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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
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October 19th 2017, 10:30 PM
That wasn't a good response. No, I don't want to support you after that
So, am I going to get paid for the 25 minutes it took for you to punch me out because the time clock didn't recognize my shift?!
Don't attack me when we all know I'm far from the worst offender. If you want to change things, start with the people who have gotten away with far worse.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; October 20th 2017 at 03:25 AM.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 19th 2017, 11:47 PM
I can't stand myself.
I want to fucking die.
At least the services I have available are some of the best in the country. I'll still be jobless by the end of next year.
I am such a negative piece of shit. I have people that can help me and I still get down on myself. I am great at interviewing...a number of different people have told me that. I just feel way less confident now that I am going for a 'Adult' job.
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October 20th 2017, 05:11 AM
I’m looking at pictures from vacation 2017 and vacation 2016. I was so much fatter in 2016 than 2017. If I tell my family about the ED, they’ll make me eat and I’ll look like that again. No thank you.
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October 20th 2017, 12:01 PM
Thank god for threads like this.
You say social anxiety is part of growing up and I dont have anything. well you know what mom? I do have a problem I do have a mental health disorder but you just choose to not accept it either You dont accept it or you dont get it. Im sick and tired of you wearing me down.You goddamn bitch.
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October 20th 2017, 09:01 PM
I am the most disgusting, worthless, and ugliest person on planet earth. No wonder no one wants to be around me. I'll be alone forever until the day I die.
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October 21st 2017, 01:53 AM
I'm officially sick of and bored at my job. And I hate that I basically have to give up my life for it. I finally get a short shift and I have to stay late and do training crap to make your life easier!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 21st 2017, 02:29 AM
I am so scared I am going to miss out on this opportunity. I am so scared I am going to fail or they are going to look at my transcripts and not want to take a chance on me. My job coach said he can help us come up with a method to use on an interview in regards to anything that might impact the decision. My attendance and W's at school is likely the ONLY big thing that could impact the decision if I am able to nail an interview.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 21st 2017, 09:06 PM
You would sooner shame me for having consensual + experimental sex as a nineteen- and twenty-year-old than you would shame your son for molesting me. "What guy wants a girl who's slept around?" FYI, every man and woman I've ever slept with wanted me. So. Also, you should probably worry about your own sex life and relationships. You drove 1800 miles with two kids and four animals in a fifteen-year-old car for that dick. Who's disrespectful now? Also, let me be clear: you shamed me for having consensual sex more than you shamed your son for molesting me. Thanks, Mom.
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October 22nd 2017, 01:52 AM
"Life is hard and you have to push through it." Tough love might work for YOUR child, but it DOESN'T work for everyone! You realize tough love with this disability is the worst thing you can do for some right?! You clearly didn't grow up with challenges like ours!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
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October 22nd 2017, 04:14 AM
I honestly hate myself.
I don't want to go shopping.
I am struggling with the concept of taking the test. I want the job but I am afraid to get my hopes up because I likely won't get hired the first time around. Also, I am stuck in regards to if I should take the higher paying job if I end up qualifying and getting hired. These are all what if's and I know that and I know I likely won't get either.
One makes more money and has a higher chance to promote as well as a higher salary cap overall.
The other thing is something I could see myself potentially liking but it might end up causing me anxiety if I have to drive people around a whole lot.
I'll have to talk it over with my dad if I end up getting ask to work both. I mean, he won't outright tell me what to do but I think he'll make a suggestion.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 23rd 2017, 06:36 PM
I'm so fucking unneeded. Just when I talk myself into thinking that I appear as an interesting person to someone it turns out I'm nobody to them. Nobody to the extent that if empty air replaced me, to them it wouldn't make any difference.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 23rd 2017, 07:20 PM
Give me a cigarette
7:55 AM [Hotard] everything is triggering
7:55 AM [Hotard] what if someone is allergic to the dough
7:55 AM [Hotard] and they get maniac rage burst
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Re: Screaming thread. -
October 23rd 2017, 11:48 PM
My schedule for the next week is as follows:
Tomorrow: work and possibly computer training
Wednesday: off
Then work 6 days in a row. I don't think it was intentional, but that's just mean
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 24th 2017, 12:37 PM
I'll never amount to anything. I'll never have a boyfriend. What guy in their right mind would want to be with a scarred, worthless, disgusting, useless, ugly, fat girl?
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October 24th 2017, 02:02 PM
Why do you have to go ad hominem and say I'll stay in my room for the rest of my life when I say there's other methods to advance in IT than HBO education, mom? Are MBO graduates that unworthy of getting a job?
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October 24th 2017, 02:47 PM
The things I overlooked...I am sorry. I should have handled it all better. I should have known what you wanted.
You could have and should have handled it better too. You could have told me what you wanted. We could have talked. Instead, you blamed me and tried to make it out to be about me.
Re: Screaming thread. -
October 25th 2017, 07:46 AM
Shut up! I'm trying to listen and all that noise is driving me mad! Stopp talking or leave the fucking room!
It's ok to give in to an urge or make a mistake. You are only human and we all have our flaws. We all have our weak moments and we all make mistakes. Thats what makes us human.
Thats what makes us unique and beautiful
Courage isn't always a loud roar. Sometimes it is a quiet whisper at the end of a day saying: Tomorrow I will try it again!