Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

I am not sure why I care so much about her. I don't know why I worry so much about her. She hurt me a lot but maybe it comes down to the fact that she also did nice things. It comes down to her being my parent.

[nothereanymore]

I don’t have the energy anymore to tell anyone what’s wrong.

So anxious and all I can think is that it would help to cut.

[TraitorBaby]

It's going to be another night of nightmares. I can feel it. I keep seeing him dying, me holding him, me snapping afterwards... this life isn't worth living without him but I keep fearing that I'm going to lie him and I don't want to think about it but at the same time of I don't it'll make things ten times harder and he's already frail...
Why does thurs scare me so much? Where will I go after? Who will I habe? I'll have no one close to me. And I would've failed him..i promised him I'd get us out of here, that we'd be ok just us against the worldbut it's not looking like that. God please help me. Please don't take him from me.

[TraitorBaby]

I'm so scared

Holy hell, I don't know if I can sleep. I'm not sure what's going on with me.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

For once in my miserable and dull life, I want something good and amazing to happen, but the chances of that happening are slim to none. I do not deserve good things to happen to me.

I'm not sure if I'm manic but something is off.

I may need to find a new (non-physical) home soon.

I know I'm not a failure but I feel like it.

[Lunar]

I hate all this drama! I don't even talk to you! I haven't in YEARS! Why would you try and cause trouble for me and my family. We aren't doing anything wrong, we just want to be left alone! GO AWAY. I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

[Celyn]

I really shouldn't be jealous. I shouldn't be comparing myself. But I am. And now I'm upset.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I will never be good enough for a guy. I am too ugly, disgusting, and fat for a guy to ever like me. I will be alone forever and forever. I will never experience what it feels like for a guy to like me.

Gosh damn it! My car broke down so now I have to go buy one even though that makes me fucking nervous since I've only been working for a six weeks.

[TraitorBaby]

Fuck you airport security and fuck you anxiety why can't I just function like a normal human being

Woke up not wanting to go to work. Great way to start the day.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I'm just a failure and I'll never amount to anything.

[Lunar]

I hate the way you treat me. I honestly just want to be left alone. You know that. Why won't you just listen.

My anxiety is heightened

[Everglow.]

I'm socially exhausted because I've been serving two kids all afternoon who haven't stopped asking me questions and then my manager spoke at me for 10 minutes. I need a drink of some because I haven't had any water since midday. I'm drained.

I'm really frustrated. So so so so frustrated.

[Tigereyes]

If this is what recovery is like, I don't fucking want it. But apparently I'm supposed to recover for myself? How???

[Kate*]

3PM on Wednesday can't come soon enough. I"m going to crash so fucking hard!

I feel like I'm always left out.

[Starseeker]

Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet a friend I don't really want to meet. Well, I like him, but this meeting is going to be exhausting for me. I really wanted one day without seeing anyone or doing anything...

I feel like I'm all alone with this.

I'm irritated. I shouldn't be but I am

[MWF]

You don't like me? Fine. You need somewhere to live, so you want to move in for a little bit? Fine. Oh, you want to fuck random dudes upstairs? You fucking bitch, you remind me of why I used to want to kill myself.
Let her live her own life, just get her out of here...

I think I am about ready to quit!

I hate this emotional roller coaster. I'm ready for the ride to end, not like that. Just for things to settle down and not have to worry all the time.

I have no patience for people today.

[Kate*]

I only have to do this one more time, it'll probably be the shortest one and then he'll be gone, but I still don't want to. I want my normal routine back. I still have to do this and get through it, then do a morning shift before I can chill.

[Everglow.]

This is going well...

[TraitorBaby]

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccckkk yoooooooooouuuuuuu

I'm am idiot.

[Nala.]

I'm sleepy.

I really don't want to sleep, but I have to at some point. Ugh.

[nothereanymore]

not meant for this world, I just don’t see the point

Anxiety is the worst.

[Kate*]

I really hope I don't get sick from that now.