So it seems being honest -to a point- with your doctor just makes you worry like hell afterwards.

Doctor: If you ever feel like you want to harm yourself, or have any kind of suicidal thoughts at all *sees me blush*…have you felt at all suicidal?
Me: Erm…yeah a bit…
Doctor: Have you made any plans?
Me: Well I kind of tried already last month
Doctor: What did you do?
Me: overdosed
Doctor: On what?
Me: Just some pills I took from the...

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I should have let it hit me.
It was so close.
I should have let it hit me.

The van swerving towards my car,
me swerving,
braking,
missing by merely inches.
Going 80 down the highway.

I should have let it hit me.
Take care of this for me.
The screech of the tires,
blaring of the horn.
I should have let it hit me.

Spin, spin, spin.
Multiple car collision on 35.
Did they...

My brother and sisters are driving me insane.. I never realized that kids can be so disrecpectful.. it's fucking mothers day and they have to act like doing dishes or switching the laundry is the worst thing ever... I might lose it on them F* * *

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frustrated... frustrated... frustrated...

I don't know how else to put how I am feeling... it's an annoying feeling that i can't shake... being home with my family... my dad is driving me nuts... litteraly... it's annoying and dumb and everything

He is a jerk... GAW

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I just realised it's been ages since I last posted anything on here Why ? I have no idea, I haven't been THAT busy, but yeah, whatever !
Sooooo, right now life is quite beautiful. I really am feeling good right now, and I hadn't felt like that for a while now. I don't know why exactly, I mean, life is definatley not perfect ; I keep getting in arguments with teachers for non-sense, my best friend and I had a major fit about 3 weeks ago and haven't spoken since, I am struggling with stress...

I'm supposed to be seeing my doctor again on Friday.
And I have NO idea what I'm supposed to say.

'The psych nurse told me I'd get over it and to go back in August. I probably should have mentioned to one of you that losing a family member to cancer four years ago led me to stop eating (didn't I mention the ednos bit last time? no? sorry!) and start cutting. Another, closer family member now has it and I don't plan to outlive them by very long. How? Well the suicide attempt...

Just a small thought. Remember when you were younger and you wanted to be different, and now all you want to be is normal? Well not me. I want to be different from the world, strive to be me and no one else. No one can tell me how i should dress, how i should act, how to think. Because all I want to be is me.