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June 27th 2012, 07:21 PM
Ate everything without a fight even though it's getting harder.
Take as long as you need.
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June 28th 2012, 05:59 PM
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Ate everything without a fight even though it's getting harder.
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That is awesome! I know it is hard but keep it up; you can beat this! 
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July 3rd 2012, 07:00 AM
Take as long as you need.
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July 3rd 2012, 08:12 AM
I've eaten enough for two days in a row. 
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July 6th 2012, 02:17 AM
today is the start (once again) of my recovery. i have to recover. its no longer a thought. i have done terrible damage to my body, im ashamed. i want to be happy. i dont want to deal with an eating disorder anymore. i really need support. i know if i have it i will be stronger. i would love if someone could help me get through this. ill try my hardest. i wont give in. please help
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July 6th 2012, 02:04 PM
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today is the start (once again) of my recovery. i have to recover. its no longer a thought. i have done terrible damage to my body, im ashamed. i want to be happy. i dont want to deal with an eating disorder anymore. i really need support. i know if i have it i will be stronger. i would love if someone could help me get through this. ill try my hardest. i wont give in. please help
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You've come to the right place for support. I'm really glad that you've chosen recovery; that you want to get better and treat your body with respect. You shouldn't be ashamed of what you've done so far, but be proud of what you're going to do to reverse it and change. I'm always a PM or VM away. You can always talk to me if you're in need of someone to talk to or if you just want to chat for a distraction, that's okay too. You're going to get through this.
My achievement: for the past month, I've eaten 2-3 meals a day without a fight and I've not recorded a thing in my food journal. Yay for recovery. 
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July 6th 2012, 07:57 PM
I ate lunch today even though I had planned to have nothing all day. Then I managed my after school snack, and I ate dinner, even though it was small.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 8th 2012, 08:14 PM
Eating 3 meals a day. Even IF it's my mom forcing me to...
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July 8th 2012, 09:39 PM
Ate a dead cow today.
Take as long as you need.
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Like a skyscraper. <3
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July 9th 2012, 12:34 AM
Haha, I love that description. 
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July 9th 2012, 01:34 AM
i ate a klondike bar!
well, half of one... But still! baby steps!(:
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 9th 2012, 02:49 AM
So today is my mom's birthday and I was super nervous about it because that meant lots of food, but I did it!
This morning we woke up and had some birthday cake and I willed myself to eat it, given it was a small piece, but it's progress. I didn't wind up eating for the rest of the day, but I had a really good dinner. Some may think that a salad and sandwich is not a lot of food, but when you are used to just a little of a salad for the day, it can be a mountain of food. While I was eating I just wanted to give up and stop because the idea of food was just completely repulsing me, but I fought through those bad thoughts and finished it all; then I came home and (was sort of forced, I really didn't want more food, but I couldn't deny the birthday girl) had another bite or two of cake.
I don't know, I just thought I should share a good day, rather than just the bad ones. Hope everyone else has a lovely day!
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light."
"People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they have been strong for too long."
"Everthing will be alright in the end. If it's not alright, then it's not the end."
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Happiness is waiting for you<3
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July 9th 2012, 02:59 AM
Hey Toni, 
I'm so extremely proud of you for fighting and having a great day! You are so inspirational. <3
I had a pretty good day today too. Managed to fight through those bad thoughts, even though I did binge, I didn't purge.
Thank you, again, for your inspiration.
Stay strong hun <3
~paula
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July 9th 2012, 04:04 AM
I love coming on here and reading about good days It was probably a nice birthday present to your mom that you did so well today too! Congrats and keep working on having lots of good days
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July 10th 2012, 02:52 AM
Today was a really bad food day. I decided for a minute that I wanted to give up. I ripped apart my recovery journal.
I am starting a brand new one tomorrow. I have to take this step by step. Although I didn't want to, I ate all three meals today. It's just struggling with the feelings, I guess.
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Normality, my friends.
Jeez, get a life!
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July 10th 2012, 10:36 PM
Toni, I went ahead and stuck this in the recovery thread because you did so awesome! I'm really glad you had a good day
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July 10th 2012, 11:37 PM
Ate more than I wanted to... but I ate!
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July 11th 2012, 10:28 PM
Guess who ate breakfast today? I'm stronger than this. <3
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July 12th 2012, 01:02 AM
Eating meals and trying not to feel guilty. <3
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July 12th 2012, 01:45 AM
I had a bite of cake today with out feeling too guilty, and I have gone two days without using all the apps on my phone to track everything that I eat.
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light."
"People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they have been strong for too long."
"Everthing will be alright in the end. If it's not alright, then it's not the end."
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July 13th 2012, 01:03 AM
Today was pretty great, I managed to eat some breakfast, a more normal sized dinner, and a little bit of ice cream. I also haven't tracked my food for today.
Hope everyone else is doing great!
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light."
"People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they have been strong for too long."
"Everthing will be alright in the end. If it's not alright, then it's not the end."
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July 16th 2012, 01:12 AM
I was just reading some of these, you all are doing amazing! You guys should be proud. Good luck everyone, you can do this.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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July 16th 2012, 03:11 AM
I just realized that it has been about two weeks since I last purged.
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if only one remembers to turn on the light."
"People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they have been strong for too long."
"Everthing will be alright in the end. If it's not alright, then it's not the end."
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July 18th 2012, 03:13 PM
Didn't purge or run. Fuck you ED.
Take as long as you need.
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July 19th 2012, 02:38 AM
Ate dinner tonight, even though I was set on skipping it.
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July 19th 2012, 01:36 PM
Went food shopping with my best friend for a sleepover we're having tomorrow with the rest of the group. She helped me through it, and I picked some foods I'm going to eat, even though there's going to be people. I mean, no one is really watching anyway, right 
Take as long as you need.
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July 19th 2012, 02:16 PM
Ate ALL my breakfast in under 2 hours .
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 19th 2012, 04:34 PM
Had lunch out with my sister and had the BEST bread... not going to feel guilty about this.
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July 19th 2012, 05:01 PM
Had dessert after dinner last nightt.
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July 20th 2012, 11:03 PM
Having TWO friends over for dinner tonight. not going to let ED isolate me this way anymore.
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 21st 2012, 05:06 PM
I'm never going to starve again. This eating disorder will kill me if I let it. I'm not going to let it.
Take as long as you need.
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July 21st 2012, 10:16 PM
Downloaded Recovery Record. Going to eat today. Going to talk to my doctor about this. Going to recover. <3
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Happiness is waiting for you<3
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July 22nd 2012, 02:46 AM
Ate some ice-cream and poptarts today, managed the guilty feelings, made sure it didnt turn to an all out binge, and didn't purge or excersize.
Fuck you fucking fuckity fuck fuck fuck FUCKING eating disorder.
Sorry about the language.
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July 22nd 2012, 05:38 AM
I ate all of my meals without feeling guilty about them
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July 22nd 2012, 09:04 AM
I've been eating all my meals, I've not been feeling too much guilt and I haven't weighed myself in a few weeks.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 22nd 2012, 02:28 PM
Ate breakfast this morning even though i was dead set against it.
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 23rd 2012, 12:19 AM
I wasn't going to eat today, but I decided to eat all of my meals plus dessert.
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July 23rd 2012, 12:41 AM
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I wasn't going to eat today, but I decided to eat all of my meals plus dessert.
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That's awesome!! Great job, and stay strong<3
I wanna fly. So I do gymnastics instead.
I'll just keep holding on to what i believe and oh I believe in you. Give me the strength for the fight and the heart to believe cause I've got to believe in you. I feel so alive.
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July 23rd 2012, 07:22 PM
I had a bad start this morning, but I ate lunch.
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
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July 23rd 2012, 07:50 PM
I'm winning!
In white because I don't want to tempt fate
Take as long as you need.
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