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450 Days
Posted October 6th 2020 at 11:52 AM by SunShine2002
I lasted 450 days without any big melt down and then this milestone came along. For the first time ever I ended up in AnE. I was unable to keep myself safe and ended up in hospitle. Now that sucked. I felt like I had failed by going there for help and then I felt like I had wasted their time by being there. Everyone else there was sick I was wasnt... not in my eyes anyway. It ended alright, I did not relapse but I dont know... what has happened i think is in some ways is worse. The docters and now re-evaluating my meds, I am being put back into counseling. I did well for a bit and now everyhting is going back to where I started. It is like the last 7 years have meant nothing.
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Sorry to hear you relapsed badly. It doesn't discount your previous effort though. It just means you are struggling at the moment, and that relapses happen. Even though things might seem they are going backwards, you never fully go back to the start. You were in a better place before, and I'm sure you'll get there again. Hang in there
Posted October 6th 2020 at 12:04 PM by Celyn
