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				January 6th 2020, 09:18 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Getting tired, I need more coffee.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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You should have to notify your neighbors when you're going to make noise all day.  They're getting a roof, which means I'm not getting sleep.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Feeling a bit hopeless
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I feel like I'm going to have another breakdown over this today. 6 days to go until this needs to be submitted and I'm not going to get it done. So many urges right now, not sure how to cope with it all.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I’m really trying to eat. I am. It’s just so hard.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I'm thinking I might kill myself.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Idk if that was the right choice to make but I'm exceptionally worried
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Feeling so bad from the morning
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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You're back, and I'll probably have to deal with you tomorrowUGH
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Wish I could stop coughing.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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My voices wont stop screaming.  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I'm so scared. Should I do it?
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I'm freaking out. Things are gonna fall apart.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Everything seems hopeless right now
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I'm "being a butt" about it? I'm sorry, but how would YOU fucking feel if you found out you were being forcefully detained based on a total lie? This is bullshit and I know it, so no, I'm not going to apologize for being fucking upset. You have no clue what I've been through this week. I can't talk to you right now.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I can't gain weight
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Nightmares all night  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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I'm inadequate.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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I wish more people would fucking help
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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So, I get a Saturday off with pay, but EVERY SINGLE time I've called off it's been because of YOU
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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I feel super worried and I wish I could stop
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Extremly tired.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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So tired of this cough.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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Get out of my head.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 17th 2020, 12:38 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Please don't let me get sick
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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Feeling so fat  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 17th 2020, 07:50 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I want to die.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 18th 2020, 03:40 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
No, I will not let you jump on me and blame me for an entire industry without clapping back.  Parent your kids and treat humans with respect.  It's NOT hard!
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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				January 18th 2020, 07:29 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Nightmares. Again  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 18th 2020, 12:03 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
It's funny how I'm there for everyone but no one's there for me.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 18th 2020, 12:54 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I’m so tired after a tough night
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 18th 2020, 02:24 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Of course, the day I don't have a good excuse is the time you ask for one.  Maybe you actually care, but I'm used to not needing an answer.  Plus, if I had one you probably wouldn't want details anyway!  
You're the one paying me to call off, and you'll see I almost never use it.  It's not like you could've stopped me.  What were you going to do, demand I come in?!
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
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				January 19th 2020, 08:29 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I hate having such bad posture.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 20th 2020, 07:42 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I’m so tired these days, cant function
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 20th 2020, 05:15 PM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
Feeling so fat  
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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				January 21st 2020, 04:35 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I feel so shitty
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
		
	
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				January 21st 2020, 08:42 AM
			
			
			
		 
		
	
                
            	
		
		
I’m so tired.. cant think.
 
		
	
		
		
                
		
		
			 
            
                
            
				 
 
 
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