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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
I was there for 8 hours and did everything you told me to. It's not my fault if it's destroyed again before you get there. I suppose if I want lists of things to do, then I can't resent when you leave them for me, but I do.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I don't want to go to work tomorrow. Have to own up to the mistakes I made. Don't want to deal with the outcomes even though I probably won't get fired.
Just got rejected for the first time since high school. Forgot how bad it hurt.
Also forgot that I was so traumatized the last time I was rejected that I hadn't even tried since then. It's been 4 years. No wonder I've never been in a relationship, holy shit...
I either care too much or not enough. Right now I don't care at all. My anxiety is at a weird place this morning and I am just like "Whatever". It's probably best that I am here instead of as anxious as I was last night.
I'm awake thanks to the grass being cut and the AC being broken (again), so I'm up early and tired with an 8 hour shift to work. At least I can have a big breakfast and coffee. These 8 hour shifts are killing me, this better be the last one.
What is the point of putting my schedule on your calendar if you DON'T LOOK AT IT when you schedule other things? How is this going to work now?!
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I am a terrible person. I let my anger build up and I expressed it in the wrong way. If I could I would apologize for that but I don't know if I should have too. Frustration is normal and when I am manic frustration happens more. I think my mania has only calmed down within the last few months so my stupidity and anger makes sense. It's not excusable though.
I'm invisible and if I disappeared, not a single person would noticed or even care. They would in fact be ecstatic and extremely happy that I was gone.
Air is fixed and the mouse is dead, but now the toilet is broken AGAIN. How long are you going to wait this time, and can't we just get a new one and keep this from happening.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I'm so bad with girls that my parents think I'm gay. I'm bi, but I never told them... they met my roommate and only relaxed when he mentioned his girlfriend.
I hate myself. I hated today. I feel worthless but I don't know how to speak about it. I hate my mother so fucking much yet I am worried sick that there is something wrong with her.
If the only way I can help others is by taking care of myself and I fail at taking care of myself, why bother trying anymore? I'm just hurting them more by failing at that. I wish I had just killed myself years ago.. Because now I feel stuck. I stayed alive then because others needed me. But if no one needs me, then why am I alive? I certainly don't want to be when there's so much pain. I've lost everything that matters. So why bother. Except that would also hurt others...
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.