I'm tired of feeling like this. Starting to wonder if I should call my APRN and try to get an earlier appointment.

I'm always feeling so heavy and stressed and overwhelmed and ugh. Just generally blah. I'd rather be curled up in bed and just not doing anything. I keep really wanting to cut.

And when I have energy and when I'm in a good mood, boy is it extreme. I seriously couldn't stand still for the life of me the other day after the Drag Ball, I was so pumped....

i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this

I am a walking contradiction right now.

I have motivation to do so well but then no motivation to actually make the effort. I am so lazy.

I feel good but yet feel bad.

I feel like a failure currently because I feel like I am sinking lower and lower with things that should be so important to me.

I want to cut again. My sister's puppy has sharp little nails and is also teething meaning she likes chewing on people. She scratched me a few...

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this hurts. It hurts so much. It hurts that I fall for you so easily. I want to meet you. I want to see your face. I want you to feel that same. I'm stuck and it's miserable. Just talk to me. Please. I need you. I've always needed you.

My friend and I were talking yesterday. She and I both go to the same counselling center at my school and they're dropping her and referring her somewhere else because the counselling center is for short-term stuff and I guess she's too long-term and I know that eventually they'll do that to me too, and I'm scared. I CAN'T be referred somewhere else, I really can't. One, transportation is a thing, but insurance also is as well. Even on insurance I am forced to pay a hefty percent of the bill which...

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Hi everyone! I joined a few days ago and thought I'd post something. I am here to offer advice to anyone who needs it. I find myself quite knowledgeable on many topics such as: dating, sexuality, abuse, rape, mental illness, addiction, physical illness, surgery, death, grieving, betrayal, infertility, etc. I do have a Bachelors in Psychology and I was working on my Masters to become a therapist, but life just didn't work out that way. I have endured a lot in my life, seen a lot through other people,...

The end of my week was pretty busy.

The doctor's appointment went pretty decent. I got a referral to a cardiologist to discuss some issues I've been having. My doctor doesn't think that it is a problem but she's more doing a safe than sorry sort of thing. I'm also going to be going for bloodwork.

She says I seem more relaxed now that I'm in college. I don't think she's wrong necessarily. I mean, I do have a really high stress level right now and do have new struggles,...