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I deserve the pain, I deserve to die *trig*

Posted April 28th 2013 at 05:51 PM by Riddikulus

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I've had such a rough few days, I need people so much and there seems to be no one around.
Last night I drunk way too much and hurt myself badly. So this morning I ended up sitting outside A&E crying until a nurse came over and asked if i was okay, then I just said I was fine and left.
I'm so stupid and pathetic, I couldn't even bring myself to walk in. I'm in so much pain but I'm too scared to do anything.
I deserve the pain, I deserve to die.

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1. 	I think you did really well to even get in the mindset to take yourself there love. I know it's hard but you can do this, okay? And remember you're not alone. I'm always here. I love you, stay fighting. xxx
   	Posted April 28th 2013 at 07:21 PM by Palmolive

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