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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
This is damage you did validated by truth and circumstances. I'm done.
This is either a reaction to all the crap they kicked up installing the AC or the beginning of a cold that's going to hold on forever. Worst timing ever plus meds mean I can't take anything for it.
Great, at least 6 hours of driving to an unfamiliar place and now it's going to be raining all day and on my worst day of the month no less. Still worth going, but really wish at least one of those things wasn't happening.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I wish I know how to fucking drive. I can't stand having to take the bus or the train or ask people for rides. I feel like I'm a fucking child every time I say I don't have a license. I missed out on so much because I couldn't drive there. I want to be able to drive so bad but I'm terrified and I know I won't be any good. I'm so scared.
How can I forgive you if you go to that party? If you willingly go to a party hosted by a man who did nothing when I was assaulted? You're going to support that? And you're going with a guy I previously dated, who you swore you had no interest in, who I've been trying to reconnect with and here he is texting you all the time? And you're obviously texting back, since he told me you were talking. "Oh, I'm not looking for any casual flings." Bullshit. If that's true then why the fuck are you texting him, potentially going to the party with him? You know you felt conflicted and unfulfilled after the last one, so why would you go again?
But mostly, most of all...why would you go when you know what happened?
I thought you were my sister. I thought you were my friend.
I can't believe that you said that to the vet and to dad. You don't get to talk to people like that, I get that he's your cat, but everyone is just trying to help your cat be ok. What is your problem?
I'm so done. I'm sick of this yoyoing between wanting to be better, and wanting to be dead or struggling. I almost just want to give up.Also why did my phone fucking die, I was gonna reach out to someone but now i can't
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
I hate feeling alone. I think Im having withdrawal symptoms of being on the internet too much I need to be distracted or my mind goes crazy. Hearing others' issues has made me depressed and I feel suicidal...I dont know..
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
I shouldn't have put off all the house work until today, and I know it. It's my fault I feel so overwhelmed trying to get everything finished before Jordan's Friend's come over tonight.
"One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." ~Sigmund Freud
I can't think of a bigger waste of time considering that I was already doing all of this. Even if I'm blowing 18+ hours a day on Facebook, I'm working through my shit at the same time. I want out, but I think it only lasts until January.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I'm shattered. Always doing the most at work and I rarely get recognition for it from managers. If it wasn't for a select few colleagues reminding me I'm good at this and pushing me to do well I'd be so done by now.
"You can't change the system, but you can change your attitude towards it." breeds complacency and acceptance of the unacceptable. This is how horrible things stay horrible. There's a better way, spend your time finding it rather than forcing yourself to be okay with something when you aren't.
You know exactly what you did even if I still can't make sense of it. This is why I believe in Karma. He's a harsher judge than I ever could be and while I will have to face my own wrongdoing, so will you.
He knows the truth and that's enough for me. I know I'm supposed to "be the bigger person", but for now this is all I can manage.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte