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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 17th 2009, 11:24 PM
Sometimes I think I made the wrong decision or miss you, and look at things to remind me I completely didn't. I haven't had drama in my life since then, and I'm so free. It feels so good to be free from the person who was keeping me a lie, and still is. Your just never going to open your eyes, such a shame.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 18th 2009, 10:12 PM
on wednesday, i was so happy.
when you noticed me, when we got in a candy fight, when you looked at me, when you pushed me, when you sat with me beforethe sermon, when you talked to me, when you laughed at me, when you grabbed me, when you messed up my hair, when you let me mess up yours, when you hit me, when you walked with me, and when you flirted with me.
i was so happy.
until she got there.
i know that if she hadn't had come; you would have sat with me during the sermon. i wanted you to.
i wished you would.i hoped you would. i would have loved you to.
but she came.
and you sat with her.
and i was a little upset.
but yet; you were still the only thing i thought about.
When you can't find your way home,
and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 18th 2009, 11:40 PM
Charlie - Are you who I think you are?
You know what? I don't need your opportunities. I don't need your accusations. I have friends, I am successful, and I am loved. So take a chill pill and stop thinking I'm nothing. Cause I'm not.. I'm actually worth something.
It's not fair that you tell me everything is okay and that you will always be there for me and then you go and you aren't there for me at all. It's not fair that you always say you're sorry but then you go and pull something else, it's not fair.
I HATE it when you say I'm a grumpy person. I'm not. You don't know the stuff I'm going through, you're kept innocent. You still have bathtime and an 8:00pm bedtime! You're a sophomore in high school and you think "sex" is a dirty word! Get over it! Foul language doesn't mean I'm grumpy all the time and how dare you accuse me of that when you don't know a thing about me..
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 20th 2009, 06:10 PM
I still love you. You broke my heart so I broke yours right back. I regret it every day. I think you still love me too. I know I'm gonna have to say it first, but I'm too God damned scared.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 21st 2009, 04:35 AM
There are so many things I want to say right now...
I can't freaking believe you. You make a promise to come and support me and you never come. You make the promise again and again, you don't show. I have a MILLION shows you could come and support me at but now the season is over and you missed every. single. one. :/ So you make the promise to come see me again and I don't know if I can believe you and can you blame me? How am I even supposed to know if we're friends?! You sit right next to me and explain to me how EVERYTHING is going to be okay. It's going to be alright. Oh really? The next day you ignore me as if NOTHING happened? You pretend I don't exist? If I look happy you feel no need to talk to me. Which makes me sad. And then you ignore me cause I'm sad. And then randomly (when YOU need somebody to talk to...) you'll come talk to me?? WTH. It does NOT work like that. I'm sorry, it doesn't.
...So you think you can become best friends with me and then do the ONE THING you KNOW I can't freaking STAND? That's cool.... tell me that being depressed all the time makes you sad and you can't stand it. So I pretend to be happy and then I'm not myself so you move on to my LITTLE SISTER!! You betray me and become friends with my little sister. You let her play with your hair and you sit there and hug her for forever. You become REALLY close to her. And she's not your best friend? Right. I can't believe that. You yell at me for not getting you a Christmas present and yet, you didn't get me a thing. And I'm not really a receiver, more of a giver, but that does NOT mean you get to be all ticked off at me cause you're my "best friend" and I didn't get you anything... YET. Now never. Forget it. What kind of friend deserts their friend in need cause they're "too sad" then still doesn't accept them cause they're not themselves and then turns and loves their LITTLE SISTER more?! W.T.F. Wow.
Okay really? You can't go throwing words around. You're NOT better than me and I'm NOT jealous of you. So take your stupid lame aim statuses that are filled with nothing but "lmao funnnn day better than your's bit**** :] <3" & "I am so much better than you stop being sooo jealous. (: <3" & hinting at the fact that you are THAT much more amazing and that you have THAT many more friends cause guess what? With an attitude like that you will have NO friends. Nobody wants to see you tell the world how immature they are. Nobody can tell you off cause you just bash them through your status. You fu***** *****. Get the heck out of my life. Karma is a ***** and you're gonna live with it whether you believe in it or not. I hope it kicks your butt. I really really do. Cause you deserve it.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 21st 2009, 09:43 AM
You barely spoke to me. After EVERYTHING we've been through I barely got a word?! I can't believe that! No excuse. No "I'm moving on". No "Let's be friends". Just standing there silently? That's so not you! But fine! I'm done with this game anyway! You're on your own!
And to Jack, it was so nice meeting you again! I've missed you. Your quirkyness, your jokes, your smile. We don't see each others as often as we should...
To dad, I can't believe that you did that!
If you want to; check out my poems and stuff under the "Self Expression"-forum.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 21st 2009, 05:42 PM
Wow, Your making the wrong choices. You really are. If you haven't noticed our friendship is failing. But it's not hurting me, i won't let it. Your the one that makes the stupid fucking choices. It's only going to be hurting you in the end.
Baby- I love you. With the holidays coming around it's usually hard for me, but i know i have you by my side and everything will be alright. I wish more then anything that i could be spending Christmas with you... But next year we need to make that happen, it seriously will make me the happiest person in the world. I'm at the point to where I'm trusting you again, don't break that trust. You mean the world to me, and when you get things in the mail from me i hope you realize how much i truly do love you. These past 10 and a half months aren't long enough to show you how much i love you. Forever isn't even long enough. (:
Daddy- I miss you, with the holidays and such, but I'm going to enjoy them as best as i can. I know you wouldn't want me to be sad. I love you and miss you<3
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 21st 2009, 11:49 PM
I'm hurting you. I can see it.
I love it when you smile. I miss seeing it when you get serious.
I miss hanging out with you and goofing around.
But all I've been doing lately is hurting you.
I'm confusing you more than I'm confusing myself.
I don't want to leave you.
I don't want you to leave me.
Please stay. I'll make it better. I'll do anything to keep you here.
Please. Don't go.
You're the only one I've told that I love.
I love you.
Can you freaking see that?
I'm sorry. Forgive me.
[ Life ] keeps going on, No matter how much it hurts.
Just take a deep -- breath -->. < Smile. >
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 22nd 2009, 10:08 PM
I don't know if I really love you, but I keep saying it because it feels right. At this moment in time, that's all I care about.
I want you to be somebody in life. It worries me that you're so ready to quit school; I don't want you to. You know that. Do you know why? I don't want you to look back at your life in ten years and realize that you've done nothing. I know you say you don't care about degrees and bits of paper with seals and all of that. I know you say you can be happy at whatever job you have. But I don't believe it.
I'm not like you, and I'm not sorry for it. I want to go somewhere. I want to be someone. It's hard when you get so angry about this stuff, because to me it's simple; just be more than you are now.
I wish you could understand. I have a feeling that if we end, this will be the reason.
let me light up the sky, light it up for you
let me tell you why, i would die for you
When you whisper, you must be absolutely as sincere as when you scream.
9 out of every 10 problems in relationships can be solved by talking. So why are we so damn quiet?
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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 25th 2009, 07:10 AM
i'm falling in love with you keith, and i know i shouldn't be. im mad at matt for wishing me merry christmas before you, and i know it's stupid. and the thing is i don't even believe in god. i love the fact that you're quite, but i hate it when you pass me without saying hi.
i'mhalfwishingandhopingthatyouretheone
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 25th 2009, 08:28 AM
i dont feel love for you anymore just numb mostly, i wouldnt mind being your friend again, you never talk to me and then randomly you'll send me a txt like weve been best buds all a long and thats what gets me, just when im forgetting you,you throw me off track again and for a second i feel that love again the love ive been making dissapear months of work ruined, its times like that i wish i could hate you.but at last i never can and never will.
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
December 27th 2009, 06:45 PM
Mods: are we allowed to have masked words (such as h**?
---MY NOTE---
I wish you would just leave me alone! Stop spamming me and calling my cell phone! Don't you get it? I'm ignoring you because you treated me like dirt! You only care about yourself and obviously my feelings don't matter. Plus, you tell me that you're going to commit suicide just to see my reaction? Of course I'm going to react and want to help you, because I care about you (duh!). And then when I bug you, you go and impersonate your cousin. Sorry, this friendship is OVER!!!!!