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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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February 4th 2015, 12:36 AM
Does everything just HAVE to turn to shit right now? Really? I mean, it's one thing to lose my best friend and then find out my family is getting torn apart, but do I HAVE to get sick on top of it, too, so I can't de-stress with any of my friends? On top of which I have an exam tomorrow that I am too distracted to study for. Great. Just fucking fantastic.
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February 4th 2015, 08:37 PM
Fucked off...
Dear Plusnet,
I don't mind your customer service because it's ok and most of the staff are helpful however your internet service is shit. Please improve it and then I'll be your friend again.
Advice to people in the UK, if you want broadband and internet because I can guarantee that sooner or later you'll be having problems with a Plusnet router.
Excuse me while I go tear my hair out...
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
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February 4th 2015, 11:18 PM
No money, again. I'm sick. My mom is sick. My brother is sick. Everybody is sad and sluggish. Weather is dark, sad and cold. Can't sleep. Can't deal with anything. Can't focus. I'm sad, anxious, bitter and I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. I hate myself, I hate myself with burning passion and I can't help but feel guilty for doing or not doing just anything.
Sleep does nothing. I could as well not go to bed and feel no difference. Sigh.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 7th 2015, 08:10 PM
How is it so difficult for you to see that you talking to me like I'm a fucking child is going to wind me up? Or that by basically shutting me out when you were panicking about your dad earlier, I was going to feel more than a little annoyed? I mean, it's not as if we're engaged to be married or anything...oh wait, we are. Although quite frankly if you think it's fine and dandy to string me along like this, pushing me to the sidelines when it's inconvenient for me to be around, I'm not sure we're going to make it to the altar. I've supported you through so much crap lately, and honestly I deserve better from you than this.
"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom
However bleak things seem, however insurmountable the darkness appears, remember that you have worth and nothing can take that away.
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Originally Posted by OMFG!You'reActuallySmart!
If you're referring to dr2005's response, it's not complex, however, he has a way with words .
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 7th 2015, 09:40 PM
Sometimes I feel like you aren't even real and just there to mess with my feelings. Why do you do this to me? I just want a clear answer of what you want. Every single weekend- why do you do this? I really want to give up and go but then you would come along too. You're a stalker, you torment me. You ruined my life years ago and now you come back haunting me. I hate you. I hate hearing your voice. You are nothing to me. You're just somebody I used to know...wait I'll take that back. You're somebody that I never knew. I don't know you- Leave.
[left]
"Imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius;
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring."
-Marilyn Monroe
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2015, 03:46 AM
You stupid fucking FUCK. FUUUUCK. Who the FUCK doesn't tell someone something like that?! How did it just "slip your mind?!" You can FEEL it, you asshole! It's right there on your fucking face! So you not only have the audacity to push my boundaries like that, but you do so while you're compromised?! What the FUCK?! You have put ME and EVERYONE I love at risk. EVERYONE. Did you not THINK? You're not the only person in my life. Your actions have consequences! Even if it turns out nothing is wrong, how am I supposed to trust you again? How can I know you'll be absolutely honest with me? This isn't a mistake I can easily forget, and even if it doesn't have lasting physical consequences, it has lasting consequences on our relationship. I don't know if I can trust you enough to move forward the way we wanted to.
Also, don't fucking shame me like that. I let it pass only because you were upset, but don't do it again. YOU made the mistake. This is YOUR fault.
And don't tell me to "not bring that up right now." Uh, I'm sorry, you don't want me to bring up something directly pertaining to the topic at hand because it reminds you that you put yourself at risk, now, too? Sorry, it doesn't work that way.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 11th 2015, 01:39 AM
My head...
I can't even comprehend what's happening to me. Something is wrong, or I'm just easily convinced shit is wrong. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...
Thoughts... the voices, where did they even come from? I know it's a figment of my imagination but the things they say are right... sometimes.
Please let everything be okay...
Please...
How can such things come from raging sadness and sorrow?! I'm a damn failure, I won't... repeat the same mistakes..
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February 11th 2015, 03:06 AM
My arm hurts and this cast is itching and i gotta keep this shit on for 9 more days
Plus side, the hospital put me under and didn't steal my underwear this time
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February 12th 2015, 03:42 AM
Why the fuck is my heart breaking all over again over the same person that I promised myself would never fuck me up again. Im tired of all this shit. !!!!!!!
'I have this strange feeling that I'm not myself anymore...'
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 12th 2015, 09:08 PM
Look, I really appreciate what you're doing, BUT THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT TEST! That's the cause of the whole fucking problem! I don't care WHAT you have to do to convince them, but you better damn well do it. I'm not fucking around with this. It's YOUR fault. YOU fix it.
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February 15th 2015, 02:43 AM
- You are nothing.
- You just had to go and say that, didn't you? You just couldn't leave it the way it was. Well, I still love you, but today I say fuck you. Fuck you and everything you put me through.
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February 16th 2015, 06:52 AM
GDI Walmart! Why cant you pay me a wage that will allow me to pay the rent! Why do I work harder that my coworkers and still get less hours and less hourly pay! And what am I doing wrong so that I cant find another job that will allow me to support myself?! When will the torture end......
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February 17th 2015, 01:59 AM
Why is it IMPOSSIBLE to find APPLICATION DEADLINES?!?! You are a college, you admit students, you have deadlines so why can't I find them anywhere? It shouldn't be this hard, if only I remembered where I found them last time, but that was 3 years ago and you've changed the site about a thousand times since then! Become better organized and learn how to post them or at least make them easily searchable!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 19th 2015, 10:04 PM
- Oh, so now that I'm going to push you to take responsibility for your actions you don't want to talk to me? Great. Call me when you grow a pair.
- You're annoying the fuck out of me. I can barely hold my own life together right now and I don't have time for your problems. You want things from me I can't give you right now. And for god's sake, wipe that stupid you-shot-a-puppy-in-front-of-me look off your face. I'm not telling you what's wrong. Get the fuck over it.
Maybe he was right, all those months ago. Maybe I am just a selfish person.
- Well, it looks like you got your wish. You are my world now. Most of the time it's wonderful, but sometimes it's just damn painful.
- You're an asshole, you know that? You promised me, you promised me we would be. And now you just don't care. Fuck you.