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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Why did I listen and try that. I'm not going to get a job. It's not about that. The only reason they accept me is because I have the minimum qualifications.
I am probably going to have to take anxiety medication. At this point, I wish I had asked my doctor to fill the xanax. Not sure how I'll get through the next few weeks like this.
There was another cake in the break room which makes me think the last manager I like is leaving. I already know from the last 3 times that no one is going to tell me. I'll just figure it out when he's never there anymore. I REALLY hope that's not it and there was just cake in the break room for fun.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I spent too much money because it made me feel good but now I am freaking out about it. A lot of the orders can't be refunded so that's awesome as well.
Gosh damn anxiety! It hurts, the feeling in the pit of my stomach...it won't go away and it's torture. I'll be okay because it could be worse but the medication isn't working.
Getting snippy with me in the last 5 minutes of my shift on an insanely busy weekend morning when I've gotten almost no sleep will NOT get you what you want and it is NOT okay. If I didn't need and like my job so much, it would get you something you definitely DON'T want. You are capable of being a decent human being, you might want to try it some time.
Stay in your lane and back the fuck off! You have NO right to judge.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; April 23rd 2018 at 05:25 AM.
Don't feel like studying. This is the worst because I am going to have to look through the questions. I'll wait till later though. I don't want to do something that might stress me out. Need to practice remembering something over the next two days, as well.
Back to work tomorrow, but at least it's not 5 days in a row this week, and I'll get my birthday off.
I'm paranoid because I rounded by 2 weeks that it's going to come back to bite me, but they have the correct information that counts and if it's all accepted in time, it'll only be 5 days before that actually happens. I'm also nervous about work tomorrow for no reason. It's times like these I'm reminded that the meds don't completely resolve the anxiety, and part of me wonders if they're going to stop working.
I wrote that in my millionth attempt at closure, I hope it works this time. It's exhausted me. In a way that's a good sign.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Last edited by Kate*; April 24th 2018 at 06:18 AM.
I should not have to scrape off the caked-on gunk on your dishes because you refuse to take them out of your room for weeks on end, or to even soak them. I am SICK of this. We have ALL told you this for YEARS. Get it through your fucking brain or else you can do the dishes.
I'll never amount to anything. I'm the dumbest person on this planet. I'm not smart. I'm an idiot. Why should I care about anything anymore when no one cares about me and wishes I was dead? All I am is a nuisance and a burden. I have nothing.....