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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 25th 2013, 10:41 PM
Idiot friend: Stop being an idiot. Sex without protection leads to babies, and if you get pregnant, it's game over for you and your boyfriend. I told you everything, and condoms are freely available for you from multiple locations. Stop.
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 27th 2013, 03:15 AM
Holy fuck go get the fucking door it's your fucking mom and I'm fucking tired of opening that shit
What lies ahead is unknown. However, in some times, I've sighted several smooth pavements. I myself am the mender of roads, and it is with these we work on.
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 28th 2013, 08:32 PM
Let me get this straight, I failed the class by less than 5 points and the doctoral student professor treated me like s***, and now, if the section of that class in the summer doesn't fill and gets cancelled it delays my graduation 8 MONTHS. That is complete bull s***
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
Re: Screaming thread. -
February 28th 2013, 11:29 PM
Screaming. Screaming. Screaming. Please Just stop. I have the right to think my own thoughts. I don't need you to think for me. I am an adult and I deserve to be treated like one.
You will drop everything for Ed for no reason. We had plans today, but just because he knocked on the door you're going to do what he wants to do. Family comes before your dating status.
I really don't care for the stupid arguments the people in my class have amongst themselves. You're not twelve anymore, grow up and cop on to yourselves.
I don't see that as being a legitimate reason to be mad because I only get that mad when people try to make me think I'm worthless. I guess you have the luxury of not having that happen to you, don't you?
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Yes, I do mind that I have to go around to every resident again on all five floors for the sixth time today. Why don't YOU take a turn and get out of your office chair.
You have the right to be treated fairly and to work in acceptable conditions, but you can't tell the substitutes to "go home" if you strike and they do as you ask WHO WILL DO YOUR JOB FOR YOU? The students are the one's who suffer in all this, remember who you REALLY work for. Also, some of the teachers you student-taught with would be DISGUSTED by your behavior, I don't care how old you are, it's time to GROW UP and go about this maturely.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I'm always on the verge of having a break down, hate everything about myself, can't even take a compliment...but yeah, you're living a difficult life, aren't you? Six boys have crushes on you and you don't know which one to choose. I feel so bad about complaining of my problems My deepest apologies.
"Don't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight." -- Shane Koyczan
Kissing you tonight felt like heaven that I know I'll never feel again. And you know I'll always love you. I just don't wanna see you with another girl.
I figure out how to work around the class I failed and still graduate when I wanted to and now I'm getting delayed because I can't get both ELECTIVES I wanted! Are you kidding me, yes they're both offered, but that does me no good if they're at the SAME TIME and I can only pick one. I either have to be delayed until at least May (probably August) or give up a class I wanted in favor of one I don't want just to get out when I was originally supposed to. WHO COMES UP WITH THIS SCHEDULE ANYWAY!?!?
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
its a sad day when you realise you are unloveable.
And I'm so vulnerable I feel like I'm a china doll
I screw up everything and I'm so scared of losing ppl I drive them away.
Oh, and ALL guys are the same. Obsessed with food!!!
.....“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”.....
Can someone tell me what's fucking wrong with me?
I have done nothing but give ppl all my love, and you they throw it in my face everyday.
WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!
.....“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”.....
Shut the fuck up and stop lecturing me. I don't need your advice.
If you're unhappy, do something about it rather than wallowing in your self-pity. Making an active choice to stay where you are when you can easily go somewhere else is your own decision, but if you choose it, don't whine about it.
Step away from your boyfriend and look at your life. Can't find anything significant? That's a problem. You need to be a whole person before you can have a partner. You can't make your life all about them.
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Fuck. The dysphoria is back. It's back, and now I'm curled up in the bathtub crying typing this from my phone because I need to put it out there. I've told people, sure, but it still feels like my secret, my thing and I want to tell my mom about it, hell, at this point, I almost want to tell my dad about it, and I want them to hug me and say it's alright, that they'll help me through this. I want to tell my best friends, and I want them to tell me they have my back, but I don't think I could make them understand. How could I when I don't fucking understand either? And then half of my brain tells me "Jon. You're name is Jon, and you had better snap the hell out of this, because you can never be this. This is a phase, and you're going to get over it, and you're going to fucking wish you had never made these posts, wish you had just dismissed it as a minor thing and hid it away deep inside you like you've done before, and just keep it there."
But I can't, can I? Or is this just an extension of the escapism I seem to have so badly, the want to just forget about this life and go wander about in some fantasy world as someone else. Maybe my escapism is an extension of this.
And I better pray to whatever god I believes in that this goes away, that I simply learn to deal with it, because if not, my life gets so much harder.
you lead me on...you know i was vulnerable, you knew i was broken, but you did it anyways...you swore you'd never leave and that we would always be best friends...and then at your girlfriends and parents discretion you fucking leave me....but you came back and we built our relationship up again...only for you to treat me like shit because other people didn't like our friendship...then we work it out again....and now everything changes again...make up your fucking mind...love me or leave me, but at least tell me....at least give me that much....stop letting people control you....give me all or nothing...stop making me feel like all of the time, but always give me one fucking reason to hold on to what we have...even if what we have is an illusion...or not worth it...give me a reason to fight for you...or set me free....sometimes i wish you were out of my life and i would never have to see your stupid face again...but then i think about it and for some reason i cant live my life without you....either way im fucked and your fine...you don't care that we aren't close...you don't care that i need you, you don't care, because your life is perfect...you have the love of your life and other good friends...and it's easy to lead me on....so i don't flip on you again....it's all about you....i just wish you knew...
all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.
I nearly cut today.
It would of set back my recovery by months.
There's just no escaping who I am and why I'm like.
Why can't I be popular and not hated?
I wonder what it feels like to be loved.
.....“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”.....
Hey uterus,
You know that in order for you to exist, I have to exist as well, right? So stop fucking shit up and causing me pain or else I'll cease to exist. Making me bleed a ton also makes me cease to exist. I know you're mad that you won't ever get to have a baby, but you signed up for this. If you keep up this nonsense, I'll have you removed.
Sincerely,
Me
Sorry I couldn't be there, I was tied to a rocking chair.
Please tell me I did not just ingest dish soap by accident, all I did was drink water. I felt sick before though so PLEASE GO AWAY I can't get sick I really can't.
Member Since: September 19, 2007
LHO: March 31, 2008- October 13, 2012
"Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you." Jean Paul Sarte
I'm such a screw up I nearly succeeded in cutting in class
Jay.
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A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.