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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 6th 2017, 05:58 PM
Why do I do this? I know it's not getting me anywhere apart from making me feel angry, bitter and negative, yet I can't help it. Wasted another day yet again.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 7th 2017, 07:57 AM
"Write what your mom would say to this letter."
How do I write her losing her shit on me?????? Or better yet, how do I write that she wouldn't reply, she'd just get pissed and refuse to speak to me or deal with it.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 8th 2017, 12:57 PM
This didn't break me because I "chose" for it to, and my inability to recover fully (or maybe ever), is due to my real limitations and the complete lack of options that they leave me with. Obviously, I shouldn't have fought so hard to stay. It's not like any of it ended up worth it.
You ruined my life, fucked me up, and got away with it. Good job!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 9th 2017 at 02:31 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2017, 01:34 AM
for the love of god someone please help me i cant keep doing this im risking the little bit of freedom i do have if they see this no one will hear from me again theyll kill me id run but i dont have anywhere to go im literally trapped and i cant take it anymore someone please please help mee
I know you are looking for a sea that lies beyond your reach
But im hoping my heart can stop you before you reach the beach
I know you have places to go
I know that you want the sea
But im hoping my heart will grow and that you'll
come back to me.....
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2017, 03:56 AM
I always knew my parents did an awful job teaching me about sex (aka barely teaching me about sex), but my mom told my dad not to ever talk about masturbation with me, and I learned how to do it wrong. Yeah, there's a wrong way to do it, where you basically just hump the bed. Its extremely addictive and has an extremely high rate of sexual disorders including delayed ejaculation, ED, and anorgasmia (not being able to orgasm by sex). Now I haven't had sex with a girl yet (fingers crossed that it ever happens), but Goddammit. Good fucking parenting mom, look at what your religious fundamentalism might do to me.
I'm never gonna forgive her for this.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2017, 09:01 AM
I don't know what I'll do if I don't get in. I'm stupid for not having a plan B but there isn't much else for me to do at this point. No other route. also looking for a valid excuse to hang myself but that's beside the point
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2017, 12:30 PM
I hate that it's so rainy out. If I have to deal with less than ideal weather, I at least want it to be snow. Also, the flu is going around pretty badly, and I'm scared to death I'm going to have to worry about poor little Ava getting it when she is out and about with Gymnastics or at the library.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 9th 2017, 06:29 PM
I tend to have unpopular opinions, but I go out of my way to express them respectfully. If you think I'm "attacking" you, the world must be a horrific place. There's a difference between being a victim and only playing one. It would serve you well to learn it.
Everyone loves it so much, it doesn't feel like work. I'll never have that. I will work my ass off (and probably hate) everything I'm stuck doing. I was so close to having it all.
Researching what I thought would be my best option, and I'm either bored or completely lost. Exactly what I was afraid of.
There's a difference between refusing to "walk on eggshells" and being COMPLETELY dismissive of the sensitivities of others. LEARN IT It's a fucking BALANCE. No one should expect to be coddled, and no need to be an asshole.
Bashing the next generation already dude?! You know our elders say the same shit about us, right? We should be the bigger people.
I want to do more, but it's requiring me to do something it won't let me do. And I REALLY don't want to bother them again, at least until my first one is out there.
You left me with SO much damage, I don't even know what the worst of it is yet.
And you're convinced I've healed from this, so we're not even going to deal with it? Another case for a conversation or a new therapist. Granted I brought a lot to you, but if I could've handled it on my own, I would've.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; February 12th 2017 at 03:56 PM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 10th 2017, 04:46 AM
How dare you. How fucking dare you, you goddamn stupid bitch. You think you can stop me? Please. You will never be able to keep me from my goals. Never. I regret ever even asking your opinion in the first place because I don't fucking need it. I'll be fine by myself. Consider me off this "team."