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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Some people are so freaking IGNORANT I don't even have words to describe them. I guess I should try to teach these people, but I figure they can do the research for themselves if they want to know so bad.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Ugh doctor how can you judge me in a matter of seconds and say I don't have anything?! You make me feel likeI'm exaggerating or made it up but you should see me when I break down I know its not right! My words got jumbled and I was anxious enough so I couldn't explain all my problems in a few minutes. I felt like I was being tested whether or not I need help. How the hell could you know by my body language or whatever that I don't fit into your fucking labelled categories? I didn't go there for fun I felt physically sick and guilty enough I might be wasting your time but now I'm not in desperate need of meds who cares what happens to me? Certainly not the fucking NHS
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Fuck fuckity fuck fuck. I don't want to go to some fucking Spanish beach this summer. I can't let you see my legs, and now I have oto try and control myself and go higher so they'll just be scars. I'm shitting myself over these exams and nobody takes me seriously because I'm always the one who doesn't revise and gets good results, and imagine me thinking I'm going to fail and not be kidding. And I so badly want to talk to my best friend because I know I need help and I need to tell someone, but she's doing so well, minus the getting hammered in Spain with strange boys thing, and I can't drag her back down, so I'm left with no one.
I'm perfectly normal; it's the rest of the world that's insane.
yeah I'm quiet. so what? that means you can't be my friend? that you can't trust me? I'm more trustworthy than half the people combined at our school. trust me like I trust you. is that so hard to ask for? I don't like talking to people. so I guess it's my fault I'm always just standing there quietly while you go socialize. it's always my fault.
I hate how I feel. Not only about myself, but physically too.. I hate feeling this fat and disgusting and hopeless and stupid. I hate feeling hungry while feeling like puking. Id rather just feel hungry. That I can ignore.
Im such a stupid bastard.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
okay, so I took a few hours to myself after waking up. BIG FUCKING WHOOP. Ive been doing homework since FIVE AM. dont get on my back about my room and threaten to take the concert away from me. Thats the only thing I have to look forward to right now. You take that away, and you potentially take away all of my hope. I havent had time to work on my fucking room with all my homework, and Im still starting to fail. Any other way and I would have failed way before now. You dont like how I get my homework done? Do it your fucking self. Stop bitching at me for the things I clearly dont have the time for. Yeah, I had those couple hours. But it was either that, or another breakdown. Take your pick.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
I say life is all about choices and consequences so:
- Stop making excuses for your mother to treat the entire family like s*** I have an imbalance too and you would NEVER in a million YEARS let me get away with treating people the way she does. Not that I ever would; and like I've told you a million times if you EVER start acting like this I'm not putting up with it.
- You'll be 86 this year, why are your grandchildren in their 20's acting more mature than you?! It's none of your business what they name or how they raise their children STOP THROWING TANTRUMS we don't need another baby in this family, one will be plenty. STOP being so f****ing selfish, the world does not revolve around you, GET OVER IT
- I know you feel torn, but your loyalties lie with your son, daughter in-law and grandchild. Just because your mother wants to act like a baby doesn't mean you have to put up with her.
-If she wants to act this way and alienate the entire family, I've said before, let her do it STOP ENABLING her and let her live with the consequences of her actions just like you did with us when we were 5.
WHY WON'T PEOPLE LISTEN TO ME???!!!
-I need to make the final decision by next Thursday and I've had 2 semesters worth of registration hanging in limbo for 2 MONTHS. My schedule this semester determines everything including my graduation date. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN YOU STILL DON'T KNOW?!?! You are the DIRECTOR who makes this decision SO PLEASE MAKE IT before I have to come up there in person and yell at you myself! I don't care which way it goes, but I need the final decision NOW!!!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; April 15th 2013 at 11:41 PM.
She went home sick and I find it nerve wracking that he's home from school too......
She has a boyfriend now, the bitch, the one we all hate.
Therefore, I'm forever alone.
I know that's awful to say but seriously, there's no hope for me.
- You said you'd always be there for me. I told you my secrets last summer, nearly ten months ago. So why is it, that you don't ever respond to me? I need someone, especially right now. Now that you know things that most people don't even know about me (and you don't even know all of it) are you just going to avoid me? Are you just going to pretend that you never found out about any of this? Everyone bails on me, I guess I'll have to add you to the list. I'm sorry that I ever told you.
-I hate you. How dare you say something so nasty bout my family. How. Fucking. Dare. You. You know, I hope you get your karma, you bitch. They threw that 50th birthday bash for you. They spent hundreds of dollars, and they don't even get a thank you? No, of course not. So then you go ahead and say what you did. And fuck you for being so rude to my immediate family. Stop feeling sorry for yourself because you're adopted. How about you be thankful because a great couple gave you a home? Guess what, some people never get adopted. Be thankful that you weren't in and out of foster care. You're an arrogant, self-centered, lazy, bitch.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Says someone from another country, if this happened where you were and the roles were reversed, we would never be allowed to say s*** like that, but you can do it to us and it's okay.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
After all that the best grade I can hope for is an 89, I guess I was never meant to get straight A's, the rest will bring my GPA back up and it's still a 3.6 with a C+ in there. Considering how much I HATED that class and the fact that I'm doing the minimum requirements and then never going near that again post-graduation, I'll take it. Why do I always have to come SO CLOSE to an A and miss it by a few points?!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte