is there a reason some of us have a "destiny" to be lost? Are we there to get saved? Or are we here because even if we can't deal with our own problems, we can solve everybody elses? No matter if their problem is the same or more difficult then our own?
What am I worth?
Nothing.
I feel...

I seem to be the most heartless bitch these days and i want to know where the hell did I leave my heart? One of my best friends tried to talk to me and I couldn't even give him 2 minutes of my time. where the hell is my heart? i was too busy worrying about my other best friend that lost his brother and his father, years ago, but i could see that it was bothering him.
so i'm sitting here trying to find what inside me has broken, what part of me that leaves me incapable of caring about...

Ended up in A&E again the other day
Don't know just so fed up of everything.

Like anyone cares anyway.

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I really want to meet up with some TH people. But I don't think any of you guys live near me.

Any Newcastle THers?

Feeling low right now. Just don't feel well. Feel sick, dizzy and shakey. My own fault really so i can't complain.

Just feel pushed aside right now. Don't feel wanted at all. It's probably just me been silly but its doesn't help with people ignoring me.

Don't trust myself right now, urges are so bad. Don't know how to distract myself tonight. I'm going to stay and my nans that means no internet, most my distractions are at home not at my nans. The distractions that work...

This marks the begining of life long happiness..
No matter what life throws at me, no matter how I want to feel I will never be depressed and never cut again!
Done!

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