TeenHelp
Get Advice Quick Ask Support Forums Today's Posts Chat Room

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Chat and Live Help Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Safety Zone
   Hotlines
   Alternatives
   Calendar


You are not registered or have not logged in
Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!) As a guest you can submit help requests, create and reply to Forum posts, join our Chat Room and read our range of articles & resources. By registering you will be able to get fully involved in our community and enjoy features such as connect with members worldwide, add friends & send messages, express yourself through a Blog, find others with similar interests in Social Groups, post pictures and links, set up a profile and more! Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!



Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

Reply
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread Rating: Thread Rating: 1 votes, 5.00 average.
  (#3601 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 14th 2016, 07:09 PM

What part of "I don't have the required experience" do you not understand?
"Apply for it anyway"
I DONT HAVE THE REQUIRED EXPERIENCE.

What the fuck is everybody's problem. I hate being in this house because if one person's not pissed off then another one is and I can't fucking stand it. I'm tired of negative energy.

Last edited by nothereanymore; November 14th 2016 at 07:49 PM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3602 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 15th 2016, 12:01 AM

Too tired for life.
Reply With Quote
  (#3603 (permalink)) Old
Chuuya Offline
I hate milk.
I've been here a while
********
 
Chuuya's Avatar
 
Name: Lauren
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Location: Here. Where else?

Posts: 1,788
Points: 24,303, Level: 22
Points: 24,303, Level: 22 Points: 24,303, Level: 22 Points: 24,303, Level: 22
Blog Entries: 207
Join Date: June 29th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 15th 2016, 03:42 AM

Screw you. You are a terrible friend.

I am so tired of being crapped on.


"You'll have to decide for yourself. Walk on your own. Move forward. You've got a strong pair of legs, Rose. You should get up and use them."
Reply With Quote
  (#3604 (permalink)) Old
Kintsukuroi. Offline
Member
I can't get enough
*********
 
Kintsukuroi.'s Avatar
 
Gender: Female

Posts: 1,711
Points: 41,173, Level: 29
Points: 41,173, Level: 29 Points: 41,173, Level: 29 Points: 41,173, Level: 29
Join Date: March 3rd 2014

Re: Screaming thread. - November 15th 2016, 04:01 AM

Oh. My. Freaking. Gosh. Why is every freaking video link that this professor posts in WMV file (which I can't watch because I have a Mac and it doesn't read on quicktime or iMovie). I have to go to the stupid library to watch over 3 hours of video clips that he assigned tonight for Wed.
Reply With Quote
  (#3605 (permalink)) Old
NeuroBeautiful Offline
Please call that story back.
I've been here a while
********
 
NeuroBeautiful's Avatar
 
Name: Violet
Gender: Other
Location: Koolibah tree

Posts: 1,421
Points: 29,446, Level: 24
Points: 29,446, Level: 24 Points: 29,446, Level: 24 Points: 29,446, Level: 24
Blog Entries: 702
Join Date: May 12th 2016

Re: Screaming thread. - November 15th 2016, 05:05 PM

I don't deserve to be cared about but I still crave it. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to die but I also want recovery. I feel so sad and hurt and used and stepped on.
Reply With Quote
  (#3606 (permalink)) Old
Gwynbleidd Offline
Seeking Zireael
Average Joe
***
 
Gwynbleidd's Avatar
 
Name: Mike
Gender: Male
Location: NC, USA

Posts: 143
Points: 7,115, Level: 12
Points: 7,115, Level: 12 Points: 7,115, Level: 12 Points: 7,115, Level: 12
Join Date: May 12th 2014

Re: Screaming thread. - November 15th 2016, 10:10 PM

Why don't I know how to do a simple thing such as a fucking dive, competition start. That's the fucking reason im not on a relay team for fuck sakes. I'm fast enough I just cant fucking start for shit.


Tell me a lie in a beautiful way,
I believe in answers, just not today

"Càed'mil, bloede dh'oine... Hocus-pocus... Abracadabra...Arse blathanna..."
Reply With Quote
  (#3607 (permalink)) Old
Kindred Offline
You can handle anything
I've been here a while
********
 
Kindred's Avatar
 
Name: Eyeliner Failure
Gender: Female
Location: Summoners Rift

Posts: 1,750
Points: 31,468, Level: 25
Points: 31,468, Level: 25 Points: 31,468, Level: 25 Points: 31,468, Level: 25
Blog Entries: 64
Join Date: March 20th 2012

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 04:07 AM

Soooo super stressed out, second job interview thursday, and even if I do take the job it's just more work and aghhhhhhh anxiety and fear are better than caffeine



Take as long as you need.
Reply With Quote
  (#3608 (permalink)) Old
Kate* Offline
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Kate*'s Avatar
 
Name: Katie
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Location: Ohio

Posts: 4,162
Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Join Date: January 6th 2009

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 04:31 AM

I wish, since it's not going to happen, that I could stop wanting it, and stop thinking about it. And, I wish that the possible transition from most of a masters with a 3.7 to a 6 month certificate, wasn't such a shot to the ego.

For some reason that hurts right now, and yes, I still think that's creepy, but whatever. The fact that I still want it will always suck. I don't know if that ever goes away.

Just when I think I'm ready to consider moving on, I start missing the people who got it and that brings everything back, and then I'm haunted and I can't do this.


Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012

"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte

Last edited by Kate*; November 17th 2016 at 08:16 AM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3609 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 05:52 PM

Why are you so melodramatic? Why do you need attention so badly? Why do you act so stupid and then get mad at everyone? Why do you rant about your problems but refuse to change them? I did that and look where tf I ended up.
Reply With Quote
  (#3610 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 08:28 PM

Back to being snappy again. Lovely.
Reply With Quote
  (#3611 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 08:45 PM

I want to die. So scared I'll never function well at a job, never be able to drive, never be able to live on my own. I want to die. I don't want to live this way.
Reply With Quote
  (#3612 (permalink)) Old
DeletedAccount2
Guest
 
DeletedAccount2's Avatar
Edit avatar
 

Posts: n/a

Re: Screaming thread. - November 16th 2016, 10:39 PM

"I'm hungry",

"Well then eat something"

"I can't"

"Why not?"

"Because food makes me fat"

"That's ridiculous. We were made to eat several times a day, not once every few days"

"I don't care. It still makes me fat"

"U need to eat"

"No thanks I'm not hungry anymore" I lied

That's what I deal with every day. Why can't I just be happy with my body? Why does everything revolve around food? Technically it's impossible to be fat after one meal but I always notice the little changes in my body that brings me down every time. I gain weight every time I eat. So I chose not to. That's why I never tell people I'm hungry anymore. I just can't eat.

"How do your parents notice you not eating?"

"I'm a great lier. I have my ways"

"Chey?"

"Yes?"

"You need to eat something"

"But I can't"

I have conversations with my friends all the time about how much I eat. I'm tired of arguing. I'm tired of being hungry but not wanting to eat. I'm tired of getting so far behind in school bc I can't stop thinking about my appearance and food.

I made pancakes and cookies earlier with a ton of junk on top. But what did I do with it? I threw it away. I wanted to eat but I couldn't get myself to do it. So I wasted all of it.

Why? Just why? Why do I have to deal with this stupid eating disorder?
God, please tell me to get over it! I can't fight it alone. I really have no good reason to be depressed. When my friends tell me about their problems and what makes them depressed, it makes my problems look stupid so I don't like to talk about it.

I'm just tired of this life!!!
Reply With Quote
  (#3613 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 17th 2016, 12:48 AM

I'm a fucking child. Grow up. Grow up grow up grow up. You're done recovering mentally, now start recovering financially! Get a job and pay your bills and don't plan fun stuff for the future because you can't lose focus on getting a job and getting a job and getting a fucking job because I'm a mooch and I'm lazy and I take and take BUT I'M NOT A FUCKING BURDEN, RIGHT?
Reply With Quote
  (#3614 (permalink)) Old
Calaer Offline
I have the Millennium Puzzle
I've been here a while
********
 
Calaer's Avatar
 
Name: Calaer
Age: 29
Gender: Female

Posts: 1,678
Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 54
Join Date: March 20th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 18th 2016, 02:06 PM

I hate that I always have to second guess myself because of you. You're hateful, mean, and vindictive. I wish you would have just stayed the hell out of my life. You were never around when I was younger, and I wish it could have stayed that way!


"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud

Reply With Quote
  (#3615 (permalink)) Old
Kate* Offline
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Kate*'s Avatar
 
Name: Katie
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Location: Ohio

Posts: 4,162
Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Join Date: January 6th 2009

Re: Screaming thread. - November 19th 2016, 06:25 PM

Even if we give her exactly what she says she wants, she won't be happy. Let's just do whatever the fuck we want and let her throw a fit. Because now she's just being extra difficult for the hell of it, and I'm about 2 seconds away from demanding to stay home. I'm way past old enough to decide that. Too bad I probably won't get any food that way.

I get it, you hate us and anyone who disagrees with you. Problem is, you have no clue what you're talking about so just shut up.

Not directed at anyone in particular: There are limits to expectations of accommodation. You can ask for obvious, easy, things, but don't start demanding that everyone else bend over backwards for you. Your sensitivities are your responsibility to manage.

I seriously quit. There's nothing out there for me that I can function with and I'm done fighting this hard to end up with nothing.

Either I'm calling therapists and/or fixing my insurance card tomorrow or it's going to get worse and it might actually kill me. I seriously can't anymore. I was ready to update you because I was doing better, but I guess it's never going to last.

So, you're saying you wasted money and time making food we're not even going to eat because the woman who can't cook has "volunteered" without telling us, to make all the fucking food. Staying home is sounding better and better.

I know learned helplessness has grabbed hold of me, but I can't tell how much of it is depression/anxiety and how much of it is absolutely justified fear of disability-related failure at everything.


Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012

"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte

Last edited by Kate*; November 22nd 2016 at 04:38 PM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3616 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 20th 2016, 06:13 AM

"I need sturdy work boots with upper leather and a non slip sole"
"You could just wear tennis shoes like I've got"
...STURDY. WORK. BOOTS. UPPER. LEATHER. NON. SLIP. SOLE. YOU ARE ACTUALLY FUCKING STUPID.
Reply With Quote
  (#3617 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 20th 2016, 08:34 PM

Knew you were gonna find something to bitch about. You always do.
Reply With Quote
  (#3618 (permalink)) Old
MWF Offline
Member
I've been here a while
********
 
MWF's Avatar
 
Name: Robert
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Location: N/A

Posts: 1,632
Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Join Date: May 22nd 2010

Re: Screaming thread. - November 21st 2016, 03:21 AM

Why in the fuck is straight tinder so much harder than gay tinder? Like, seriously? It's bad enough I suck at real life interaction with girls, but this was supposed to be easy.
Reply With Quote
1 user(s) liked this post or found it helpful.
  (#3619 (permalink)) Old
Calaer Offline
I have the Millennium Puzzle
I've been here a while
********
 
Calaer's Avatar
 
Name: Calaer
Age: 29
Gender: Female

Posts: 1,678
Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 54
Join Date: March 20th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 21st 2016, 02:28 PM

I hate that I've let the house work pile up this much, but I also know there is nothing I can do about it now other than clean. I just wanna be lazy.


"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud

Reply With Quote
  (#3620 (permalink)) Old
MyVisionIsDying Offline
Talk Nerdy To Me.
Average Joe
***
 
MyVisionIsDying's Avatar
 
Name: Shane
Age: 26
Gender: 50% dude, 50% geek.
Pronouns: He/They
Location: Somewhere and Nowhere.

Posts: 137
Points: 11,502, Level: 15
Points: 11,502, Level: 15 Points: 11,502, Level: 15 Points: 11,502, Level: 15
Blog Entries: 218
Join Date: December 16th 2014

Re: Screaming thread. - November 21st 2016, 04:04 PM

NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND! NONE OF YOU EVER TAKE WHY I FEEL LIKE THIS INTO CONSIDERATION BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS TELLING ME THAT IT IS NORMAL TO FEEL LIKE IT WHEN I'M TELLING YOU IT IS NOT! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!




The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
Reply With Quote
  (#3621 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 21st 2016, 05:50 PM

So beyond tired right now. Every day is the same. Get up, go to work/uni, come home, study until midnight, sleep, wake up feeling like crap, repeat.
I know it's supposed to be worth it. I know. But all I want to do is be gone. Not to take a break or sleep for a bit longer. I just want to be not here for a while, so I don't have to feel so drained constantly.
Reply With Quote
  (#3622 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 21st 2016, 07:28 PM

"I got a job yay -"
"Your grandmother is dying and it's not in our best interest to have you here for when she passes."
Horrendous fucking bitch.
And then you're in a pissy mood too. You two make it so fucking hard to be happy.
Reply With Quote
  (#3623 (permalink)) Old
Calaer Offline
I have the Millennium Puzzle
I've been here a while
********
 
Calaer's Avatar
 
Name: Calaer
Age: 29
Gender: Female

Posts: 1,678
Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 54
Join Date: March 20th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 22nd 2016, 07:06 PM

I'm over all the anger over all of you. If you were truly my family, you'd act like it. I just can't handle all of this anymore.


"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud

Reply With Quote
  (#3624 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 22nd 2016, 10:40 PM

I have more nightmares than I do good dreams. It's been determined that my waking anxiety bleeds into my dreams and causes nightmares but I've got a pretty good handle on it and I'm still having nightmares of someone raping me. And this time the perpetrator resembled my brother. I fucking hate this. The abuse stopped almost ten years ago but I'm still being devastated by it and he's long since gotten over it. I could kill him. No remorse.
Reply With Quote
  (#3625 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 23rd 2016, 12:31 AM

I don't want to be here. I don't want to live in this house, in the same house as you. You're making every moment I'm here harder and harder. You make me feel like I'm completely helpless, this friendship and this situation, they're hopeless. I can't win. I try and help and you think I'm being a horrible person. I don't help and I'm not there for you. I want to talk and you don't have time. I don't want to talk and I'm not making the effort. You make me so mad and so upset and hurt. We aren't friends anymore. This isn't what friends do to each other. You're stubburn and you're mean.
I can't win. I can't help you.
I don't want to help you anymore...
Reply With Quote
  (#3626 (permalink)) Old
Kate* Offline
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Kate*'s Avatar
 
Name: Katie
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Location: Ohio

Posts: 4,162
Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Join Date: January 6th 2009

Re: Screaming thread. - November 23rd 2016, 01:29 AM

Tomorrow is going to be the worst holiday yet. As grateful that I want to be that I survived this long, this crap was something else I would've avoided had I not been.

Don't worry, nobody wants to fucking do this, so why are we?! I don't care anymore, even family isn't worth it. And bonus, I think I gained even MORE weight UGH

My side of this didn't come with a manual, maybe I should write an abridged version for the people who will never come behind me.

I'm the only one in the world who pursued a license and didn't get one. I want my happy ending too damn it.

Don't know why you stated, but STOP calling in the morning! What on earth made you think I'd be up by then?!

This is what I was afraid of.

We walk in the door and the first 2 things you tell me cousin 1 got his nurses license and cousin 2 got a promotion. I got fucked over and broken. All anyone talks about with me anymore is how I've amounted to nothing.

I really wish it would stop haunting me so much. It's been almost two years, it should be better by now. Between that and it constantly smacking me in the face, I never get a break.

You need to pick a side, do you think we can amount to something or are we all doomed to suffer and kill ourselves because of this?! If you're going to be this vocal, people who look to you for guidance need to know where you stand.

I wouldn't be shocked if I'm dealing with trauma from all of this and the underlying reason isn't recognized or treatable. fuck.


Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012

"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte

Last edited by Kate*; November 25th 2016 at 09:44 PM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3627 (permalink)) Old
DeletedAccount69
Guest
 
DeletedAccount69's Avatar
Edit avatar
 

Posts: n/a

Re: Screaming thread. - November 23rd 2016, 03:36 PM

I feel so broken.
Reply With Quote
  (#3628 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 23rd 2016, 06:16 PM

Lovely to feel wanted or missed by the family. Maybe forgotten.
Who knows?
Reply With Quote
  (#3629 (permalink)) Old
💙💙💙
Welcome me, I'm new!
*
 
DemolitionLovers's Avatar
 
Name: Amy
Gender: Female
Location: Florida

Posts: 15
Points: 4,977, Level: 10
Points: 4,977, Level: 10 Points: 4,977, Level: 10 Points: 4,977, Level: 10
Blog Entries: 3
Join Date: November 7th 2016

Re: Screaming thread. - November 23rd 2016, 09:52 PM

I'm so lonely. I can have all the friends in the world, and be in a relationship. I still feel lonely.


"You are taking me apart
Like bad glue
On a get well card"
Reply With Quote
  (#3630 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 24th 2016, 02:22 AM

I'm going insane
Reply With Quote
  (#3631 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 25th 2016, 03:53 PM

Why does this feel so hard today

All I heard was "you're wrong wrong wrong" but I know you didn't mean it like that. You're not saying I should have done it your way, just giving me your thoughts. So THAT is progress but it still fucking hurt.

Last edited by nothereanymore; November 25th 2016 at 05:33 PM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3632 (permalink)) Old
DeletedAccount69
Guest
 
DeletedAccount69's Avatar
Edit avatar
 

Posts: n/a

Re: Screaming thread. - November 25th 2016, 07:54 PM

Fuck you anxiety!
Reply With Quote
  (#3633 (permalink)) Old
nothereanymore Offline
67,605
I've been here a while
********
 
nothereanymore's Avatar
 

Posts: 1,912
Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20 Points: 19,331, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 44
Join Date: June 10th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 25th 2016, 11:20 PM

You're a dick. You've been nothing but aggravating today.
Reply With Quote
  (#3634 (permalink)) Old
Calaer Offline
I have the Millennium Puzzle
I've been here a while
********
 
Calaer's Avatar
 
Name: Calaer
Age: 29
Gender: Female

Posts: 1,678
Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20 Points: 20,292, Level: 20
Blog Entries: 54
Join Date: March 20th 2013

Re: Screaming thread. - November 26th 2016, 04:48 PM

I hate that I have so much stuff to do. I forgot that I was supposed to help my Mamaw today, and I didn't even do it on purpose. My husband's birthday was last night, and my mother in law kept Ava yesterday night so we could go to the bar and drink. I slept in this morning, and simply and honestly just forgot, but now my family (whom treats her like shit) are making me out to be some sort of monster. WTF.


"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud

Reply With Quote
  (#3635 (permalink)) Old
MWF Offline
Member
I've been here a while
********
 
MWF's Avatar
 
Name: Robert
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Location: N/A

Posts: 1,632
Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Join Date: May 22nd 2010

Re: Screaming thread. - November 26th 2016, 09:28 PM

FUCK OHIO STATE TO HELL
Reply With Quote
  (#3636 (permalink)) Old
twinskeletons Offline
believe achieve
Welcome me, I'm new!
*
 
twinskeletons's Avatar
 
Gender: Other
Location: Hell

Posts: 3
Points: 3,939, Level: 9
Points: 3,939, Level: 9 Points: 3,939, Level: 9 Points: 3,939, Level: 9
Join Date: November 26th 2016

Re: Screaming thread. - November 26th 2016, 10:19 PM

please stop telling me that i "need to pull it together" or that this year will be the year i finally get my shit together because what the fuck do you think i've been trying to do for the past 5 years?? i don't want to be like this fuck off
Reply With Quote
  (#3637 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 27th 2016, 12:44 AM

I'm finally breaking.
Reply With Quote
  (#3638 (permalink)) Old
Kate* Offline
Member
Outside, huh?
**********
 
Kate*'s Avatar
 
Name: Katie
Age: 35
Gender: Female
Location: Ohio

Posts: 4,162
Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26 Points: 33,886, Level: 26
Join Date: January 6th 2009

Re: Screaming thread. - November 27th 2016, 01:08 AM

Great, tell me in mere sentences that my mom failed as a parent and that I'm never going to accomplish anything that I want because of the thing that already broke me once. Unless you would prefer I be homeless, she's keeping me alive right now. You're a professional, start acting like it.

There is no safe place to discuss this. Even professionals don't think it's real. And I get attacked in the only "support group" that exists.

Why am I only ready to do things on days when they can't be done? By the time I get to Monday, anxiety and depression have returned full force, my sleep schedule is flipped, so they never get done.

Get a fucking hearing aid, the phone volume is deafening me and you still can't fucking hear it! I have to get through phone anxiety to set up the interview now because you can't tell the difference between a sales/survey person and a job calling for me. How do I know if that number is right?! And I have to figure out how to change this light bulb/get the fixture off or take a shower in the pitch black dark. Don't understand why you don't take care of these things. Could've fixed the light yesterday and the toilet's been broken since JULY.

Also, if I manage to make this appointment today, don't ask why I need it or question therapy effectiveness. If you can't see that I need it by NOW you're really not paying attention.

You people and this "choice" thing. She's a DOG, in a new environment, she's not whimpering by "choice" It's instinct.

Please don't call back until I'm awake enough to do this. That's why I never leave messages!

Interview in an hour, I'm glad I didn't do it in her first available slot, but I just want to get it over with now

Don't really want it, can't afford to pass up an offer. Story of my fucking life. You did this to me.


Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012

"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte

Last edited by Kate*; November 29th 2016 at 11:41 PM.
Reply With Quote
  (#3639 (permalink)) Old
MWF Offline
Member
I've been here a while
********
 
MWF's Avatar
 
Name: Robert
Age: 28
Gender: Male
Location: N/A

Posts: 1,632
Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22 Points: 25,205, Level: 22
Join Date: May 22nd 2010

Re: Screaming thread. - November 27th 2016, 04:47 AM

FUCK OHIO STATE. FUCK OHIO STATE, FUCK URBAN MEYER, FUCK JT BARRETT, FUCK CURTIS SAMUEL, FUCK THE REFEREES, AND FUCK THE REST OF THOSE ARROGANT PIECES OF DOGSHIT.
Reply With Quote
  (#3640 (permalink)) Old
Everglow. Offline
Did you miss me?

Outside, huh?
**********
 
Everglow.'s Avatar
 
Name: Hollie
Age: 28
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/They
Location: London

Posts: 4,530
Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39 Points: 74,574, Level: 39
Blog Entries: 789
Join Date: January 19th 2011

Re: Screaming thread. - November 28th 2016, 01:32 PM

Finding it so hard to concentrate when all I can think of is negativity.
Reply With Quote
Reply

Bookmarks

Tags
screaming, thread

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search
Rate This Thread
Rate This Thread:

Posting Rules
You may post new threads
You may post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off


 
User Infomation
Your Avatar

Latest Articles & News
- by Rob
- by Rob

Advertisement



All material copyright ©1998-2024, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints | Mobile

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.