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Forum: Death, Grieving and Coping With Loss February 25th 2024, 11:50 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Substances): rest in peace, UndeadKilljoy.
Views: 190
Posted By mindflower
rest in peace, UndeadKilljoy.

hey,

my name is tay, i was a very frequent teenhelp user back in 2013-16ish. i fell in love with the premise of the site, of meeting people who made me feel concrete and unafraid of my hardships,...
Forum: Self Harm May 8th 2020, 05:40 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

210 days... getting back up there
Forum: Self Expression April 17th 2020, 04:52 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 8,246
Posted By mindflower
Re: Old poem I feel needs to surface again

hey! i cant believe i just saw this. funny enough, i came onto the website tonight (which i do periodically) to reflect on my older works. you are SO sweet to not only remember a piece of mine, but...
Forum: Games and Things October 28th 2019, 04:40 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

wow its been a while since ive done this.....

a. if you wanted to talk to me you fucking would wouldnt u. im so tired of making all the strides in this relationship. you ghosted me years ago, you...
Forum: Self Harm October 25th 2019, 03:20 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

my last post on this thread, only about a month ago, was at 527 days. sad to say that i'm now at a mere 14 days but... the little hiccups made me wanna fight tooth and nail for that long in the first...
Forum: Self Harm September 18th 2019, 05:45 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

just did the math... 527 days. which is a year, five months, and ten days. every post i ever had in this thread was under 2 months. i'm stunned.
Forum: Self Expression September 18th 2019, 04:23 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 8,141
Posted By mindflower
Re: april 8th, a love poem

you are all so sweet. a very good old friend of mine and i, who i met on TeenHelp some eight years ago, are currently talking about how grateful we are for your support and this forum. all my love
Forum: Self Expression September 16th 2019, 04:26 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 8,141
Posted By mindflower
Exclamation april 8th, a love poem

just a sidenote, this may be triggering.

hi everyone! if u don't recognize my name, i was a rather frequent user of the forums back about six years ago and was on staff for a short time. mental...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions June 1st 2015, 03:03 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

goal for a while now: Get on TH whenever humanly possible!!!!
Forum: Games and Things May 19th 2015, 03:33 AM
Replies: 219
Views: 9,741
Posted By mindflower
Re: Last thing you ate

A bowl of Frosted Flakes, um, yum great choice :)
Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2015, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

You know what, this guy is a real bitch and anything and everything he does should not at all have to do with my well being. He can do whatever the fuck he wants because he is an asshole and he hurt...
Forum: Music May 15th 2015, 02:52 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

She had a face straight outta magazine
God only knows but you'll never leave her
Her balaclava is starting to chafe
And when she gets his gun he's begging, "Babe, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay."
...
Forum: Food and Recipes May 13th 2015, 01:39 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 193,718
Posted By mindflower
Re: What's for dinner?

some super mediocre pizza :p
Forum: Goals and Ambitions May 11th 2015, 11:18 AM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

pass my freaking ap english exam.... i need this pray for me oh wow okay
Forum: Self Harm May 7th 2015, 02:36 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

2 months 4 days
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy May 7th 2015, 02:08 AM
Replies: 654
Views: 61,940
Posted By mindflower
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

Please pray for my dear friend Tori, she's so great and I want her to love herself.

Also for me... who is not so great and will never love herself... I'm not doing well to be frank...

For those...
Forum: Why Me? May 6th 2015, 09:32 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

i'm probably the worst human being ever. there is no point in me being here and i need to scream.
Forum: Why Me? May 4th 2015, 09:28 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

this is fucking ridiculous, i feel like vomiting on all of them just so they can be like "taylor oh wow when did you start existing". i could be home, changing, napping, eating, god knows. great. i...
Forum: Why Me? May 3rd 2015, 04:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

tonight's show didn't go very well and pat was there and i just feel low and triggered.
Forum: Self Harm May 3rd 2015, 04:33 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

officially two months... c:
Forum: Games and Things May 3rd 2015, 04:32 AM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

My Week With Marilyn :) SOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOD.
Forum: Good Days! April 30th 2015, 09:50 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

i went on a nature walk yesterday with my boyfriend and we took aesthetically pleasing pictures and he's sending them to me today super excited. and our first performance of phantom went really well...
Forum: Games and Things April 30th 2015, 03:37 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

We aren't even anything anymore, and frankly I don't want to be. You hurt me, I hate you, you hate me, I annoy you, whatever it is. To be honest, you probably have stopped trying, but let's just quit...
Forum: Why Me? April 30th 2015, 03:31 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

literally i can't take it anymore. literally i just can't. i hate myself so much for putting myself through this but i probably deserve it in the long run. i am throwing myself into a future that i...
Forum: Why Me? April 29th 2015, 03:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i had a really bad night and tried to commit suicide and now my stomach is just awful....
college is scary...
why is my face this way...
Forum: Drugs, Alcohol and Addiction April 28th 2015, 07:12 PM
Replies: 455
Views: 32,643
Posted By mindflower
Re: How long have you been sober?

Not long, it was about half a week but. Zero days.
Forum: Why Me? April 25th 2015, 02:15 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i relapsed and had some hydro and to be honest it didn't even feel like much but i hate myself for having it but at the same time i need more. im tired of feeling numb and bitchy and disgusting....
Forum: Drugs, Alcohol and Addiction April 25th 2015, 02:09 AM
Replies: 455
Views: 32,643
Posted By mindflower
Re: How long have you been sober?

i was about, eh... quite a few months anyway, back to zero days.
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2015, 11:58 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm doing so terribly, i'm fighting with everyone and losing all of my friends, i'm never going to get into college, i'm so close to cutting myself it's not even funny, i smell cigarettes everywhere,...
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2015, 04:13 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm thinking that this is where i break...
not that it matters... of course
i don't matter...
Forum: Why Me? April 21st 2015, 03:17 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

HE'S LEAVING ME OH MY GOD HE'S LEAVING ME :'(
I CAN'T BREATHE... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
i want to rip my skin off....
Forum: Self Harm April 20th 2015, 02:13 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

1 month 2 weeks 4 days...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions April 20th 2015, 02:12 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

Finish some math homework and set up a time to retake that one test.
Finish the history homework...
don't cut.
Forum: Good Days! April 15th 2015, 03:15 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

saw my wonderful boyfriend for the first time in longer than a month today!!!
Forum: Games and Things April 12th 2015, 04:12 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

I watched X-Men: Day's Of Future Past last night :) Michael Fassbender is a cutie patootie D:
Forum: Goals and Ambitions April 12th 2015, 03:54 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

GET A LOT OF HOMEWORK DONE OH WOW
Forum: Good Days! April 12th 2015, 04:41 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

we're painting masks for phantom, and our choreography is looking cool for addams. and i looked great at the benefit dinner. all of it helped take my mind off of everything so c:
Forum: Fashion and Style April 12th 2015, 03:59 AM
Replies: 351
Views: 17,255
Posted By mindflower
Re: What colour nail polish are you wearing? :)

a very very very dark red c:
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy April 12th 2015, 03:24 AM
Replies: 504
Views: 63,763
Posted By mindflower
Re: Your Religious and/or Spiritual Beliefs

i have actually decided to change my vote as well as my "label."

i have been raised catholic, and i attend a catholic church regularly as well as a catholic school. however, due to my own personal...
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2015, 03:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

my very best friend, the only person that i actually cared this much about, doesn't want me in his life anymore. he said goodbye.
.... it's over i think.


.... i don't know what to do now....
Forum: Why Me? April 11th 2015, 02:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

period started, friends keep complaining, i can't talk about my problems because i'm ridiculous, prom is paining me because i don't think i'm going to get to go, i have such a busy day tomorrow, my...
Forum: Games and Things April 11th 2015, 02:48 AM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

I haven't been watching much TV, so probably Face Off which I neeeeed to get caught up on D:
Forum: Games and Things April 11th 2015, 02:45 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

mo: please fucking stop complaining, you are literally getting everything right now. everything. everything i would kill for.

mc: just put your head back up your ass; you're an awful friend and i...
Forum: Why Me? April 10th 2015, 02:53 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

he actually emailed me.
i rejoiced, i cried on my friends shoulder and panicked and then rejoiced....
and he's... angry at me. a few short emails of anger and disbelief and then nothing again.... ...
Forum: Self Harm April 9th 2015, 02:16 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

one month and six days ???
Forum: Music April 9th 2015, 02:15 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me 'round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When...
Forum: Why Me? April 8th 2015, 11:26 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

to be honest i just want to scream at everyone. that type of screaming that turns into crying and they can't have their say because you're the one crying and screaming. i want to scream at him for...
Forum: Good Days! April 8th 2015, 02:11 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

we took this practice test in AP english and we added up all of these scores that indicate what we would have gotten on a real test. Annnnnnd I got a 5, only one in the class XD :D
Forum: Goals and Ambitions April 7th 2015, 11:17 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

enjoy play practice, be nice to everyone, do actual homework, maybe skype cody
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2015, 09:59 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

so so so so much anxiety.
Forum: Why Me? April 6th 2015, 11:00 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

to be honest everyone is just annoying in my real life. my parents. my sisters. my friends. my cast.

the internet is a lot better.

thanks for that, internet.
Forum: Games and Things April 6th 2015, 10:51 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

you're irritating, fake, sloppy, and a lousy excuse for a parent. stay out of my personal life, and i'll give you some decent respect. don't complain, you've done enough to damage this family.
......
Forum: Goals and Ambitions April 6th 2015, 07:39 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

enjoy my first play practice for addams tonight, eat a decent dinner, and maybe get some homework done whilst doing some stuff on here :) username change perhaps? :p
Forum: Games and Things April 6th 2015, 03:30 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Big Hero 6 (and omygosh, how adorable!)
Forum: Self Harm April 5th 2015, 07:07 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

1 month 3 days c:
Forum: Self Harm April 2nd 2015, 10:08 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

one month today... eep
Forum: Education and Careers April 2nd 2015, 10:05 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 7,614
Posted By mindflower
Re: Pictures From My Work :)

i need that parrot in my life :nosweat:

but really, such great pictures, what an awesome occupation c:
Forum: Why Me? April 2nd 2015, 06:47 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

.... my boyfriend fucked someone else, i probably have the flu, and i in general feel very low today.
Forum: Games and Things April 2nd 2015, 01:21 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

i miss you so much, it isn't fair. it isn't. goddamnit, and you don't even care, do you.
who would miss me, right?
we've never even met why do i need you so much.
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2015, 07:07 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

food poisoning, morning sickness, stomach flu who really knows right?
Forum: Self Harm March 31st 2015, 12:23 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

four weeks today! c:
Forum: Why Me? March 31st 2015, 12:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i feel really sick but i can't tell my parents because they'll get mad and assume i'm pregnant and they won't let me stay home even as ill as i feel ugh ugh ugh.
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2015, 12:18 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

just love having anxiety over something stupid like misspelled words or a splinter or god forbid a thread on teenhelp...
Forum: Self Harm March 29th 2015, 04:31 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 weeks 6 days c:

keep going my friends, we can beat this :hug:
Forum: Why Me? March 28th 2015, 01:47 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

to be honest i'm so angry at my parents for taking my things and i'm angry at myself for not being more responsible and i wish i was pretty ok i don't know.
Forum: Food and Recipes March 28th 2015, 01:42 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 193,718
Posted By mindflower
Re: What's for dinner?

i made pancakes c:
Forum: Good Days! March 28th 2015, 12:01 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

to be honest i just redid my profile and it looks great, and i managed to FINISH my latest song i've been recording and i'm about to make pancakes c:
Forum: Self Harm March 27th 2015, 10:33 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 weeks 4 days c:
Forum: Good Days! March 27th 2015, 12:56 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

this thread is so happy ah :)

i made my first few plans for college, got up early to work with my new hairstyle, did some homework, and went to the therapist after a long time of avoiding her :)
Forum: Good Days! March 23rd 2015, 10:18 PM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

i started recording my new song and i ate well in my personal opinion :)
Forum: Self Harm March 23rd 2015, 01:39 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

2 weeks 6 days c:
Forum: Music March 23rd 2015, 01:38 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

A beauty supreme, yeah you were right about me,
But can I get myself out from underneath this guilt that will crush me,
And in the choir I saw a sad messiah,
He was bored and tired of my laments,...
Forum: Games and Things March 23rd 2015, 01:24 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

i hope she's worth it.
Forum: Games and Things March 22nd 2015, 08:51 PM
Replies: 4,871
Views: 147,670
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you craving?

chicken gnocchi soup, olive garden's perhaps? :dem:
Forum: Games and Things January 29th 2015, 07:46 PM
Replies: 206
Views: 8,253
Posted By mindflower
Re: A-Z Bands

the pretty reckless.

"the" counts right?
Forum: Why Me? January 29th 2015, 07:35 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just want to talk to him so badly, and I probably barely exist to him. Ugh. Why.

Show choir sounds really unappetizing.

AP Chemistry test tomorrow should just be a hoot.
Forum: Games and Things January 29th 2015, 03:03 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

J,

You are the cutest, sweetest, most irresistible thing I've ever come across and I can't get you out of my head. Its ridiculous but I want to talk music with you and show you everything in...
Forum: Why Me? January 26th 2015, 06:41 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

FIRST I PASS OUT DUE TO THE FUMES AND THE PILLS THATS COOL.
THEN I BREAK MY PHONE SO BADLY THAT IT'S VIRTUALLY DEAD.
NOW SHOW CHOIR IS COMPLICATED.
AND TO TOP THAT ALL OFF I'M SO CONFUSED AND SAD...
Forum: Good Days! January 26th 2015, 06:39 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

It just so happens that the cute freshman who likes my singing voice and Evanescence... winked at me. That's actually my weakness. Okay just thought I'd share.
Forum: Why Me? January 24th 2015, 06:33 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

he's in all of my nightmares and hallucinations and i cry at the thought of him.

and now he's back.

i can't do this again but im so scared of what will happen if i don't.......
Forum: Good Days! January 21st 2015, 03:55 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I won a debate I was not remotely prepared for and I got my audition done with minimal screwing up. That's basically it yo.
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy January 21st 2015, 02:27 AM
Replies: 654
Views: 61,940
Posted By mindflower
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

I have trouble, especially recently, finding the motivation to pray, but I guess now is as good of a time as it'll ever be.

For my ex-chemistry teacher, who passed away on Monday, and for his...
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2015, 10:26 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i can't believe how bad things have gotten. i'm so alone. no one stays. i understand why but... why.
Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2015, 10:25 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

he could've just fucking told me instead of ignoring me and using every fucking excuse in the book. you're back with her. good for you. come straight with me so i can properly wish you well. that...
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2015, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

oh god im so confused he's gone he just won't answer me he's ignoring me and i dont know why i don't know if he is back with her or just doesn't need me anymore but i need him and i can't sleep or...
Forum: Why Me? January 1st 2015, 11:18 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i'm so lost and so alone and so frustrated why can't i just for once be good enough or strong enough or pretty enough or live in the right place or do the right thing or make someone need me as much...
Forum: Games and Things December 28th 2014, 07:59 PM
Replies: 206
Views: 8,253
Posted By mindflower
Re: A-Z Bands

Sleeping With Sirens

(that's two S's, is that like a bonus?) :hehe:
Forum: Announcements December 28th 2014, 07:58 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 6,600
Posted By mindflower
Re: Volunteer Of The Year Award.

Robin you're absolutely incredible, I for one am so thankful having you on the site managing the whatnots with Red Nosed Rob up there in the TeenHelp big leagues, and I can gladly confirm that more...
Forum: Why Me? December 24th 2014, 08:27 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

i think i bore him and i am scared i'm going to lose him because he lives so far away and i can't make him... happy... from here. i'm just. not worth it am i.
Forum: Good Days! December 22nd 2014, 10:06 PM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

i got up at a reasonable time and talked to the cutest person alive c:
Forum: Why Me? December 22nd 2014, 04:18 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

.... why am I so good at fucking everything up....
.... guess I keep forgetting that im... im nothing.
.... i hurt so bad and my guilt is so awful and everything is falling apart in my brain i...
Forum: Good Days! December 22nd 2014, 01:56 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

thomas is the bestest bye
Forum: Why Me? December 16th 2014, 01:39 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

i hate him i Hate Him I FUCKING HATE HIM. I HATE BOTH OF THEM WHY THE FUCK AM I IN SO MUCH PAIN.
Forum: Friends and Family November 30th 2014, 07:27 PM
Replies: 39
Views: 3,037
Posted By mindflower
Re: Do your parents know about TH?

Haha, so they found out about it in the first month I was on (back in 2012) and they thought I had stopped then.
Yeah obviously I didn't but... I'm glad I didn't actually. TH is so wonderful, I'm...
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2014, 07:30 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I love him far too much and it just hurts it fucking hurts.
Forum: Games and Things October 29th 2014, 02:44 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

i'm so sad and i don't want to blame you because you are the only thing that makes me smile and you do it so effortlessly but i'm failing my classes and my parents are so angry and i really do hate...
Forum: Why Me? October 15th 2014, 02:59 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't really have a care in the world yet I care too much and I have no motivation to do anything really and I'm just sad and alone and pathetic and done. And if you're on Staff and see this I'm so...
Forum: Self Harm October 15th 2014, 02:54 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 days.....
Forum: Games and Things October 10th 2014, 05:46 PM
Replies: 160
Views: 8,173
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last thing you said?

I said wow. referring to my newest encounter with an ex of mine, apparently we're going to see each other soon....
Forum: Why Me? September 24th 2014, 12:44 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just want to curl up and die today.
I'm so alone and no one sees how bad I'm doing.
I'm just... nothing.
Forum: Self Harm September 16th 2014, 11:08 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Well I was going to be almost a week but... one day.
Forum: Why Me? September 15th 2014, 11:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I feel really suicidal is all....
Forum: Music September 15th 2014, 01:48 PM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

So cold is the wind that blows your hair.
So warm is your touch upon my skin.
How tired am I of being scared,
But how awake am I now that I know you're here.

'Cause I'd rather fight with you...
Forum: Self Harm September 15th 2014, 01:43 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

I think 5 days.
Forum: Good Days! September 10th 2014, 01:16 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I recorded quite a lot and I bought my homecoming dress :)
Forum: Good Days! September 6th 2014, 05:38 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

it's my birthday and my friends here on TH and here at show choir are just being amazing and it makes me feel really loved which is something that is kind of rare so :) plus I love show choir and I...
Forum: Music September 5th 2014, 02:31 AM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Literally every single Hotel Books song ever :c
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy September 5th 2014, 01:58 AM
Replies: 654
Views: 61,940
Posted By mindflower
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

Um... just for everyone who is going through a hard time, feeling empty or hopeless or crying themselves to sleep or cringing at their lives. They need prayers. Everyone on this site, I think, needs...
Forum: Music September 5th 2014, 01:49 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

What's the point?
Can your so called honesty predict revelations?
This trigonometry repeals all my innovation.
The angles set had no equation.
A triangle makes sense, but our parallel lines never...
Forum: Self Harm September 5th 2014, 12:01 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Day two....
Forum: Why Me? September 5th 2014, 12:00 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I thought staying home would help me feel a little better but guess not and now I have to catch up in class.
And Matthew was probably gawking over Mimi all the fucking day gag me.
And I should be...
Forum: Music September 4th 2014, 06:55 PM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

joyriding- frnkiero and the celebration
Forum: Self Harm September 4th 2014, 03:04 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Officially 24 hours.
Forum: Self Harm September 2nd 2014, 11:50 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

About a day.
Forum: Why Me? August 29th 2014, 01:49 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't think I like cute boy from bus as much anymore and I feel bad.
I love Matthew and I want to rip my heart out and bury it. And he asked me to go out for ice-cream or watch a movie with him...
Forum: Good Days! August 28th 2014, 11:00 PM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I cut a music track just perfectly for my friend Sarah and then managed to fix the microphone for her :)
Other than that not much but hey :)
Forum: Why Me? August 27th 2014, 11:20 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom has her new phone and my dad is so pissed and so hurt.
She's a bitch and she ditched me and Megan at school and then blamed us for my other sister's missing of gymnastics like fucking really?...
Forum: Self Harm August 27th 2014, 11:14 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,249
Posted By mindflower
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

BUTTERFLY PROJECT ALL DAY EVERY DAY.
Forum: Good Days! August 27th 2014, 11:13 PM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I actually faced my fears of auditioning in front of a group and I did it! And I'll let you guys know when cast list comes out Friday, but I feel pretty good about it and after the first placement it...
Forum: Good Days! August 27th 2014, 11:11 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

Well, for one I think I passed my chemistry test :)
My eyeliner was on point today?
I MET THIS REALLY POLITE AND CUTE GUY ON THE BUS I AM GOING TO RIDE EVERY DAY FOREVER. AND HE ASKED FOR MY...
Forum: Why Me? August 26th 2014, 10:48 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My mom bought herself a new iphone with what could have been my New York money without permission, my dad believes that I'm an alcoholic, I want Matthew back more than ever, school is so stressful...
Forum: Good Days! August 25th 2014, 12:15 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I finished soundtracking the book that I probably won't get farther than 10 pages in lol wonderful.
I sort of did some homework I don't know.
restarted the butterfly project.
i didn't cut myself...
Forum: Why Me? August 24th 2014, 03:55 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I get so scared that you'll find somebody else..... that I physically tear myself apart to get your attention away from every other prettier sweeter female.... I'm afraid to lose what isn't mine to...
Forum: Why Me? August 23rd 2014, 10:32 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I have so much anxiety I can't audition for the play I really wanna be a part of, I can't look my friends in the eye, hell I can't send a goddamn birthday list to my family without being nervous and...
Forum: Self Harm August 23rd 2014, 06:43 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Apparently 1 week 3 days.
Forum: Fashion and Style August 23rd 2014, 06:42 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,803
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you wearing?

Tiny jean shorts, a grey baggy shirt with a girl getting high on it, and a flower crown :)
Forum: Games and Things August 22nd 2014, 11:05 PM
Replies: 442
Views: 15,605
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you thinking?

This yearbook has so many pictures of Matthew and Patrick and none of them have me in them so I'm kind of angry but why should I be angry its not like they're mine its not like I have them or ever...
Forum: Why Me? August 22nd 2014, 03:03 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Apparently I have MRSA under my arm and I had to get it numbed and cut open and now I'm in so much pain and I just want to cry on someone's shoulder but I have no one.
My hallucinations are back,...
Forum: Music August 22nd 2014, 02:57 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

So cold is the wind that blows your hair.
So warm is your touch upon my skin.
How tired am I of being scared,
But how awake am I now that I know you're here.

'Cause I'd rather fight with you...
Forum: Music August 22nd 2014, 02:38 AM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Last Hope- Paramore
Forum: Self Harm August 21st 2014, 04:28 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

1 week 1 day :)
Forum: Self Harm August 21st 2014, 12:46 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

1 week today...
Forum: Why Me? August 21st 2014, 12:35 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Omygod okay, my ex boyfriend Patrick, his ex girlfriend who he cheated on me with Amanda, and his new girlfriend who he's gonna cheat on and who's 5 years younger than him Tori... are having this...
Forum: Why Me? August 18th 2014, 06:54 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I want these guys to leave me alone but I'm too much of an insecure wuss to do so. Last time I tried to tell one of them off... it was just bad that's all. Part of me thinks I deserve their shit....
Forum: Games and Things August 18th 2014, 06:45 PM
Replies: 442
Views: 15,605
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you thinking?

It's probably too early to be looking for colleges but I've already fallen in love with a couple shoot me.
He's online and I wish he would message me just so I don't feel so alone....
Part of me...
Forum: Self Harm August 17th 2014, 11:40 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

4 Days now...
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy August 17th 2014, 11:39 PM
Replies: 654
Views: 61,940
Posted By mindflower
Re: Prayer Requests Thread

Hi everyone, been a while since I've used this thread.

Please pray for me and for anyone who is starting school now, especially those dealing with anxiety, depression, or other troubles in their...
Forum: Why Me? August 17th 2014, 08:38 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

My puppy was poisoned and I won't get to see her for a couple days.
C won't. Stop. Being. A. Douche.
Kinda triggered.
Hate writing essays.
Really miss M.
So terrified for school starting Tuesday.
Forum: Music August 15th 2014, 03:29 PM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Brick - Ben Folds Five
and
Your Fractured Life - Air Traffic
Forum: Self Harm August 15th 2014, 03:25 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

2 days. Merp.
Forum: Why Me? August 15th 2014, 01:37 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

I am such an idiot. I just suck at virtually everything and everyone hates me and I just need to shove my head in the sand. I'm making Matthew come back to get me tomorrow for band and I just can't...
Forum: Good Days! August 15th 2014, 12:14 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

I got to see my friend today (I mean... eh), my makeup was on point, and I went out for Chinese food :)
Forum: Fashion and Style August 14th 2014, 11:59 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,803
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you wearing?

My really gross school uniform shirt with really short red shorts and converse.
Forum: Self Harm August 14th 2014, 07:15 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Not even a day.
Forum: Games and Things August 14th 2014, 06:58 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Listen carefully.

You don't know my life, and I'm not going to let you in any more than I have. Not because I hate you or anything, actually just the opposite. I love you more than anything else...
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2014, 06:46 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Well. I had gone a good 4 months or so without cutting myself and then I JUST DO IT LIKE.... what.
Great. So that happened.
AND THEN he expects me to still fuck him, and honestly I really want to...
Forum: Music August 14th 2014, 06:37 PM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

I've lost the plot again
Tell your friends to sharpen their teeth
There's a few quid to be made...
And my soul's a sorry state
So come on down, you're empty lovers.
Worms come out of the...
Forum: Self Harm August 14th 2014, 12:23 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

A couple minutes.

It was supposed to be 3 months 4 weeks.

But a couple minutes.
Forum: Music August 13th 2014, 07:37 PM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Skin - Zola Jesus
Forum: Self Harm August 13th 2014, 03:41 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 3 weeks 6 days. Wow.
Forum: Music August 11th 2014, 02:28 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere...
Forum: Self Harm August 9th 2014, 03:47 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 3 weeks 2 days.
Forum: Music August 9th 2014, 03:47 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes
But it's love that keeps fueling me
Fueling me

Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes
Would you show them to me?
I know I’m not that perfect
But...
Forum: Fashion and Style August 8th 2014, 04:30 AM
Replies: 351
Views: 17,255
Posted By mindflower
Re: What colour nail polish are you wearing? :)

This extremely deep red/brown that actually is probably just off-black.
Forum: Good Days! August 8th 2014, 04:29 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 50,172
Posted By mindflower
Re: What have you achieved today?

I filled 200 balloons with water, got sunburned, played on a children's playground, caught a firefly, made jello, and somehow managed to text my ex-boyfriend without crying.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions August 7th 2014, 03:17 AM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

For tomorrow :)
Don't cut.
Don't freak out and cry.
Just... don't be a dork around him. Don't seem sad.
March well because God knows I'm horrible at it.
Write more.
Eat well.
Forum: Education and Careers August 7th 2014, 03:10 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,687
Posted By mindflower
Re: I want college to start.

Jordi kid, everything is gonna be okay!

I mean, take a look at all of the (pardon my language) shit you've been through!? You're so much stronger than you're giving yourself credit for, and I...
Forum: Food and Recipes August 6th 2014, 11:03 PM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 193,718
Posted By mindflower
Re: What's for dinner?

Spergerteeh :dem:
Forum: Self Harm August 6th 2014, 06:15 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 3 weeks but probably not much longer?
Forum: Why Me? August 6th 2014, 06:12 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't think I can handle another day of band camp. Another day of seeing him and hearing his voice and watching him try to include me in his life but me there just not being able to touch him or...
Forum: Music August 6th 2014, 01:44 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

If you're gonna hit me, Hit me like a man
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2014, 11:02 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

He won't get out of my head and I'm just so angry and sad.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions August 5th 2014, 08:33 PM
Replies: 9,546
Views: 317,478
Posted By mindflower
Re: Goal of the day!

Talk my mom into taking me to get my eyebrows done.
Learn this beautiful opera song.
Write poems or more of my new book.
Get his name out of my snapchat best friends because ew.
Clean out my...
Forum: Why Me? August 5th 2014, 08:03 PM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

Maybe if you were RESPECTFUL of girls, they'd like you and would overlook the fact that you have bad acne and a tiny dong. Calling me a bitch? At least I have the balls to say enough is ENOUGH.
Forum: Games and Things August 4th 2014, 01:04 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

hey you followed me on twitter and you're so gorgeous and interesting and i kind of wanna add you on snapchat but i'm scared that could seem awkward to you but i could literally talk to you about...
Forum: Games and Things August 3rd 2014, 06:09 PM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

you're an asshole and i hope someone shoots you in the neck with a bazooka.
You're an Asshole and I Hope Someone shoots you in the Neck with a Bazooka.
YOU'RE AN ASSHO LEAN D I HOPE SOEMONE SHOOTS...
Forum: Drugs, Alcohol and Addiction August 3rd 2014, 01:09 AM
Replies: 455
Views: 32,643
Posted By mindflower
Re: How long have you been sober?

About 5 months.
Forum: Games and Things August 3rd 2014, 01:07 AM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Donnie Darko
Forum: Games and Things August 2nd 2014, 06:15 PM
Replies: 442
Views: 15,605
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you thinking?

My chest really hurts and I'm probably having the backwash of my panic attack last night. I want more Ramen. I need good music, all of it. Jesus I have a lot of laundry to do. Why did they schedule...
Forum: Self Harm August 2nd 2014, 04:02 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 2 weeks 3 days.
Forum: Games and Things August 2nd 2014, 04:51 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I think I'm scared of you again which is horrible because how can someone love something that terrifies them? Or is that what love is supposed to do? I don't... Tonight you hugged me and usually it...
Forum: Games and Things August 1st 2014, 03:47 AM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Easy A for a movie, Doctor Who for a show.
Forum: Games and Things July 31st 2014, 03:25 AM
Replies: 10,419
Views: 402,002
Posted By mindflower
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I'm sorry...... I'm so sorry....
Forum: Music July 31st 2014, 12:24 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more every time,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go,
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to...
Forum: Self Harm July 31st 2014, 12:14 AM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 2 weeks but probably not much longer so.
Forum: Why Me? July 31st 2014, 12:12 AM
Replies: 10,610
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 330,242
Posted By mindflower
Re: Screaming thread.

YOU LIED TO ME GODDAMNIT YOU STILL LOVE HER AND YOU SCREWED ME OVER.
YOU LIED.
YOU DID USE ME, THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT.
GOD. WHAT DOES SHE HAVE THAT I DON'T ANYWAYS?!? SPIT IT OUT! WHAT'S SO...
Forum: Self Harm July 28th 2014, 07:06 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months 1 week 5 days.
Forum: Good Days! July 26th 2014, 12:13 AM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

TH is back HELLA HELLA HELLA
A girl on tumblr was really serious about killing herself but I got her to calm down and she's doing so much better I'm just crying man :)
Um, I don't know... :p
Forum: Music July 25th 2014, 11:37 PM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Car Radio - twenty one pilots
Forum: Self Harm July 25th 2014, 08:08 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 months, 1 week, 2 days.
Forum: Games and Things July 24th 2014, 07:10 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Sneakers for a movie, Face Off for a show :)
Forum: Music June 8th 2014, 12:18 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream....
Forum: Music June 4th 2014, 01:42 PM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to toss this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go,...
Forum: Self Harm June 4th 2014, 01:39 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 70,249
Posted By mindflower
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

By broadening my music horizons,
talking to Cody, Mimi, Matthew, sometimes even Pat which is weird but okay,
eating cereal,
taking a really long walk,
dancing to really loud music,
finding one...
Forum: Good Days! June 3rd 2014, 07:27 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

I got a fantastic grade on my persuasive essay (an A), and I finished my chemistry final which is such a relief, I found all of my unknown chemicals so yes :)
Tomorrow is 3 MONTHS with Matthew, and...
Forum: Games and Things June 2nd 2014, 11:05 PM
Replies: 5,197
Views: 158,056
Posted By mindflower
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

The Dreamers this afternoon, The Virgin Suicides now.
Forum: Self Harm May 28th 2014, 10:36 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

Stay strong everyone! :hug:

1 Month... 1 Week... 5 Days... :unsure:
Forum: Music May 28th 2014, 10:33 PM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 43,694
Posted By mindflower
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

Headlights- Eminem and Car Radio- twenty one pilots
Forum: Fashion and Style May 20th 2014, 12:05 AM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 47,803
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you wearing?

To Write Love On Her Arms t-shirt, blue school shorts :)
Forum: Self Harm May 19th 2014, 11:51 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

1 Month 3 Days but its getting really hard so...
Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2014, 11:15 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

the tension in my house right now is disgusting.
really just wanna leave this place.
or make them all leave, idk.

all I'm asking for is a little fucking care and support. you know, because i...
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2014, 05:43 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I just.... I don't see any point in living...
I want to cry so badly, I can't handle this stress or anxiety or urges....
I can't STOP picturing fresh, deep cuts down my arms, I keep wanting to tear...
Forum: Why Me? May 13th 2014, 01:41 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't fucking know what I'm doing GODDAMNIT I NEED FUCKING HELP WHO AM I WHAT AM I WHY AM I ALIVE I WANT TO DISAPPEAR.
My grades are so shit I don't even know why I'm...
Forum: Music May 11th 2014, 04:20 PM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Mom, I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why is the power off, and I'm fucked up?
And, Mom, I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour...
Forum: Why Me? May 10th 2014, 09:34 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

I have a lot to do for school and it sucks so much I can't believe I let it get this bad and here I am wasting time on TH or crying or wanting to die like I don't deserve.... to waste time...
I...
Forum: Games and Things May 8th 2014, 12:51 PM
Replies: 442
Views: 15,605
Posted By mindflower
Re: What are you thinking?

*triggering*

How just a couple of minutes ago, I was going to kill myself in the bathroom even before class started, and as I was getting ready to leave, prayer started and... and the prayer was...
Forum: Music May 8th 2014, 01:23 AM
Replies: 11,991
Views: 484,296
Posted By mindflower
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

6 a.m., day after Christmas
I throw some clothes on in the dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping
I am numb
Up the stairs to the apartment
She is balled up on the...
Forum: Why Me? May 8th 2014, 12:33 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 307,503
Posted By mindflower
Re: Complaint of the day

Boyfriend rant.

You still fucking love her and I'm an idiot but its okay, you know, because she's the first love okay? But seriously.
Walk HER to her classes.
Walk HER to her car.
Say hi to HER...
Forum: Good Days! May 7th 2014, 10:37 PM
Replies: 11,841
Views: 383,805
Posted By mindflower
Re: I'm happy today because...

Might get to see Matthew on Friday night?
Got to try on my sister's mermaid costume and it was fun :hehe:
My chemistry test is easy as faq!
Um... now that my confirmation stuff is off of my...
Forum: Self Harm May 7th 2014, 06:31 PM
Replies: 20,899
Views: 654,683
Posted By mindflower
Re: Self harm free!

3 Weeks exactly.
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