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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Re: Screaming thread. - February 25th 2013, 06:37 PM

I'm torn between wanting this class to fill so I can retake it now and not wanting it to fill so I don't have to do it now. In the first case, my summer is going to SUCK! In the second case I'm delayed at least a semester and probably more.


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Re: Screaming thread. - February 25th 2013, 09:41 PM

Idiot friend: Stop being an idiot. Sex without protection leads to babies, and if you get pregnant, it's game over for you and your boyfriend. I told you everything, and condoms are freely available for you from multiple locations. Stop.



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Re: Screaming thread. - February 26th 2013, 09:27 PM

Thanks for showing just how much faith you have in me.


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Re: Screaming thread. - February 27th 2013, 02:15 AM

Holy fuck go get the fucking door it's your fucking mom and I'm fucking tired of opening that shit


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Re: Screaming thread. - February 27th 2013, 02:24 AM

Why the F*** is he back?! Does limited length of stay mean ANYTHING to you people?!!! I want him out of here and again I WAS NOT TOLD HE WAS COMING!


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Re: Screaming thread. - February 28th 2013, 07:32 PM

Let me get this straight, I failed the class by less than 5 points and the doctoral student professor treated me like s***, and now, if the section of that class in the summer doesn't fill and gets cancelled it delays my graduation 8 MONTHS. That is complete bull s***


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Re: Screaming thread. - February 28th 2013, 10:23 PM

Really? You have nothing else to say to that? "Thanks" for trying to comfort me.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - February 28th 2013, 10:29 PM

Screaming. Screaming. Screaming. Please Just stop. I have the right to think my own thoughts. I don't need you to think for me. I am an adult and I deserve to be treated like one.




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Re: Screaming thread. - February 28th 2013, 11:50 PM

I've ruined life for myself. It's my own doing. Fuck you, Gareth, fuck you.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 1st 2013, 09:26 AM

Mom, your crap makes me wanna move in with dad sometimes.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 1st 2013, 06:48 PM

You will drop everything for Ed for no reason. We had plans today, but just because he knocked on the door you're going to do what he wants to do. Family comes before your dating status.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 1st 2013, 07:02 PM

I really don't care for the stupid arguments the people in my class have amongst themselves. You're not twelve anymore, grow up and cop on to yourselves.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 2nd 2013, 03:33 AM

I don't see that as being a legitimate reason to be mad because I only get that mad when people try to make me think I'm worthless. I guess you have the luxury of not having that happen to you, don't you?



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Re: Screaming thread. - March 2nd 2013, 11:17 PM

Some people don't know when to shut up.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 3rd 2013, 02:56 PM

I don't know what I'm doing with my life.




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Re: Screaming thread. - March 3rd 2013, 03:12 PM

Yes, I do mind that I have to go around to every resident again on all five floors for the sixth time today. Why don't YOU take a turn and get out of your office chair.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 3rd 2013, 03:17 PM

You get everything you want, yet your life is so hard. Stop complaining.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 01:30 AM

You have the right to be treated fairly and to work in acceptable conditions, but you can't tell the substitutes to "go home" if you strike and they do as you ask WHO WILL DO YOUR JOB FOR YOU? The students are the one's who suffer in all this, remember who you REALLY work for. Also, some of the teachers you student-taught with would be DISGUSTED by your behavior, I don't care how old you are, it's time to GROW UP and go about this maturely.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 01:39 AM

I'm always on the verge of having a break down, hate everything about myself, can't even take a compliment...but yeah, you're living a difficult life, aren't you? Six boys have crushes on you and you don't know which one to choose. I feel so bad about complaining of my problems My deepest apologies.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 05:11 AM

Kissing you tonight felt like heaven that I know I'll never feel again. And you know I'll always love you. I just don't wanna see you with another girl.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 09:26 PM

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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 10:37 PM

I figure out how to work around the class I failed and still graduate when I wanted to and now I'm getting delayed because I can't get both ELECTIVES I wanted! Are you kidding me, yes they're both offered, but that does me no good if they're at the SAME TIME and I can only pick one. I either have to be delayed until at least May (probably August) or give up a class I wanted in favor of one I don't want just to get out when I was originally supposed to. WHO COMES UP WITH THIS SCHEDULE ANYWAY!?!?


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 11:13 PM

I hate hypocrites. I really do.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 4th 2013, 11:38 PM

I'm invisible to everyone. Everyone. And I know I don't mean anything to anyone.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 12:40 AM

School is evil.. I'm fat and hate myself for it. I hate myself for cutting. and for ruining everything. ://


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 03:36 AM

I have two under-the-skin pimples on my chin and they hurrrrrt.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 06:09 PM

its a sad day when you realise you are unloveable.
And I'm so vulnerable I feel like I'm a china doll
I screw up everything and I'm so scared of losing ppl I drive them away.
Oh, and ALL guys are the same. Obsessed with food!!!


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 09:31 PM

Can someone tell me what's fucking wrong with me?
I have done nothing but give ppl all my love, and you they throw it in my face everyday.
WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 09:48 PM

I'm worthless, unlovable and quite obviously not attractive enough. Not sure how much more my heart can take or how to keep on living.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 5th 2013, 10:24 PM

Shut the fuck up and stop lecturing me. I don't need your advice.
If you're unhappy, do something about it rather than wallowing in your self-pity. Making an active choice to stay where you are when you can easily go somewhere else is your own decision, but if you choose it, don't whine about it.
Step away from your boyfriend and look at your life. Can't find anything significant? That's a problem. You need to be a whole person before you can have a partner. You can't make your life all about them.



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Re: Screaming thread. - March 6th 2013, 01:18 AM

Fuck. The dysphoria is back. It's back, and now I'm curled up in the bathtub crying typing this from my phone because I need to put it out there. I've told people, sure, but it still feels like my secret, my thing and I want to tell my mom about it, hell, at this point, I almost want to tell my dad about it, and I want them to hug me and say it's alright, that they'll help me through this. I want to tell my best friends, and I want them to tell me they have my back, but I don't think I could make them understand. How could I when I don't fucking understand either? And then half of my brain tells me "Jon. You're name is Jon, and you had better snap the hell out of this, because you can never be this. This is a phase, and you're going to get over it, and you're going to fucking wish you had never made these posts, wish you had just dismissed it as a minor thing and hid it away deep inside you like you've done before, and just keep it there."

But I can't, can I? Or is this just an extension of the escapism I seem to have so badly, the want to just forget about this life and go wander about in some fantasy world as someone else. Maybe my escapism is an extension of this.

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Re: Screaming thread. - March 6th 2013, 03:55 AM

you lead me on...you know i was vulnerable, you knew i was broken, but you did it anyways...you swore you'd never leave and that we would always be best friends...and then at your girlfriends and parents discretion you fucking leave me....but you came back and we built our relationship up again...only for you to treat me like shit because other people didn't like our friendship...then we work it out again....and now everything changes again...make up your fucking mind...love me or leave me, but at least tell me....at least give me that much....stop letting people control you....give me all or nothing...stop making me feel like all of the time, but always give me one fucking reason to hold on to what we have...even if what we have is an illusion...or not worth it...give me a reason to fight for you...or set me free....sometimes i wish you were out of my life and i would never have to see your stupid face again...but then i think about it and for some reason i cant live my life without you....either way im fucked and your fine...you don't care that we aren't close...you don't care that i need you, you don't care, because your life is perfect...you have the love of your life and other good friends...and it's easy to lead me on....so i don't flip on you again....it's all about you....i just wish you knew...


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 6th 2013, 04:35 AM

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Re: Screaming thread. - March 6th 2013, 09:55 PM

No, I'm not going to bother with you. Maybe if you weren't such a prick to me all the time, I'd actually make an effort, you bollix.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 6th 2013, 09:59 PM

I nearly cut today.
It would of set back my recovery by months.
There's just no escaping who I am and why I'm like.
Why can't I be popular and not hated?
I wonder what it feels like to be loved.


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Re: Screaming thread. - March 7th 2013, 01:44 AM

Hey uterus,
You know that in order for you to exist, I have to exist as well, right? So stop fucking shit up and causing me pain or else I'll cease to exist. Making me bleed a ton also makes me cease to exist. I know you're mad that you won't ever get to have a baby, but you signed up for this. If you keep up this nonsense, I'll have you removed.
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 7th 2013, 02:22 AM

I really don't feel good. Dizzy.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 7th 2013, 09:44 AM

I like to keep it short.
Fuck you world.
Ima go, and roll up a sweetie, and ima gona kill mehself in booze and weed...
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 7th 2013, 05:51 PM

I'm not even gonna ask if today could get any worse, because I know it will.
   
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Re: Screaming thread. - March 7th 2013, 06:48 PM

Please tell me I did not just ingest dish soap by accident, all I did was drink water. I felt sick before though so PLEASE GO AWAY I can't get sick I really can't.


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