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Forum: Self Harm March 27th 2014, 04:33 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

42 days or 6 weeks. :)
Forum: Self Harm March 25th 2014, 05:44 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

I'm on spring break and don't have anything to harm myself with, and also i've been writing a fair bit.
Forum: Self Harm March 25th 2014, 05:41 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

1 month 1 week and 4 days.
5 weeks 4 days.
39 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm March 22nd 2014, 03:04 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks 2 days. :) or 37 days
Forum: Good Days! March 21st 2014, 03:19 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 63,725
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What have you achieved today?

Made it through the day, i think thats good enough for today.
Forum: LGBTQ+, Sexuality and Gender Identity March 21st 2014, 03:16 AM
Replies: 886
Views: 110,087
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What is your sexuality and gender identity?

i've posted here before but its partially changed.

female, (as for sexuality)it took me a while to figure out how to word this. i'm attracted to the opposite gender only romantically and same...
Forum: Goals and Ambitions March 21st 2014, 03:00 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

Tomorrow:
-Sleep in
-Pack for going back to dads
-Don't cut
-Get school work done
-Be lazy
-Read.
Forum: Food and Recipes March 21st 2014, 02:58 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

i have no idea, its 8 and i still haven't gotten anything, maybe some soup..
Forum: Why Me? March 21st 2014, 02:51 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

so fucking worried about her...
Forum: Self Harm March 21st 2014, 02:49 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks.. wow. might not make it past today
Forum: Self Harm March 19th 2014, 06:05 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Posting around TH, and listening to music from disney movies. cx
And i'm thinking of how long i've made it and how my friend would hate if i did it again.
Forum: Good Days! March 19th 2014, 05:55 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm so glad that she's okay... don't know what i'd do if she wasn't
Forum: Why Me? March 19th 2014, 05:53 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Triggered again..
Forum: Self Harm March 19th 2014, 05:51 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

33 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm March 15th 2014, 10:56 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

watching tv, and writing.
Forum: Self Harm March 15th 2014, 10:53 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

4 weeks 2 days. don't know how much longer
Forum: Games and Things March 15th 2014, 10:52 PM
Replies: 5,208
Views: 223,231
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

American Horror Story
Forum: Music March 15th 2014, 10:49 PM
Replies: 420
Views: 39,125
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Favorite band/singer/song thread!

Band: Fall Out Boy
Singer: Bon Iver
Song: The King of Carrot Flowers- Neutral Milk Hotel
Forum: Fashion and Style March 15th 2014, 10:45 PM
Replies: 1,525
Views: 64,228
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What are you wearing?

skinny jeans, a tank top and a long sleeve sweater
Forum: Food and Recipes March 15th 2014, 10:44 PM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

Most likely pizza
Forum: Why Me? March 15th 2014, 10:43 PM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

so close to having a panic attack, can't handle this right now
Forum: Why Me? March 15th 2014, 02:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

i thought i was okay today. so fucking triggered now
Forum: Music March 14th 2014, 05:04 AM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

its in my signature as well but whatever,i'm in love with this poem right now.

This is brutally beautiful.
So are we.
This is endless.
So are we.
We can heal this.
Signed,
Crater Face
P.S....
Forum: Food and Recipes March 14th 2014, 04:23 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

uhm...spaghetti o's (nothing else appealed to me)
Forum: Goals and Ambitions March 14th 2014, 04:00 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

Tomorrow:
Don't cut.
Submit assignment for biology.
Get some homework done.
Maybe clean my room
Make it through school without hurting someone
Work on project for 5th.
Forum: Why Me? March 14th 2014, 03:57 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

someone decided to throw a giant chunk of ice/ snow at me today. that hurt.. then i had a major fucking panic attack after that
Forum: Good Days! March 14th 2014, 03:51 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

-I made it to a month sh free, and my goal right now is 35. Maybe i can actually do this
-I got ice cream
-almost done with my biology project
Forum: Self Harm March 14th 2014, 03:39 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One month. i actually feel kinda proud.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions March 9th 2014, 06:47 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

tomorrow:
-finish my book
-start on biology project
-get past urges
-write
-get music
Forum: Why Me? March 9th 2014, 06:46 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

So fucking triggered and it's all because of you. for calling me the things you did and giving me the looks that tell me you want me to die. don't worry i want that for myself as well.
Forum: Good Days! March 9th 2014, 06:43 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm almost done with a book and I wrote my essay. :D
Forum: Self Harm March 9th 2014, 06:33 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

watching american horror story, earlier i wrote my essay for english
Forum: Self Harm March 9th 2014, 06:31 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

23 days. almost gave in tonight but didn't
Forum: Self Harm March 6th 2014, 11:58 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

3 weeks. hopefully more if i make it past tonight
Forum: Why Me? March 5th 2014, 05:45 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Well thats nice to know that you just really don't care, thanks. all my friends but one are becoming assholes.
Forum: Good Days! March 5th 2014, 05:43 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 63,725
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What have you achieved today?

Was honest about how I feel, I think I helped my friend, went to school, made it through an urge. :D
Forum: Self Harm March 5th 2014, 05:37 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 weeks 5 days or 19 days.
Forum: Self Harm February 28th 2014, 02:54 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 weeks. :)
Forum: Self Harm February 27th 2014, 04:13 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

13 days....
Forum: Self Harm February 25th 2014, 01:20 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Today is day 11.
Forum: Good Days! February 22nd 2014, 12:30 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

Been feeling better than i have in months the past 2 days.
Also i talked a bit more in english today and didn't feel too anxious. :D
One more thing is that i get to see Skyy (best friend) tomorrow
Forum: Self Harm February 22nd 2014, 12:20 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

9 days. Its a start at least
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2014, 01:32 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Everyone is slowly leaving me, feel so fucking alone. whats another cut gonna do..
Forum: Self Harm February 20th 2014, 03:00 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One week...
Forum: Self Harm February 16th 2014, 04:15 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

3 days....
Forum: Self Harm February 13th 2014, 11:53 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Today is day one. would've been 33 days
Forum: Games and Things February 13th 2014, 04:48 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You really are a whore aren't you.. and the dirty looks aren't making me think highly of you at all.
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2014, 04:46 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

3 suicides in a week at school... wow
Forum: Self Harm February 13th 2014, 04:44 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

32 days or 4 weeks 3 days....
Forum: Why Me? February 12th 2014, 04:10 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to give in so fucking much... i don't know how much longer i can keep going..
Forum: Good Days! February 12th 2014, 02:28 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I passed the math test, with a B. :D
Forum: Self Harm February 12th 2014, 02:26 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

1 month or 4 weeks 3 days.
Forum: Self Harm February 9th 2014, 05:33 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

4 weeks and 1 day
Forum: Good Days! February 8th 2014, 03:15 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I got an A on a math test! That never happens haha :D
Forum: Self Harm February 8th 2014, 03:13 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

28 days...
Forum: Self Harm February 7th 2014, 04:17 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

26 days or 3 weeks 5 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm February 2nd 2014, 11:28 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Trying not to cut because i'm hopefully getting to see my best friend this next weekend, and i've been reading all day. :)
Forum: Self Harm February 2nd 2014, 04:14 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

3 weeks. Most likely the longest i've made it in 6 months
Forum: Self Harm February 1st 2014, 12:07 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

20 days....
Forum: Why Me? January 31st 2014, 11:37 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

my friend tried to kill himself, everyone that mean something to me is backing away.
i can't stop crying
Forum: Self Harm January 31st 2014, 12:14 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

19 days surprisingly
Forum: Games and Things January 30th 2014, 05:44 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

dirty looks, really? how fucking immature of you. i almost felt like i made a mistake and was gonna talk to you. not after how fucking rude you're being
Forum: Self Harm January 29th 2014, 12:58 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

17 days now. 4 days till my goal.
Forum: Games and Things January 28th 2014, 01:53 AM
Replies: 4,871
Views: 183,133
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What are you craving?

Nachos.
But thats what i'm having for dinner so its good. :)
Forum: Why Me? January 28th 2014, 01:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

i really hope those rumours about her weren't correct...
Forum: Self Harm January 28th 2014, 01:45 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

16 days. Or 2 weeks and 2 days. :)
Forum: Why Me? January 26th 2014, 05:15 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

so triggered
Forum: Self Harm January 26th 2014, 05:07 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

14 days. Or 2 weeks. :)
don't think i'll be making it much longer..
Forum: Music January 25th 2014, 04:40 AM
Replies: 1,371
Views: 58,718
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What Are You Listening To Right Now?

The District Sleeps Alone- The Postal Service
Forum: Games and Things January 25th 2014, 04:37 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Well, goodbye then I guess. I worried you'd be hurt by me doing this but nope you don't give a damn and i'm the one who's hurt.. thanks. I never wanted it to end this way what, it did. I'm sorry......
Forum: Why Me? January 25th 2014, 04:27 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Thanks for being a bitch. I didn't want it to end this way but whatever, I'm fucking hurt but you don't seem to give a damn. This is just what i need right now. Fuck you..
Forum: Self Harm January 25th 2014, 04:23 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

13 days.. 1 more and it'll be 2 weeks. don't think i'll make it but i'm trying
Forum: Why Me? January 24th 2014, 05:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Did something yesterday that i'm starting to regret, and have spent most of tonight upset about it.
Forum: Self Harm January 24th 2014, 05:45 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

12 days. Taking this one day at a time.
Forum: Why Me? January 23rd 2014, 02:16 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

People make me feel like shit..
I keep going back and forth from being fine and then the next minute being suicidal and depressed..
I am slowly pulling away from everyone again, and I don't think...
Forum: Self Harm January 23rd 2014, 02:12 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

1 week and 4 days or 11 days...
Forum: Self Harm January 20th 2014, 07:01 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

1 week and 2 days. (This is the longest i've made it in about 2 or 3 months.) :)
Forum: Self Harm January 18th 2014, 07:15 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One week or 7 days. :)
Forum: Good Days! January 16th 2014, 05:29 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 63,725
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What have you achieved today?

Signed up for a conference that'll have around a thousand people.
Ate and didnt feel guilty
Did my geometry homework
Forum: Self Harm January 16th 2014, 05:24 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

5 days. :) This is actually pretty good for me at the moment. I'm trying to get better
Forum: Self Harm January 16th 2014, 05:22 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

Texted my best friend and went on tumblr haha. :)
Forum: Good Days! January 14th 2014, 04:26 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I get to see my best friend this weekend, only thing thats gonna get me through this week.
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2014, 04:20 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

people decided to throw things at me today in class...
Forum: Self Harm January 14th 2014, 04:16 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Day three.....
Forum: Good Days! January 11th 2014, 05:06 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I put up things on the walls in my room. :D
Forum: Why Me? January 11th 2014, 04:55 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Person i thought was my good friend completely blew me off and made me feel like shit today..
Forum: Self Harm January 11th 2014, 04:41 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Day one....
Forum: Self Harm January 9th 2014, 11:12 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One week. (longest i've made it in a while, we'll see if i make it any longer)
Forum: Why Me? January 3rd 2014, 06:31 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Great fucking way to start the new year....
Forum: Self Harm January 3rd 2014, 06:28 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Was at day 4 but now about 10 minutes... great way to start the new year...
Forum: Self Harm December 29th 2013, 06:12 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One day. (Hopefully i can make it through tonight)
Forum: Why Me? December 28th 2013, 06:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Back to lying my arm is a wreck after 2 shit days..
Forum: Self Harm December 27th 2013, 06:20 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

And back to zero....
Forum: Self Harm December 26th 2013, 11:12 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

5 days surprisingly.
Forum: Why Me? December 26th 2013, 04:48 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Thanks for agreeing that i'm fucked up, its really nice of you...
Forum: Self Harm December 24th 2013, 07:30 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

3 days....
Forum: Chit-Chat December 23rd 2013, 10:02 PM
Replies: 1,285
Views: 128,813
Posted By Lumos.
Re: The "Wow! Look at my post count!" Thread

3,000 Its taken me a while but i got here. XD Hopefully will gain more soon. :)
Forum: Goals and Ambitions December 23rd 2013, 09:52 PM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

-Unpack a bit
-Type some more
-Don't cut
Forum: Good Days! December 23rd 2013, 09:34 PM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 63,725
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What have you achieved today?

I haven't thought about cutting today. (That sounds like a pathetic achievement but its huge for me)
Forum: Good Days! December 23rd 2013, 09:31 PM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

At home with my family. :)
Forum: Why Me? December 23rd 2013, 08:43 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

The person I trusted not to drop me as a friend is pushing me away and replacing me...
Forum: Self Harm December 23rd 2013, 08:24 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 days. All the people who've posted above are doing so well and I just am... yeah.. /:
Forum: Self Harm December 20th 2013, 09:46 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Not even a full day yet. Stay strong everyone
Forum: Self Harm December 20th 2013, 01:54 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

back to zero....
..
Forum: Games and Things December 19th 2013, 01:52 AM
Replies: 4,871
Views: 183,133
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What are you craving?

ummm pizza for some reason haha XD
Forum: Why Me? December 19th 2013, 01:50 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

I failed an exam.
I'm triggered
Forum: Good Days! December 19th 2013, 12:51 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I passed gym.
I got the Demi Lovato book that i wanted.
Forum: Self Harm December 19th 2013, 12:36 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One day.....
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2013, 04:19 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Really a 2.8 gpa. i'm just so fucking stupid and i'm never gonna get anywhere....
Forum: Good Days! December 18th 2013, 04:18 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

i got more music :)
Forum: Self Harm December 18th 2013, 03:50 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

11 days.....
Forum: Good Days! December 17th 2013, 05:41 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm not failing any classes anymore. and I have the most amazing friend i could ask for. :)
Forum: Why Me? December 17th 2013, 05:37 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so fucking stupid, I keep thinking that i'm alright and doing better then something happens and i go back down and want to cut again. I can't handle the ups and downs anymore.
Forum: Education and Careers December 17th 2013, 05:34 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 2,497
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Colorado School shooting, on eve of anniversary.

Arapahoe high school is about 10 minutes away from my school, where I was at during the shooting so this is an event that happened quite close to me. It has been quite a scary situation for arapahoe...
Forum: Self Harm December 17th 2013, 02:14 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

10 days i think.. urges are back though so doubt it'll be 11
Forum: Self Harm December 14th 2013, 02:32 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

6 days. :) Which is pretty good for me at the moment, surprised i've made it this long
Forum: Self Harm December 11th 2013, 03:55 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Three days..
Forum: Self Harm December 10th 2013, 04:29 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Two days..
Stay strong everyone
Forum: Self Harm December 9th 2013, 05:22 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

one day.....
Forum: Self Harm December 7th 2013, 11:59 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

4 days....
[EDIT: oops... like 10 minutes... sorry]
Forum: Self Harm December 6th 2013, 10:42 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Three days. don't think i'll make it much longer
Forum: Good Days! December 6th 2013, 03:36 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I did a very personal presentation in front of my entire english class and people said i did good. :)
Forum: Why Me? December 6th 2013, 03:33 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

So triggered....
Forum: Games and Things December 6th 2013, 03:32 AM
Replies: 4,871
Views: 183,133
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What are you craving?

Salted caramel gelato.
Forum: Food and Recipes December 6th 2013, 03:30 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

Broccoli cheddar soup and a grilled cheese. :D
Forum: Self Harm December 6th 2013, 01:00 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 days....
Forum: Why Me? December 5th 2013, 01:15 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

another fucking panic attack.... i thought they were gone.
Forum: Self Harm December 4th 2013, 05:41 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

a minute or so...
Forum: Why Me? December 4th 2013, 04:54 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Someone who I thought I trusted did something I thought they'd never do.. i already have a hard time trusting people. fuck....
Forum: Goals and Ambitions December 3rd 2013, 01:19 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

Tomorrow:
-Don't cut
-Finish homework
-Write
-Get some posts in
Forum: Why Me? December 3rd 2013, 01:07 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

I've been having so many fucking nightmares.. this is all so shitty right now
Forum: Why Me? December 3rd 2013, 01:05 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't handle the faking anymore, even the people who know i'm in a bad place don't even know how bad i am. I have to fake with them too. I just want to end it all, no one would care anyways. i...
Forum: Self Harm December 3rd 2013, 12:42 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

9 days, or a week and 2 days, surprisingly. though i don't think its going to last
Forum: Self Harm December 2nd 2013, 12:08 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

8 days now, and only because of being on vacation.
Forum: Why Me? November 24th 2013, 05:36 PM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish i wasn't so pathetic that all i can seemingly do is cry.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions November 24th 2013, 05:24 PM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

-Finish Bio paper
-Don't cut
-Don't stay in bed
-Finish project
-Try not to cry
-Unpack
Forum: Self Harm November 24th 2013, 05:15 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Not even a day
Forum: Why Me? November 21st 2013, 12:39 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do people want to be friends with me? I think i'm an annoying, worthless person so how do people care about me? I don't deserve them..
Forum: Self Harm November 21st 2013, 12:32 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One day.....
Forum: Why Me? November 9th 2013, 02:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

I'm getting worse again..
Forum: Self Harm November 9th 2013, 02:40 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One day....
Forum: Self Harm November 7th 2013, 04:21 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Two days.....
Forum: Self Harm November 2nd 2013, 07:41 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

About 36 hours....
Forum: Self Harm October 31st 2013, 05:04 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Back to zero....
Forum: Self Harm October 30th 2013, 04:35 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

17 days or 2 weeks and 3 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm October 26th 2013, 07:09 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

13 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm October 23rd 2013, 02:47 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

9 days. :)
Forum: Self Harm October 20th 2013, 05:34 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One week. if i make it past tomorrow that'll be the longest i've gone in a while i think. :)
Forum: Why Me? October 19th 2013, 12:51 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Just so tired all the sudden.
Forum: Goals and Ambitions October 19th 2013, 12:50 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

-Finish packing to go back to mums
-Write
-Don't cut.
-Try not to have another panic attack
Forum: Self Harm October 18th 2013, 05:23 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

6 days.....
Forum: Why Me? October 17th 2013, 06:32 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Had a really rough night last night. Had so many panic attacks recently.
Forum: Games and Things October 17th 2013, 03:33 AM
Replies: 208
Views: 15,912
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Ask a stupid question, recieve a stupid answer.

By buying a horse.

Why do i love chocolate?
Forum: Why Me? October 16th 2013, 05:10 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Okay this might be more than one thing.. I think my best friend is mad at me for something. I am really fucking triggered at the moment and i feel so alone..
Forum: Food and Recipes October 16th 2013, 05:08 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

I had a hot dog and chips.
Forum: Self Harm October 16th 2013, 04:52 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

3 days now..
Forum: Self Harm October 14th 2013, 01:29 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

One day, ugh it seems so little..
Forum: Why Me? October 13th 2013, 04:54 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

yeah i hate you. i don't wanna be in a car with you for 8 hours tomorrow. you're not gonna like it by the end either, and my best friend got her phone taken away when she was just about the only...
Forum: Self Harm October 13th 2013, 04:51 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

never mind.. about 3 hours now.. :'(
Forum: Why Me? October 12th 2013, 06:00 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

i wanna give in to urges...
Forum: Self Harm October 12th 2013, 05:46 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

10 days..
so triggered though
Forum: Self Harm October 10th 2013, 12:55 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

a week i believe...
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2013, 06:12 PM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

The thoughts are so bad today, I can't do this..
Forum: Why Me? October 9th 2013, 07:01 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

I didn't do all my homework..
Forum: Food and Recipes October 9th 2013, 06:59 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

Pasta with vegetables and tomato sauce.
Forum: Self Harm October 9th 2013, 06:58 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

being around people is helping at the moment
Forum: Self Harm October 9th 2013, 06:57 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

6 days. (:
Forum: Goals and Ambitions October 8th 2013, 05:35 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

Tomorrow:
-Try not to kill anyone including myself
-Get through school
-Finish some homework
-Get through choir concert
Forum: Why Me? October 8th 2013, 02:47 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

i told my friend that we'd get through this together but i don't think i can even make it another day..
Forum: Good Days! October 8th 2013, 01:52 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

i get to see both my best friends in 4 days. :D
Forum: Why Me? October 7th 2013, 02:56 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

i just really hate you and wish i could just fucking move out because i'll find a place to live faster than you ever have. I won't be fucking homeless
Forum: Self Harm October 7th 2013, 01:29 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

4 days... probably won't make it past tomorrow.
Forum: Self Harm October 5th 2013, 08:58 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

about 3 days.. don't know how much longer
Forum: Why Me? October 5th 2013, 06:16 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

the thoughts won't stop... :'(
Forum: Self Harm October 4th 2013, 07:36 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

Above one day but bellow 2. /:
Forum: Self Harm October 4th 2013, 06:19 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

1 day. lets try this again..
Forum: Self Harm October 3rd 2013, 06:30 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

About 15 minutes.. :(
Forum: Music October 2nd 2013, 06:12 AM
Replies: 420
Views: 39,125
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Favorite band/singer/song thread!

Band: Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, All Time Low, Twenty One Pilots
Singer: Patrick Stump, Ed Sheeran
Song: Nicotine-P!ATD, Top Floor-Ed Sheeran
Forum: Goals and Ambitions October 2nd 2013, 06:08 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Goal of the day!

This is for tomorrow:
-Finish paper for Bio
-Don't cut
-Maybe write
-Get some writing done
-Try not to think about the thoughts
Forum: Why Me? October 2nd 2013, 04:41 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

i wanna go really deep because i don't care anymore
Forum: Good Days! October 2nd 2013, 04:16 AM
Replies: 1,489
Views: 63,725
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What have you achieved today?

-Made it through school
-Got to 450 words on my paper
-Didn't cut
Forum: Games and Things October 2nd 2013, 04:07 AM
Replies: 4,871
Views: 183,133
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What are you craving?

I want pasta. XD
Forum: Self Harm October 2nd 2013, 04:06 AM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

remembering how supportive my best friend is of me.
Forum: Self Harm October 2nd 2013, 04:02 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

18 days... kinda wish it was zero but i'm trying not to
Forum: Peer Pressure and Bullying October 2nd 2013, 03:52 AM
Replies: 22
Views: 6,007
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Would you rather your child be a bully or be bullied?

This question is really hard because... I don't want my child to bully because one, he/she will not be raised that way and two, i don't want my child to make someone else feel bad and want to hurt...
Forum: Games and Things October 1st 2013, 02:33 AM
Replies: 5,208
Views: 223,231
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs 2
Forum: Why Me? October 1st 2013, 02:14 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

suicidal thoughts again...
Forum: Good Days! October 1st 2013, 02:10 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm not single anymore. :)
I got a new ipod
Forum: Food and Recipes October 1st 2013, 01:43 AM
Replies: 5,337
Views: 264,747
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What's for dinner?

I think i'm gonna have some carrots and maybe a sandwich
Forum: Self Harm October 1st 2013, 01:14 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 weeks, 3 days.....
Forum: Games and Things September 28th 2013, 04:20 AM
Replies: 5,208
Views: 223,231
Posted By Lumos.
Re: What was the last TV Show/Film you watched? :)

Show: Orange Is The New Black
Film: Finding Nemo XD
Forum: Self Harm September 27th 2013, 09:13 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

2 weeks. no clue how i've made it this far..
Forum: Why Me? September 27th 2013, 12:28 AM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Screaming thread.

The anxiety attacks can stop now. They're really annoying..
Forum: Self Harm September 26th 2013, 04:31 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

12 days.....
Forum: Why Me? September 26th 2013, 03:48 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

Want to cut.
Worried about friend you is going impatient.
So confused about things right now.
Had anxiety attack today and still feeling on edge...
Forum: Why Me? September 25th 2013, 02:42 AM
Replies: 10,337
Triggering: Complaint of the day
Views: 399,715
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Complaint of the day

I made a promise not to cut to a friend, but the blade is next to me and its driving me crazy. But i don't want to disappoint my friend :(
Forum: Self Harm September 25th 2013, 02:30 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

11 days. Don't know how much longer though..
Forum: Self Harm September 22nd 2013, 08:41 PM
Replies: 1,676
Views: 89,635
Posted By Lumos.
Re: How are you beating Self Harm?

tumblr, and music
Forum: Self Harm September 22nd 2013, 08:31 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By Lumos.
Re: Self harm free!

9 days..
Stay strong everyone. <3
Forum: Good Days! September 22nd 2013, 05:59 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By Lumos.
Re: I'm happy today because...

My best friend is amazing. She has got me through a lot of shit in the past week.
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