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What am i doing to myself.... *triggering
Posted April 24th 2011 at 11:43 AM by Riddikulus
I have got to the point where i am so confused with my feelings i can't take it anymore. I don't know whether the holding on or the attempt to let go of people is hurting more... I don't want to hurt anyone.
I walked into my room this morning and looked at the vodka bottles and the knife on the floor and it hit me; what am i doing to myself, my holding on is making it worse, i need to do something about this...
Yet it is too hard, it seems like the easiest way out is to not be here anymore, that way i'm not doing stupid things or hurting people or ruining lives.... also then i won't be confused or hurting anymore.... cutcutcut, pillspillspills
I walked into my room this morning and looked at the vodka bottles and the knife on the floor and it hit me; what am i doing to myself, my holding on is making it worse, i need to do something about this...
Yet it is too hard, it seems like the easiest way out is to not be here anymore, that way i'm not doing stupid things or hurting people or ruining lives.... also then i won't be confused or hurting anymore.... cutcutcut, pillspillspills
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Charli,
You can do this lovely. The way forward is getting help. I know you can do this, you're strong, you're amazing, and I love you to bits. Hang on in there, yeah? I know you can do this. i'm always here for you. <3Posted April 24th 2011 at 12:14 PM by Everglow.
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not being around is not a soloution, it won't solve anything, talking to someone like a teacher or a school counsellor is a soloution. and of course talking to us on here too. you can do this. remember one day there will be a light at the end of the tunnel.Posted April 24th 2011 at 03:01 PM by WhisperingSilence
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It's not too hard. I know it's hard and I know it's scary but recovery is worth it.
Hang in there you can get through this
Posted April 24th 2011 at 05:17 PM by Anomaly
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Sweetie, you can do this. That is not an option. I know it may seem ideal at the time but pushing people away makes things worse. If anything you are hurting them more even of you don't mean to as they won't understand why you are pushing them away. Let someone in. It can be who ever you like but it will help sweetie. Giving up is an option but its the worst one and you would hurt so many people. you are so important.
I am here if you need me
I love youPosted April 24th 2011 at 09:38 PM by Anatidaephobia
