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Posted November 23rd 2018 at 11:38 PM by Unidentified~Unicorn

Oh my GOD. I can't handle being the one person that my parents do not trust. Literally I've been raped and abused and bullied and all I have done is try to make myself happy in every way possible and I get looked down upon. Who can I even turn to now? I should just end it I guess. I'm tired of not getting any personal space or getting in pathetic fights with every person. I just want to curl up and cry. Like one of my favorite songs say; "Maybe I should cut myself or curl up and die."

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I wasn't here. I keep fucking up everything and I'm on the verge of losing my shit.
'Watch your language.'
'Be a lady.'
'Respect family.'
'Be independent.'
'Listen to us.'

I know I probably seem hella irrational at the moment, and I'm probably going to delete my last two posts or something, but right now I just need to vent. Ugh. My parents go around acting as if I'm property because I'm the only girl.

MY MOM EVEN THREATENED TO SEND ME OFF AGAIN IF I DON'T LISTEN.

I'm scared of that place. I'm scared of being sent off. I'm such a disappointment to my parents and I don't know what else to do.
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    I am really really sorry you are going through all of this. TeenHelp is there for you. Blogging is a great way to express your feelings. My inbox is always open if you ever want to talk or vent.
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