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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
I am not sure why I care so much about her. I don't know why I worry so much about her. She hurt me a lot but maybe it comes down to the fact that she also did nice things. It comes down to her being my parent.
It's going to be another night of nightmares. I can feel it. I keep seeing him dying, me holding him, me snapping afterwards... this life isn't worth living without him but I keep fearing that I'm going to lie him and I don't want to think about it but at the same time of I don't it'll make things ten times harder and he's already frail...
Why does thurs scare me so much? Where will I go after? Who will I habe? I'll have no one close to me. And I would've failed him..i promised him I'd get us out of here, that we'd be ok just us against the worldbut it's not looking like that. God please help me. Please don't take him from me.
For once in my miserable and dull life, I want something good and amazing to happen, but the chances of that happening are slim to none. I do not deserve good things to happen to me.
I hate all this drama! I don't even talk to you! I haven't in YEARS! Why would you try and cause trouble for me and my family. We aren't doing anything wrong, we just want to be left alone! GO AWAY. I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
I will never be good enough for a guy. I am too ugly, disgusting, and fat for a guy to ever like me. I will be alone forever and forever. I will never experience what it feels like for a guy to like me.
I'm socially exhausted because I've been serving two kids all afternoon who haven't stopped asking me questions and then my manager spoke at me for 10 minutes. I need a drink of some because I haven't had any water since midday. I'm drained.
Tomorrow I'm supposed to meet a friend I don't really want to meet. Well, I like him, but this meeting is going to be exhausting for me. I really wanted one day without seeing anyone or doing anything...
You don't like me? Fine. You need somewhere to live, so you want to move in for a little bit? Fine. Oh, you want to fuck random dudes upstairs? You fucking bitch, you remind me of why I used to want to kill myself.
Let her live her own life, just get her out of here...
I only have to do this one more time, it'll probably be the shortest one and then he'll be gone, but I still don't want to. I want my normal routine back. I still have to do this and get through it, then do a morning shift before I can chill.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte