Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Everglow.]

Not looking forward to the coming couple of weeks at all.

[Kate*]

Awesome, my watch just broke and it's a month until Christmas. I guess I'll have to use my phone on the floor to keep track of my shift until then. I know they hate that, but what else am I supposed to do?

[MWF]

My country's fucking dead. The Senate just passed the worst tax bill in history. You'd have to be the biggest idiot, the dumbest fucking moron in the entire world, to vote for that thing. Anybody who voted for that bill can get run over by a fucking train. My United States is fucked beyond belief by this tax bill.
Anybody who thinks this post is over the top, please consult me when I'm sober.

I think I have had enough.
I think I might be walking away from this all very soon.
I don't really know what to say to all that.
Might as well just disappear.
Thank you all for under-appreciating me.
I feel like a piece of crap for being angry about this shit.

[Everglow.]

Haven't slept. Mind has been racing all night.

[Clarent]

Failure .

It's too much and I just can't fix this problem. I feel like giving into this feeling of binge eating.

I am a wasteful spender.

[MWF]

Holy shit... I'm screwed for school.

[Kate*]

I know it's probably hormones and/or medications, but I really wish this dry mouth and headaches would go away!

[nothereanymore]

Torn between “yeah, that’ll definitely kill me” and “CLEARLY all you do when you OD is vomit, so it won’t”.

[Everglow.]

Today is gonna be even more unbearable if this shitty mood doesn't pass some time soon.

I don't know. Everyone forget. How nice!

Should I or shouldn't I?
Do I or Don't I?

[Adele101]

I just want to die why can't you see there's something insanely wrong with me?

[Calaer]

It's so frustrating having to deal with you and how you treat the family.

I feel so worthless
Every day that goes by I feel less and less certain that I want to be alive.

[Everglow.]

Cancelled my volunteering today for the first time ever. I know I needed to but I feel awful and so guilty for it.

[MWF]

I have chest pains at the age of 22. That can't be good...

I feel so broken and uncertain about what is going on

[Starseeker]

i can't listen to your whining anymore. you're saying we're doing extended history? well we are fucking doing extended everything AND NOBODY fucking ever said it was an extended-anything class in the first place because all of us are allowed to choose whatever subjects we wanna study next year. you loathe everything besides biology and chemistry and that's why you consider this class a medical one? well that's kinda fucking egoistic. we ain't doing more humanistic subjects than we're doing all science shit. so shut your fucking mouth at last will you

I know what my heart is telling me but I can't seem to do it

[Kate*]

Not a fan of my new psychiatrist, but at least he renewed my prescription. Once I'm sure that I'm still covered in January, I might be looking for someone else.

I want to sleep but it's too early.

[Everglow.]

I want to go out tomorrow. I don't think I'll manage it though. Kind of getting me down now.

[Lionheart]

What the hell is wrong with me? My anxiety is going mad for two hours now and it won't stop. It just fucking won't!

I can't breath
I can't sleep
What the fuck am I doing?

I can't take it anymore. I want to cry and give up.

I feel so broken
I feel like a monster
I have all these thoughts

[Everglow.]

Crappy start to the day. About 5 hours sleep and an early shift..2 late trains and then a work chat full of complaints and loans. Give me strength.

I hate when I have those nightmares. They are so damn realistic and I wake up thinking he is actually mad and he actually left.

[MWF]

Hey guys, lets meet at 11 to practice this presentation at 1! "Ok!"

12:07
Hey guys, where are you

[daisy_jam]

My earphones broke and I feel lost.

[Everglow.]

I hate myself. I'm a fucking horrible and pathetic person.

[Kate*]

I didn't cut in front of you because I'm an employee, it was an accident. To avoid it happening in the future, stand IN the line, not next to it, MOVE when the person at the desk is available, or at least TELL me you're in the fucking line!!!!! 3 of us didn't realize you were waiting and you didn't say anything until AFTER it happened. I made a mistake, you could've done better. As long as you don't file a complaint on me, no one will bring this up again. You can stay mad for as long as you damn well please!

[Kate*]

Not feeling work today, 2 more days, then I finally get a break.

I'm seriously about to punch somebody!

I have no idea what is right anymore.

[Starseeker]

It's 1.30 am again. It's not really that I can't sleep... Well, I can't, but usually till 12 or so. I'm not doing anything - just surfing the net senselessly. All normal people are asleep now, and I should particularly be asleep as well, because I haven't slept properly for a long time. And I'm yawning constantly. I can't focus. It's horrible.
Yet I continue to sit in front of the computer, because I'm too tired to get up and change and go to bed.

I feel so broken and confused. I need to figure my life out.

[Everglow.]

Meant to be meeting the girl my friend is seeing this week and I really don't want to because she's happier and nicer than I am and I know everyone will end up liking her more than me. I haven't met her and I already want to hate her.
I'm such an asshole