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Forum: Self Harm April 14th 2019, 05:35 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

cutting would be 10 months and 2 weeks, 4 days
(Not exactly but I made the marker of 2 weeks before June 10th)
Forum: Sex and Puberty May 26th 2016, 04:25 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,851
Posted By Not_here
Re: Brief period away

I'm glad you're doing what is best for you and seeking a higher level of care. Take care of yourself and we'll be here when you return. :hug:
Forum: Games and Things May 25th 2016, 03:33 PM
Replies: 446
Views: 42,139
Posted By Not_here
Re: ABCs of Names

Christinaaaa :nosweat:
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2016, 10:28 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,805
Posted By Not_here
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm breaking down....
Forum: Fashion and Style May 12th 2016, 02:38 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,973
Posted By Not_here
Re: What are you wearing?

yellow long sleeves shirt with black vest. Got cold so now I'm wearing a hoodie over that. Blue jeans that I tie dyed a few years back. MATCHING SOCKS
Forum: Good Days! May 12th 2016, 02:35 PM
Replies: 11,847
Views: 385,320
Posted By Not_here
Re: I'm happy today because...

The semester is almost over which means a relief is coming soon (unless something else comes in) Saw someone on campus yesterday, I went to school with in elementary school through 8th grade. It's...
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2016, 02:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,805
Posted By Not_here
Re: Complaint of the day

I was planning to stay in school really long hours and do my 10 page paper due Saturday but I left my lunch on the table and I'm not sure if I should just stay in school without eating or go home...
Forum: Self Expression May 10th 2016, 08:34 PM
Replies: 4
Triggering: poem
Views: 1,619
Posted By Not_here
poem

I confided in him
I told it to him
The things that scared me most
We laughed
We talked
We shared
We fought
Then I walked, away
He shouted, after me
I wanted out
Forum: Self Expression May 9th 2016, 11:44 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): poem
Views: 3,294
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem

Thank you all of you for the feedback
Forum: Self Harm May 9th 2016, 05:06 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I was going to say two weeks but then I looked back at my blog post and realize it's only been about 4 days :glare: felt like forever and a half. Urges are lingering.
Forum: Self Expression May 3rd 2016, 09:14 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): poem
Views: 3,294
Posted By Not_here
poem

Cleaned my room spotless
Cuddled with my cat
My best friend and roommate
Till he fell asleep on my lap

I lie awake beside him
Squinting my eyes to hold back my crying
Visualizing ways I...
Forum: Self Expression May 3rd 2016, 08:26 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,593
Posted By Not_here
Re: about being a girl - a poem

I happen to like your poem. You bring up these contradictions which are important andyou did a good job saying it here. The last stanza is my favorite
Forum: Self Harm May 3rd 2016, 08:01 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Cuddled with my cat although I'm struggling
Forum: Music May 2nd 2016, 02:40 PM
Replies: 11,997
Views: 488,315
Posted By Not_here
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

It was asking for the time at which velocity was at a maximum and I was thinking woah its me but then I thought
This much I know
Gotta find acceleration
Set it equal to zero
Now if I only knew...
Forum: Self Harm May 2nd 2016, 02:36 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Did not bring my blade to school. Keeping the will to survive my last 3 weeks of school going. Finding little things to appreciate and be joyful about like my wonderful cat. He is my good luck charm...
Forum: Education and Careers May 2nd 2016, 02:07 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,956
Posted By Not_here
Re: "Bullies" at work

This has happened to me a lot in school, less so in college. I am like very quiet usually so that's different than being outspoken but it still hurts either way and I'm sorry you're going through...
Forum: Self Harm April 23rd 2016, 02:18 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

A few hours
Forum: Self Harm April 21st 2016, 11:52 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,651
Posted By Not_here
Re: Is therapist required to report cutting?

Sometimes the therapist would ask to see the cuts and if they need medical attention that would be a reason to get you that kind of help and in doing so, may have to tell your parents. Also I'm not...
Forum: Self Harm April 18th 2016, 11:52 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I think I passed the hour of 5 weeks this morning, or slightly before it. But I'm back at zero

Yay for messing up :'(
Forum: Self Expression April 12th 2016, 02:02 PM
Replies: 7
Triggering: This planet.
Views: 730
Posted By Not_here
Re: This planet.

I agree, it is powerful and well written. Such an important message to share
Forum: Self Harm April 6th 2016, 12:33 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

twenty two days and some hours but I am not sure I can make it through the night :(
Forum: Self Harm April 2nd 2016, 11:22 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I think 19 days or will be in a few hours
Forum: Self Harm March 27th 2016, 07:45 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

13 days and some hours
Forum: Self Harm March 21st 2016, 12:13 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

6 days, 11ish hours
Forum: Self Harm March 15th 2016, 08:38 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

since yesterday at 9:45ish am so that makes 1 day and 6.5 hours.
Forum: Self Harm March 9th 2016, 08:58 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

9 days and some hours. Around 10:30pm will make 10 whole days
Forum: Self Harm March 8th 2016, 05:44 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Talking about cutting only, it would be 8 days and some hours. Honestly I re-opened a healing cut this morning though.
Forum: Self Harm March 7th 2016, 05:14 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

seven days and some hours
Forum: Self Harm March 5th 2016, 03:12 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 days and some hours
Forum: Self Harm March 3rd 2016, 02:16 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

3 days and some hours. I have to pretend like it isn't a big deal that I lost the exact count down to the minute or I'll psych myself out and relapse.
Forum: Education and Careers March 3rd 2016, 10:22 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 12,255
Posted By Not_here
Re: What will happen if i tell the school counselor I'm suicidal?

Hey there,
Traveling tends to change people's outlook on life and even if temporarily, it may make a depressed person feel refreshed (assuming you're traveling for leisure purposes). That being...
Forum: Games and Things March 1st 2016, 02:12 PM
Replies: 3,178
Views: 74,843
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Games and Things March 1st 2016, 02:09 PM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Re: Count to 50 before a Moderator posts.

twelve....tarararah boomdiyay
Forum: Education and Careers March 1st 2016, 02:27 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,138
Posted By Not_here
Re: Social Work?

Have you worked at a social service agency in the past? I think shadowing a social worker can help you decide. I say this because I'm taking a course called intro to social work profession and I can...
Forum: Self Harm March 1st 2016, 12:54 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Two days, 1.5 hours, 3 minutes
Forum: Self Harm February 28th 2016, 07:46 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

20ish hours ago
Forum: Self Harm February 28th 2016, 02:47 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Like 3 hours
Forum: Self Harm February 27th 2016, 03:14 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I left my blade at home
Forum: Self Harm February 26th 2016, 06:38 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

1 day and 3.5ish hours
Forum: Self Harm February 25th 2016, 05:29 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Back to two hours ago
Forum: Self Harm February 25th 2016, 10:17 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

6 hours ago
Forum: Self Harm February 23rd 2016, 10:28 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

3 days, 2 hours
Forum: Self Harm February 20th 2016, 10:04 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Been a couple of hours
Forum: Education and Careers January 24th 2016, 12:56 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,966
Posted By Not_here
Re: Socially how different is college from highschool?

There are cliques but I call it "sophisticated cliques" because although there IS a sense of rejection or acceptance to social circles, there's less drama and less bullying (I think?) There is a...
Forum: Death, Grieving and Coping With Loss January 24th 2016, 12:50 AM
Replies: 8
Triggering: Grieving is.
Views: 2,288
Posted By Not_here
Re: Grieving is.

I related to this. And I liked how you used the ocean as a metaphor. Hope you're okay :hug:
Forum: Self Harm January 19th 2016, 09:22 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Well honestly my day was me sleeping and crying and battling my thoughts, urges to destroy myself, and low mood but at one point I was cleaning and listening to a Oscar Wilde's short story "The...
Forum: Self Harm January 17th 2016, 08:11 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Made it through since I last posted so that was like 6 days. But I'm back at a few minutes
Forum: Birthdays! January 15th 2016, 06:10 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 5,812
Posted By Not_here
Re: Happy Birthday Nala! (Nala)

Ellie!! Happy birthday ^-^
Forum: Self Harm January 13th 2016, 12:10 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

It's been about 20 hours. Almost a day. But I wouldn't count on it I am a loser.
Forum: Self Expression January 12th 2016, 09:58 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,497
Posted By Not_here
Re: response poem

thank you guys, I appreciate it
Forum: Self Expression January 11th 2016, 01:53 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,092
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem

thank you guys!
Forum: Self Expression January 11th 2016, 01:47 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,497
Posted By Not_here
response poem

Soo, this friend posts poems often and last night it was about a garden that was once peaceful but has been disrupted and the flowers had hardened and such. I didn't ask if I can quote him so I wont...
Forum: Self Expression January 5th 2016, 04:43 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,092
Posted By Not_here
poem

you can read the poem I was inspired by first



The googie came last night,
The one we all told stories about
She swiped me with a snap
and just like that,
I tumbled and landed in her...
Forum: Education and Careers December 29th 2015, 05:48 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,440
Posted By Not_here
Re: I really don't want to be forced to wait a whole year before college and be far behind my age-appropriate peers

Education is not a competition. I understand in some ways because society likes to track us into abilities the minute we enter school at age 3,4 or 5. There's even honorsor gifted pre school which to...
Forum: Self Harm December 26th 2015, 10:39 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Two days I believe
Forum: Mental Health December 25th 2015, 11:14 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,724
Posted By Not_here
Re: Therapy Homework

Hey there Chantal,

I personally hadn't had homework in my therapy but I did have to fill out a sheet of what I wanted my "goals" to be. Like you, I had an extremely hard time and I felt...
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 13th 2015, 11:43 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
Re: so much anxiety that ive been drawing blank since the assignmrnt was introduced.

Thank you Katie,

There is no particular way it has to be worded. It just can't be misleading, double barelled or biased.


I finished the survey. I hope it turns out alright :?
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 13th 2015, 03:12 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
Re: so much anxiety that ive been drawing blank since the assignmrnt was introduced.

I have a particular question I'm having a really hard time framing so hopefully I can get ideas on this?

I want to ask about temperature in the classroom. The thing is, the students may have 1...
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 12th 2015, 08:48 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
Re: so much anxiety that ive been drawing blank since the assignmrnt was introduced.

I did go to the writing center but it was really unhelpful. I don't blame them though because they're not trained to help people with survey design. The writing center is intended for help with the...
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 9th 2015, 06:41 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
Re: so much anxiety that ive been drawing blank since the assignmrnt was introduced.

Thank you for the response Holly.
I found out that the professor will not look over my draft if I were to have one because he said that might interfere with him being impartial. That he ends up...
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 7th 2015, 03:19 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
so much anxiety that ive been drawing blank since the assignmrnt was introduced.

I keep freaking out over this survey instrument I have to design. I'm not finding enough resources. There's so many rules and I'm scared to mess up. It is like there's a swimming pool and I'm walking...
Forum: Self Expression December 6th 2015, 09:19 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,558
Posted By Not_here
Re: untitled poem

Like Alex said, this poem gives a lot of insight into unhealthy relationships and why a person does not leave right away. Good job.
Forum: Games and Things December 1st 2015, 07:48 PM
Replies: 3,178
Views: 74,843
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Education and Careers December 1st 2015, 12:48 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,859
Posted By Not_here
Re: Tortoisian At Work.

I wish I had the answer to that. I didn't get fired from my job because it was a paid work study and professors wouldn't fire a student unless they were being disrespectful or breaking the law. That...
Forum: Self Harm November 30th 2015, 01:36 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

About a day and 6 hours
Forum: Self Harm November 29th 2015, 01:35 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tomorrow would have been 2 full weeks
But nope I had to mess up
Now it is a few hours,about 6 hours roughly
Forum: Self Harm November 22nd 2015, 08:37 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

will be a week in 10 minutes. I chose 4:30pm as the time :P I've had so many urges lately but I made it through.
Forum: Education and Careers November 15th 2015, 11:05 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Bullying): Witch Hunt at school
Views: 2,750
Posted By Not_here
Re: Witch Hunt at school

I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Seems like kids at your school are getting angry at the wrong person. You did the right thing. I cannot stress that enough.
I hope things go okay from here....
Forum: Depression and Suicide November 7th 2015, 11:30 PM
Replies: 5
Poll: Triggering (Suicide): Depression leading to suicidal thoughts
Views: 1,957
Posted By Not_here
Re: Depression leading to suicidal thoughts

Hey there,
I voted "maybe" because I want to stress that each person is different. Some people do and some people do not and both are valid. As for at night, I find that's a time many can relate to...
Forum: Self Harm November 7th 2015, 02:46 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

About 2.5 hours ago. I'm sorry :'(
Forum: Self Harm November 6th 2015, 11:36 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

In about 40 minutes it will be 2 days. I was very close last night
Forum: Self Harm November 5th 2015, 02:10 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

wow there's a thread that is the exact same title that I posted on yesterday :P at any rate, I believe it is a little over 24 hours. I'm gonna stick to the time 8:00am because it was sometime...
Forum: Self Expression November 1st 2015, 06:36 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,616
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem yikes

thank you <3
Forum: Self Expression October 30th 2015, 06:41 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,616
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem yikes

thank you Ellie.
Forum: Self Expression October 26th 2015, 07:41 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,616
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem yikes

thank you Dez
Forum: Self Expression October 26th 2015, 02:16 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,616
Posted By Not_here
poem yikes

She opens her eyes
to a neat little bed
pops in the oven her neat little bread
And says her prayer for being well fed


She walks out the door
of her neat little house
she crosses the...
Forum: General Health October 23rd 2015, 01:40 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,670
Posted By Not_here
Re: havent been to the doctor in years. scared but seems important.

Thank you all of you. I called yesterday and made an appointment for this coming Tuesdsy
Forum: General Health October 16th 2015, 11:59 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,670
Posted By Not_here
Re: havent been to the doctor in years. scared but seems important.

Thank you all if you. I planned to call a few days ago but things kept coming up (first day sister was on the phone for hours, second day I forgot, third day-today: I called too early in the morning...
Forum: General Health October 13th 2015, 04:57 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,670
Posted By Not_here
havent been to the doctor in years. scared but seems important.

Don't know if this should go to the anxiety forum so feel free to move it.

I'm terrified of going to the doctor but I think it is about time I finally get a checkup.


After my oldest sister...
Forum: Death, Grieving and Coping With Loss October 4th 2015, 08:13 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): Heaven. (trig death and grieving)
Views: 2,222
Posted By Not_here
Re: Heaven. (trig death and grieving)

This is really sad but it also showed you have lots of strength and there's a sense of fighting in her honor despite the pain.
This may be one of my favorites by you
Stay strong :hug:
Forum: Birthdays! September 21st 2015, 05:58 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 5,636
Posted By Not_here
Re: Happy birthday Frankie( me who is Damaged princess(

:happydance: :gift::balloons2:Happy Birthday Frankie!! Wishing you a great year ahead ^.^ I hope you have a wonderful day. :cheer::bday2::balloons:
Forum: Education and Careers September 19th 2015, 09:42 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,405
Posted By Not_here
Re: is there a way to access chatroom on school computer?

There's an admin protection and yesterday I checked again and the entire teenhelp site is blocked at school now. Odd, well I haven't checked the computer lab that teenhelp chat usually works at if it...
Forum: Self Harm September 16th 2015, 01:18 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

VERY weird but I think about 4 days, more or less.
Forum: Games and Things September 10th 2015, 07:32 PM
Replies: 219
Views: 9,762
Posted By Not_here
Re: Last thing you ate

a bag of orginal lays. Don't judge, before that I ate an apple :P
Forum: Self Harm September 8th 2015, 03:01 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

[FONT="Book Antiqua"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"][SIZE="3"]A few hours. Haven't been able to go free more than a few hours this whole week. Told myself I wouldn't SH as much as I had last school year.
...
Forum: Self Expression September 8th 2015, 01:15 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 521
Posted By Not_here
Re: The awkwardness of me.

You have some interesting diary entries and a good sense of humor
Forum: Self Expression September 3rd 2015, 02:43 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,636
Posted By Not_here
Re: Poem

I like how you wrote this, you've expressed your point really well.
Forum: Education and Careers September 2nd 2015, 07:50 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,405
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Education and Careers September 2nd 2015, 02:22 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,405
Posted By Not_here
Re: is there a way to access chatroom on school computer?

I'll try to screenshot it tomorrow at school. Thank you for offering to help.
Forum: Education and Careers September 1st 2015, 06:38 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,405
Posted By Not_here
is there a way to access chatroom on school computer?

Hey all,
At my school there's a few types of computers.

There's the mac computers that are in the place with free printing so I don't go there unless I need to print. And chat doesn't work...
Forum: Self Harm September 1st 2015, 04:02 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

almost 3 days.
Forum: Self Expression August 28th 2015, 11:40 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,478
Posted By Not_here
Re: august 22 poem

Thank you Hollie
For some reason I just reread it and realized the first line is missing. I'm not sure if it will change your idea of the poem but the first line should have been "wild snore stalks...
Forum: Self Expression August 28th 2015, 01:40 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,478
Posted By Not_here
Re: august 22 poem

Thank you all of you <3
Forum: Self Expression August 28th 2015, 01:39 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,421
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem august 26

Thank you <3
Forum: Self Expression August 27th 2015, 02:11 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,430
Posted By Not_here
another poem august 26

Abandoned doll

One eye is gone,
The second eye lost its twinkle

Her hair falls out
Her smile needs re-stitching

Her nose is smashed,
Her stomach has a dent
Forum: Self Expression August 27th 2015, 02:09 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,421
Posted By Not_here
poem august 26

Pack up your shattered dreams
To sit on the uppermost shelf
Among the jars of pickles
A fishy air
You leave behind
You forget for years to come
Forum: Self Expression August 26th 2015, 12:50 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,395
Posted By Not_here
another august 22 poem

What a smart little girl you are
A nice try,
but I am the expert
I have all the answers
You naughty little girl
Don't you ask me more questions
Forum: Self Expression August 26th 2015, 12:48 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,478
Posted By Not_here
august 22 poem

Youre well hidden here
Hot soapy tears leak
Tears that engrave into your skin
Like a footprint in fresh cement
Forum: Self Harm August 26th 2015, 12:33 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I think a week and 7 days and 10 hours.
Forum: Self Harm August 19th 2015, 02:04 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

About 12 hours
Forum: Self Harm August 15th 2015, 01:11 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

About a day and 5 hours.
Forum: Self Harm August 14th 2015, 02:15 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Estimating about 18 hours since I was cutting, burning, picking,
Forum: Self Harm August 5th 2015, 03:44 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I wasn't paying attention because I was doing my best to keep busy but I think about two days.
Forum: Self Harm August 1st 2015, 09:24 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Well I'm back at zero. 4 hours short of nine weeks and 2 days.
Forum: Self Harm July 31st 2015, 11:36 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

9 weeks and 20 something hours. Gulp!
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy July 31st 2015, 02:16 PM
Replies: 654
Views: 62,062
Posted By Not_here
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

I never done this praying thing before. I used to pray a lot till I left religion and became non-religious. Anyway, I don't really know what people can pray for me for but I will keep you all in my...
Forum: Self Harm July 31st 2015, 02:12 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I signed up for free courses on open learning. I will be learning first aid/CPR which will then hopefully help me get a babysitting job even though I wouldn't have been "certified" per se.
I will...
Forum: Why Me? July 31st 2015, 02:07 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,805
Posted By Not_here
Re: Complaint of the day

gloomy, tired. sad
Forum: Why Me? July 31st 2015, 02:05 PM
Replies: 10,619
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 332,239
Posted By Not_here
Re: Screaming thread.

WHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSING. TOUGH LOVE HURTS SO PLEASE STOP JUSTIFYING IT. K THANKS.

(sorry for yelling but this IS a screaming thread :P)
Forum: Self Harm July 30th 2015, 04:40 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight will make 9 weeks.
Forum: Birthdays! July 29th 2015, 02:05 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 5,665
Posted By Not_here
Re: Happy birthday, Lydia! [whisperingsilence]

Happy Birthday Lydia <3 ^.^ :happybday:bday2::cake::gift::cheer::dance1:
Forum: Self Harm July 29th 2015, 04:44 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

8 weeks 5 days. So close to relapsing, yet so close to making 9 weeks. But my sleep cycle is messed up and if I stay up one more night I might relapse because I've been getting through these weeks in...
Forum: Self Harm July 28th 2015, 06:43 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

8 weeks and 4 days. Some hours. Tell me how I'm doing this if I'm at one of my lowest
Forum: Self Harm July 26th 2015, 03:52 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will be 8 weeks and 3 days. I'm halfway towards 9 weeks but Im so triggered. But I can get through it, right?
Forum: Self Expression July 26th 2015, 04:11 AM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Suicide): poem
Views: 2,539
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem

Thanks you guys <3
Forum: Self Harm July 24th 2015, 03:26 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

8 weeks or 2 months. Don't rember going this long before. Or maybe this is my first time counting it out and getting this far =p
Forum: Self Harm July 22nd 2015, 07:45 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will be 7 weeks and 6 days. Without cutting. Ironically, im at a low point with my skin picking
Forum: Self Expression July 19th 2015, 11:36 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Suicide): poem
Views: 2,539
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem

Thank you Dez
Forum: Self Expression July 18th 2015, 12:32 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Suicide): poem
Views: 2,539
Posted By Not_here
poem

Hehehe
I wanted to post this only in my blog because privacy and such...but I love the SE forum and was feeling left out from the fun =p but I was also feeling really blehh about this poem. Been...
Forum: Self Harm July 18th 2015, 12:20 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

7 weeks and 2 days. I had sooo many narrow escapes
Forum: Self Harm July 16th 2015, 01:56 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight makes 6 weeks and 6 days. Tomorrow will make 7 weeks. Not sure if this will last though.
Forum: Self Harm July 15th 2015, 01:37 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight makes 6 weeks and 5 days
Forum: Sex and Puberty July 13th 2015, 03:37 PM
Replies: 7
Female Advice Preferred: When will I get my period?
Views: 1,897
Posted By Not_here
Re: When will I get my period?

I got mine when I was 11but I was one month away from being 12. Loads of people get it later than that so it isn't anything to worry about. Do you know when your mother got hers? That can be an...
Forum: Self Harm July 13th 2015, 03:33 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will make 6 weeks and 4 days. For cutting only. I'm still picking and scratching
Forum: Self Harm July 12th 2015, 10:25 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight will make 6 weeks and 3 days.
Forum: Anxiety and Stress July 11th 2015, 08:48 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,535
Posted By Not_here
Re: Slowly Worsening Social Anxiety

I have social anxiety too and like what Ade has said, compliments and questions can go a long way. Try focusing on one or two people because crowds can be overwhelming.
Forum: Birthdays! July 11th 2015, 11:16 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 7,698
Posted By Not_here
Re: It's my birthday!

Happy birthday Ryan!!! And happy birthday Jenny!!!
Forum: Self Harm July 11th 2015, 11:13 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight will make 6 weeks and three days

edit, tonight will make 6 weeks and 2 days not 3 D:
I miscounted...
Forum: Self Harm July 8th 2015, 02:31 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks and 5 days. Apparently. Been feeling triggered but I made it through this far. I think of it as playing temple run :?
Forum: Self Harm July 6th 2015, 12:04 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks and 3 days in about an hour. Struggling though.
Forum: Self Harm July 5th 2015, 03:19 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks and 2 days
Forum: Self Harm July 3rd 2015, 02:10 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight makes 5 full weeks. I can't keep going though
Forum: Self Expression July 2nd 2015, 03:37 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,509
Posted By Not_here
Re: poem communications

both of these poems are beautiful and touching. It's wonderful to see you're supporting each other like this. :hug:
Forum: Self Harm July 2nd 2015, 01:23 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

4 weeks and 6 days. Tomorrow will make 5 weeks. But trying not to jump ahead of myself.

Maddie, I can try to help but I think it is best if we take it to either a thread, chatroom, VM/PM because...
Forum: Self Harm June 30th 2015, 11:10 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

4 weeks and close to 5 days
Forum: Self Harm June 30th 2015, 03:51 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

idk how I'm doing it but this thursday will make 5 weeks :o :? :'(
Forum: Games and Things June 28th 2015, 08:51 PM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Rape and Abuse June 28th 2015, 05:06 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,794
Posted By Not_here
Re: prostitution, rape, and money

I don't want to get off topic, as this thread isn't about food stamp. But please keep in mind that it is your right to receive food stamp if you are unable to obtain food on your own. A lot of people...
Forum: Rape and Abuse June 27th 2015, 04:21 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,794
Posted By Not_here
Re: prostitution, rape, and money

The fact that he knew you're autistic is an alarming red flag for me. I was going to ask if he knew before you posted that part. I'm so sorry you have gone through this. Best thing is to stay away...
Forum: Self Harm June 27th 2015, 11:43 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Thursday made 4 weeks, Friday made 4 weeks and a day. Tonight will make 4 weeks and 2 days
Forum: Self Harm June 25th 2015, 12:39 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight makes 27 days. Tomorrow would be 28. I have been meaning to cut though and I haven't. I feel like I'm invalidating myself if I don't cut. Even though no one will see it, I feel like because...
Forum: Self Harm June 23rd 2015, 03:48 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

yesterday made 25 days and tonight will make 26. If I can make it through. I don't think I will though.
Forum: Friends and Family June 22nd 2015, 05:29 PM
Replies: 4
Poll: Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Parents.... Fighting and dad having a go at you :(
Views: 1,777
Posted By Not_here
Re: Parents.... Fighting and dad having a go at you :(

I've experienced similar things. It's completely demoralizing and horrible and I am so sorry you're going through this. I think the best thing is to keep in mind is that you're not wrong- that they...
Forum: Fashion and Style June 22nd 2015, 04:55 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,973
Posted By Not_here
Re: What are you wearing?

a gray hoodie and black long pants (I think they're skinny jeans? *) )
Forum: Fashion and Style June 22nd 2015, 03:59 AM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,973
Posted By Not_here
Re: What are you wearing?

A blue t shirt. Sorry but it is too hot for pants.
Forum: Self Harm June 22nd 2015, 03:23 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight marks 24 days. Don't even ask my secret. I have none. I'm getting through this wincing the whole time.
Forum: Relationships and Dating June 21st 2015, 01:14 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,917
Posted By Not_here
Re: New and first ever girlfriend

Sounds really exciting. I'm really happy for you <3
Forum: Self Harm June 20th 2015, 11:16 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

apprently I'm at nearly 23 days (in less than 2 hours). Don't even ask how I'm getting through this. I've had the worst urges, and so much anxiety and I don't know. It doesn't make sense.
Forum: Self Harm June 18th 2015, 11:01 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will make 21 days or 3 weeks
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2015, 10:57 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,496
Posted By Not_here
Re: The last poem I'm going to post on teenhelp

This is very well written. May I ask why will it be the last?
Forum: Why Me? June 17th 2015, 04:56 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 308,805
Posted By Not_here
Re: Complaint of the day

he yelled at me :(
I arrived late to school because of what happened this morning.
I didn't participate in class
I was tearing up in class and not paying attention to what was going on
I wanted...
Forum: Self Harm June 17th 2015, 04:51 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight will make 20 days.
Was so close to doing it today.
aw Hilary and Shane :hug:
keep going all of you!
Forum: Self Harm June 16th 2015, 05:04 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight made 18 days of no cutting
Forum: Games and Things June 15th 2015, 03:53 PM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Re: Count to 50 before a Moderator posts.

I'm pretty sure you're at one and I'm at two. Oliver was saying "good one" as in, good job to Jenna :P Both of them are on the other side :bleh:
Forum: Games and Things June 14th 2015, 03:33 AM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Games and Things June 14th 2015, 03:10 AM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Self Harm June 14th 2015, 12:32 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

been free from cutting, in 45 minutes would make it 16 days but I started burning now because I can't just not do anything :'(
Forum: Self Expression June 13th 2015, 01:37 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,481
Posted By Not_here
Re: meh poem "desert"

thank you Lexi
Forum: Self Harm June 13th 2015, 02:36 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight makes 15 days. Not sure how long I can go though
Forum: Games and Things June 13th 2015, 02:28 AM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Games and Things June 12th 2015, 01:54 PM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Forum: Self Harm June 12th 2015, 02:35 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

tonight makes 14 days or 2 weeks.
Forum: Games and Things June 11th 2015, 12:07 PM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Re: Count to 50 before a Moderator posts.

But that's the game. :p there's nothing unfair about it *) we out number them as well, even more than usual because you got a lot of staffies on this side.

Two...
Why do I have an awful feeling...
Forum: Games and Things June 11th 2015, 04:07 AM
Replies: 3,644
Views: 82,324
Posted By Not_here
Re: Count to 50 before a Moderator posts.

twenty!!! (10 characters)
Forum: Self Harm June 10th 2015, 10:19 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

13 days in a few hours. Can't believe I'm back to two weeks by tomorrow.that's almost half of 5 weeks
Forum: Birthdays! June 10th 2015, 04:58 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,956
Posted By Not_here
Re: Happy Birthday Cassie! (Calico.)

:lockdance: :cake: :gift: happy birthday Cassie ^.^ :happybday:balloons:
Forum: Self Harm June 9th 2015, 09:27 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

In 4 hours I would either have made 12 days or I would go back to day 0.
Question: do I have what it takes?
*plays jeopardy tv show's music in background*
Forum: Self Expression June 9th 2015, 03:44 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,481
Posted By Not_here
Re: meh poem "desert"

thank you both <3
Forum: Self Harm June 8th 2015, 09:26 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will make 11 days. If I can get through the night alive :?
Forum: Self Harm June 7th 2015, 12:35 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Half an hour to 9 days. Apparently.
Forum: Self Expression June 6th 2015, 08:42 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,481
Posted By Not_here
meh poem "desert"

I'm a stranger in a strange land
Trudging through hills of sand
My stomach swallows my chest
My hands quaver in protest, as
My legs beg to rest
But the sand does not end

I bite my lips...
Forum: Anxiety and Stress June 6th 2015, 01:50 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 3,188
Posted By Not_here
Re: How to describe anxiety to someone who doesn't have it?

This is the best metaphor I've seen so far
http://i.imgur.com/0otnPUU.jpg
Forum: Self Harm June 5th 2015, 10:40 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

It will be 8 days in a few hours
Forum: Self Harm June 4th 2015, 09:45 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,492
Posted By Not_here
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I'm going to try to sleep of this hurt .
Forum: Self Harm June 4th 2015, 03:52 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Tonight will make 7 days. Like in 10ish hours.
Forum: Anxiety and Stress June 3rd 2015, 04:18 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,309
Posted By Not_here
Re: Sick from anxiety

Hey there Kate,

Anxiety is a normal reaction to something stressful but if it is making you sick, maybe that's something to bring up to your therapist. I know that therapy can be really difficult...
Forum: Self Harm June 3rd 2015, 02:56 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 days and like almost 2 hours. I'm not proud of myself though because yeah I'm getting through but I will never make it to 5 weeks again. Plus I'm still thinking about it every minute I'm not doing...
Forum: Self Harm June 1st 2015, 07:24 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

erm will be 4 days oh so very soon. And one hour I'll be in the train so that takes up time. As well as doing school work.
Forum: Education and Careers June 1st 2015, 01:51 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,727
Posted By Not_here
Re: Worried about school?

Hey there Kate,

It sounds difficult to deal with school when your mental health issues flare up. Having concern about how your mental health might impact your grades is common and I do understand...
Forum: Self Harm May 31st 2015, 10:33 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Almost 3 days
Forum: Self Harm May 31st 2015, 12:43 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

half an hour to 2 days
Forum: Self Harm May 30th 2015, 04:32 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I don't remember the hour so I will pick 9pm because it is around then. So based on that it is 1 day and 3 hours 21 minutes.
Forum: Self Harm May 29th 2015, 02:29 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 2,275
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self-harm free!!!

Great job. Keep going, you're doing great :3
Forum: Self Harm May 29th 2015, 12:53 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 hours. I failed...
Forum: Self Harm May 28th 2015, 07:02 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

It is 3 days and some hours. Maybe I can make it to 4 days. Maybe it is maybeline lol. Remember that commercial?

I think I accidentally unchecked the box that shows my signature. Oops :?
Forum: Self Harm May 27th 2015, 10:07 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

It is neary 3 days apparently. I do not think this will last long though
Forum: Self Harm May 27th 2015, 03:22 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Idk how but it is 2 days
Forum: Loneliness May 26th 2015, 01:52 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,964
Posted By Not_here
Re: Lonely People

This is my favorite line because you made an awesome personification.

And I like the imagery/metaphor of chasing the wind.
Forum: Self Harm May 26th 2015, 05:02 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

26 hours. From cutting. :? :(
Forum: Games and Things May 25th 2015, 03:03 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 403,955
Posted By Not_here
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I wish that every time you said or did something hurtful that you'd see a physical representation of the damage. Maybe it would make you stop and think
Forum: Self Harm May 25th 2015, 03:17 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

I'm back to day zero. I actually was going to do it much earlier and I held up for 12 hours extra. So I made it 5 weeks, 2 days and 14 hours without cutting. But now I'm at zero
Forum: Self Harm May 24th 2015, 03:19 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks and a day. That's for cutting only though. I started scratching again. I'm sorry :(
Forum: Self Harm May 23rd 2015, 06:35 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

Today makes 5 weeks
Forum: Self Harm May 23rd 2015, 01:03 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

4 weeks, 6 days, some 12 odd hours
Forum: Self Harm May 21st 2015, 03:57 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

too tired to calculate but basically Saturday would make 5 weeks, so 5 weeks minus 2 days.
Forum: Self Harm May 17th 2015, 08:49 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

29 days or 4 weeks and a day. I'm just some worthless loser who deserves to relapse by now. Quit running away from the punishment you deserve :(
Forum: Self Harm May 16th 2015, 03:01 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

twenty eight days or 4 weeks.
Forum: Self Harm May 15th 2015, 10:43 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

27 dayssssss
Forum: Self Harm May 15th 2015, 01:27 AM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

26 daysss, 12 hours. Almost relapsed. It was a close one, but I made it phew. This feels like a limbo game.
Forum: Self Harm May 13th 2015, 04:45 PM
Replies: 20,906
Views: 657,005
Posted By Not_here
Re: Self harm free!

twenty five days and some odd hours.
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