For once i've woken up happy today, ready to face the day. Whether having triple maths and double history will change that i don't know, but oh well xD

That one person that makes everything so much better with just a few words.

Can't stop smiling xD

Not looking forward to school, I feel so ill I knew I shouldn't have taken those pills, but I needed it >_<
Got a long day and I'm going to be alone for all of it, no one cares, people don't notice, I don't know why I'm still trying to do this.

I miss you so much, I still can't stop thinking about you and what if I hadn't told everyone to block you, what if I hadn't left you alone. I should have been there for you like you always were for me, I'm so sorry.
Spent the last two nights just crying, I don't think I can do this anymore. I'm sorry

I wish they knew how much I cared, how I would do anything to be with them right now and hugging them.
I wish I wasn't such an idiot and that my family would listen when i try to ask for advice rather than judging me and tell me i'm being a drama queen.

I wish I could do something about me about everything but i'm too scared, worthless, don't want to waste peoples time I guess.

Well done Charli you fucking idiot. The one good thing that kept you going that gave you hope and you've ruined it.
Theres no point, just go through with your plans, it's not like anyone cares.....

pills...

Everything is just crashing down around me. I'm fed up of family and the arguments and no one caring. I don't see the point anymore, there is no point for me.

I don't want to go back to sleep...scares me..I can't face the nightmares...

Him screaming and screaming, I can't stop it, can't stop the pain I can't stop him hurting >_<

cut cut cut.... pills...

Die Charli

I knew it.. no one cares..I give up..