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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 19th 2013, 02:09 AM
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getting your heart eff'ed with is so much fun...not
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 19th 2013, 01:50 PM
I spent my entire day yesterday, from 9 am to 10:30 pm cleaning my room and the massive project continues into today. I'm sore and I just want to lie down. The only good thing is that all this is distracting me until the weekend when I can finally go out with my boyfriend.
I love my Big Sleepy Bear.
I still fill my panties; do YOU?
No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist. -Oscar Wilde
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 12:39 AM
My mom has been triggering me so much more than normal lately. And she refuses to believe she's doing anything wrong. Ugh. I got so close to cutting today because of her.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 03:30 AM
My mom was getting on my case about EVERYTHING today. She just had no patience and she seemed so annoyed, and she couldn't get the fact that I was just having a bad day.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 07:17 AM
I can't find anything decent to cut with
My friend is bugging me about my self harm saying she's gonna tell our youth leader I'm doing it again
And I might have to work on saturday
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 20th 2013, 04:12 PM
This school is fucking bullshit.
People are shit.
I feel like shit.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 02:32 AM
He's in Europe until the 1st of July. He just left this morning. And I'm already doing sort of bad without him.... this is bad.... especially when you throw in a desperate ex while the guy that's been keeping you sane is away.....
I almost cut myself.... God....I hate exes...
I don't know. July better come fast.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 02:15 PM
Chickened out and didn't end up ringing headspace and I listened to my mum. :/ I've seen over 20 different mental health professionals, why am I so scared about this?
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 21st 2013, 07:47 PM
There's a rubbish bin beside EVERY bench in the park, yet people still throw their stuff on the ground. I blame the fucking council for not cracking down on it.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 23rd 2013, 07:33 PM
There a was a fella shot near enough to my house last night. He's alive, but I'm feckin' scared now.
Anxiety, for crying out loud. Was shaking violently earlier. Came *this* close to relapsing. I probably would have felt better if I did.
And I'm worried sick about someone. I need them to contact me so I can be sure they're okay.
EDIT: About the shooting, I found out a while ago that the person who was arrested is someone I'm familiar with. Oh, God...
Last edited by Catharsis.; June 23rd 2013 at 08:10 PM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 23rd 2013, 07:52 PM
My friend keeps making passive aggressive posts about me on tumblr. I'm so close to cutting off our friendship because she's being a fucking bitch to me. She's become her eating disorder, and I can't be friends with such a terrible illness.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 02:51 AM
So today my boss gave me a performance review and said if I don't "pick it up" in the next two months I'll be fired. I work harder than anyone else in the department and get no recognition and lousy pay in return. Fuck you, bitch. Time to look for a better job, one that recognizes my talents.
The neon burns a hole in the night, and the Freon burns a hole in the sky.
You can find my kind living right on the fault line, eyes on the seaside, lives on the B-side, kites on the power lines.
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 03:06 AM
I can't function. I want to cut, but I'm too numb to go get a blade. I'm dissociative tonight. I don't know how I keep myself living.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 04:58 PM
I have completely, utterly and totally burnt myself out. I can barely type a comprehensible sentence. Can't talk to anyone about it either, or justify taking a break- this is completely my own fault, and it's by my own choice.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
June 24th 2013, 05:15 PM
So much drama over the summer. I get pulled into stuff that doesn't even involve me.. yet I'm the biggest problem. She loves me, I love another girl. So many lies. And I'm always the last person she'll come to and if she does talk to me, she only wants something....
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
June 25th 2013, 03:02 AM
My phone is destroyed. I'm tired of crying. Maybe this time, it really is too late. I'm losing it but you aren't listening to me.
If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?
Years of tearing down our banners, you and I
Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first