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Search: Posts Made By: TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things April 2nd 2010, 04:22 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You really don't understand, do you? Do you think this is okay? I want my kids to know their grandma, but I honestly see that slipping away. There is a huge part of of that wants to say 'fuck it' and...
Forum: Games and Things March 26th 2010, 04:18 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I'm so worried about you, I son't want to lose you. I love you. Just please talk to me?
Forum: Good Days! March 24th 2010, 05:28 PM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm happy today because I love my girlfriend so much!
Forum: Sex and Puberty March 22nd 2010, 04:03 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 58,006
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: little boys erect penis

Just like older guys will get random erections that aren't really caused by anything arousing, younger ones will too. The penis just does that.
Forum: Mental Health March 17th 2010, 07:16 PM
Replies: 372
Views: 38,357
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Do you have a mental illness?

Well, no diagnosis as of yet, but my new psychiatrist thinks I might have Distimia and ADD. Going in for testing in a few weeks.
Forum: Games and Things March 17th 2010, 07:10 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things March 10th 2010, 06:17 PM
Replies: 451
Views: 73,714
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Post Your Picture Thread!

Well, I figured there was way too much prettiness in this thread and I should bring down the average a bit, so here is me from December. Close your eyes and sprinkle holy water on your monitor before...
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy March 9th 2010, 10:31 PM
Replies: 51
Views: 4,483
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Is Atheism a Religion?

What would I do without Jack to turn the vague shadows of ideas in my head into full, well thought out arguments? I pretty much agree with what he said, he just explained it a million times better...
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy March 9th 2010, 06:57 PM
Replies: 51
Views: 4,483
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Is Atheism a Religion?

I suppose I was thinking of LaVeyan Satanism, which doesn't believe in any sort of supernatural powers or beings as far as I can tell. Really depends on what variant of Satanism we're talking about....
Forum: Religion and Spirituality, Science and Philosophy March 9th 2010, 02:45 PM
Replies: 51
Views: 4,483
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Is Atheism a Religion?

S: (n) religion, faith, religious belief (a strong belief in a supernatural power or powers that control human destiny) "he lost his faith but not his morality"
S: (n) religion, faith, organized...
Forum: Pregnancy and Childcare February 22nd 2010, 02:45 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 5,701
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: can you get pregnant if...?

Chances are that nothing would happen. It's good to be careful and safe, but most likely there is very little risk to this.
Forum: Games and Things February 12th 2010, 08:02 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

One *puts up forcefield against mods and admins*
Forum: Games and Things February 2nd 2010, 07:26 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

1: I miss you, I miss the real you. Please come back, I don't want to do this without you. I'm so worried about you. I'm trying not to even think about what a mess my own life is.

I love you and...
Forum: Games and Things January 29th 2010, 07:17 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I can't watch you destroy your life like this. I know you hate me, I know you'll probably leave me over this, but I will not go through life knowing I left you alone with this because it was the...
Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets January 29th 2010, 05:14 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,816
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Apple unveils the iTablet

Well, ASUS, HP and Archos are all supposed to be releasing their own tablets in a similar vein to the iPad, only with real OSes. One of those might work for what you're suggesting.
Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets January 29th 2010, 04:58 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,816
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Apple unveils the iTablet

Yea, I can see where this would be the case. Though the capacitive screen wouldn't be very friendly to a stylus for writing notes, and as a 'clipboard' is seems kind of awkward to hold it up and use...
Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets January 29th 2010, 04:40 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,816
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Apple unveils the iTablet

I personally like having a smartphone because I can lie in bed at night and text my girlfriend, then seamlessly switch to a web browser and surf TeenHelp, then log into MSN, look something up on...
Forum: Games and Things January 29th 2010, 12:30 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Stop being such an asshole, what the fuck is wrong with you? Whether you realize it or not, I have feelings, and everything you're doing is hurting them quite a bit. Just stop it already.
Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets January 28th 2010, 06:57 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,816
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Apple unveils the iTablet

Honestly, a netbook is so much more useful than this. Getting an iPhone (or better yet an Android phone) and a netbook wouldn't cost much more than an iPad, and the functionality would be so much...
Forum: Music January 27th 2010, 10:58 PM
Replies: 6,435
Views: 211,477
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What are you listening to? Vol. II

Deeper Down - My Dying Bride
Forum: Technology, Gamers and Gadgets January 27th 2010, 10:46 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,816
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Apple unveils the iTablet

I personally think it's a bit of a disappointment. I mean, it's just an over-sized iPhone. Even the biased tech blogs I read were disappointed by some of the omissions. No multi-tasking with such a...
Forum: Games and Things January 27th 2010, 06:49 PM
Replies: 313
Views: 12,916
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Music January 25th 2010, 03:25 AM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

[Possibly Triggering]
Forum: Good Days! January 20th 2010, 02:22 AM
Replies: 12,157
Views: 551,795
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I'm happy today because...

I'm so lucky to have such an amazing, understanding girlfriend. I love her so much.
Forum: Games and Things January 17th 2010, 03:13 AM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: How popular [activity-wise] are you on the TH forums?

3/10

I've only seen you a couple times before
Forum: Goals and Ambitions January 13th 2010, 04:08 PM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Goal of the day!

Finish this history assignment by the end of today
Forum: Sex and Puberty January 13th 2010, 01:15 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 3,304
Posted By TheNumber42
”Non-PG13” prefix in Sex and Puberty

So, I've noticed a lot of ”Non-PG13” threads in sex and puberty. It doesn't make sense to me to have this prefix on them there when there is a specific Non-PG13 forum for the topic. It seems kind of...
Forum: Games and Things January 12th 2010, 10:18 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things January 12th 2010, 04:48 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: How popular [activity-wise] are you on the TH forums?

1/10 First time I've seen you, I think
Forum: Music January 10th 2010, 07:28 PM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

This song when I am angry, so great to listen to.
Forum: Chit-Chat January 9th 2010, 09:29 PM
Replies: 1,285
Views: 128,813
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things January 9th 2010, 09:26 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: How popular [activity-wise] are you on the TH forums?

6/10
I see you some. Little bit more lately.
Forum: Games and Things January 8th 2010, 02:14 AM
Replies: 224
Views: 13,198
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Questions you HATE people asking you...

Anything relating to school from my parents.

Anyone asking how I am (if they seem to be expecting a truthful answer), asking what's wrong, etc. Because I know I'll have to lie and it's just...
Forum: Games and Things January 8th 2010, 02:03 AM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: How popular [activity-wise] are you on the TH forums?

7/10
I used to see you around a lot more, not as much lately, but maybe just the forums I'm reading
Forum: Games and Things January 7th 2010, 03:04 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things January 6th 2010, 07:29 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Games and Things January 6th 2010, 05:27 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Books and Literature January 5th 2010, 06:56 PM
Replies: 2,009
Views: 126,049
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What I'm reading now.

I started and finished Identical by Ellen Hopkins yesterday. Just started Impulse by her today
Forum: Chit-Chat January 5th 2010, 05:53 PM
Replies: 1,285
Views: 128,813
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The WOW! Look at my Post Count! Thread

811 Hoping for 1000 by the end of the month XD
Forum: Sex and Puberty January 5th 2010, 03:30 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 6,339
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: puberty(Penis size) at 18

Don't worry too much about it. The size of your penis doesn't matter a whole lot. As cliche is it sounds, it's how you use it. And I've heard alot of girls here talking about how big penises are...
Forum: Games and Things January 3rd 2010, 09:38 PM
Replies: 593
Views: 23,111
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: How popular are you on the TH forums?

EDIT:4/10
I've seen you a bit. Mostly in the chatroom
Forum: LGBTQ+, Sexuality and Gender Identity December 28th 2009, 07:05 AM
Replies: 886
Views: 110,087
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What is your sexuality and gender identity? - Volume 3.

Male, straight

Us guys are so entirely outnumbered here XD
Forum: Games and Things December 28th 2009, 05:16 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2!

Lol, you make me laugh. You are so oblivious. I mean, I'm not mad or upset whatsoever. I just honestly find it so freaking hilarious.

Karma is going to be a bitch when I'm a parent though XD
Forum: Games and Things December 8th 2009, 09:14 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 119,711
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The Person Below Me. Volume II

False. I don't have a job.

TPBM is going on a vacation within the next two weeks
Forum: Chit-Chat December 2nd 2009, 06:35 PM
Replies: 394
Views: 77,477
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Change of username

No. I even had a new name picked out. But I just couldn't come to make myself change it
Forum: Chit-Chat December 1st 2009, 02:58 AM
Replies: 394
Views: 77,477
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Change of username

I was TheNumber42. Posting this in case I decide to change and am too lazy to come back here XD
Forum: Rape and Abuse October 14th 2009, 01:43 AM
Replies: 44
Triggering (Abuse): Songs about Abuse/Rape?
Views: 47,141
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Songs about Abuse/Rape?

Windowpane by Opeth
Forum: Games and Things October 3rd 2009, 07:43 PM
Replies: 905
Views: 69,238
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Questions for the opposite sex - Volume I

I think just tell him the truth, that you don't feel the same way. And try to act as normal as you can about it afterward. It may be awkward for a bit (it was when I told one of my friends), but...
Forum: Games and Things September 18th 2009, 04:59 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 119,711
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The Person Below Me. Volume II

False

TPBM likes hot chocolate
Forum: Goals and Ambitions September 17th 2009, 05:46 AM
Replies: 9,792
Views: 440,830
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Goal of the day!

Get to sleep
Quit freaking out over everything
Forum: Games and Things September 6th 2009, 03:04 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 119,711
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The Person Below Me. Volume II

true, just woke up

TPBM is excited about something
Forum: Games and Things September 6th 2009, 05:29 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 119,711
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The Person Below Me. Volume II

true, several someones, but one much more than the others.

TPBM saw a movie at the theater in the last week.
Forum: Games and Things September 6th 2009, 04:37 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I hate you, I just hate you. I love how you were able to make me think you cared then just pull everything out from under me. But I'm fucking happy now, so fuck you! I know you're being nice to me...
Forum: Games and Things September 3rd 2009, 12:55 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Shut up! It's constant wih you, it never stops. I know you're trying to help, but just shut the hell up. You're only stressing me out more. All this 'make goals' and 'follow through' bullshit is...
Forum: Games and Things August 27th 2009, 10:30 PM
Replies: 905
Views: 69,238
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Questions for the opposite sex - Volume I

I don't know about all guys. I think there are some bad guys that say it only as a way of getting a girl to do things. Personally, I would never say it if I didn't mean it (or think I meant it, if...
Forum: Disabilities June 15th 2009, 06:12 AM
Replies: 66
Views: 10,706
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What is your disability?

Nearsighted to the point that I am classified as legally blind.

Also, I exhibit ADHD like symptoms, but my therapist doesn't think they are from ADHD.
Forum: Games and Things May 31st 2009, 05:09 AM
Replies: 255
Views: 17,103
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What's in your Ctrl + V?

(someone's phone number that I will be kind enough to not post XD)
Forum: Rape and Abuse May 18th 2009, 09:28 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 3,038
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Organizations associated with giving support to and/or preventing rape and abuse?

Thanks Sarah and Mimi.

I'm not sure I'm quite ready to do any speeches or anything. I'm quite shy, so that may have to wait.

I will look into volunteering with RAINN. Is their online hotline...
Forum: Rape and Abuse May 17th 2009, 10:10 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 3,038
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Organizations associated with giving support to and/or preventing rape and abuse?

Thank you Christina and Jen :)

I'm not sure I would be quite ready to start a group. I don't know if I really have the people and organizational skills, or the time, to get something like that...
Forum: Music May 17th 2009, 05:29 PM
Replies: 6,435
Views: 211,477
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What are you listening to?

The Tragedy I Preach - Kataklysm
Forum: Music May 17th 2009, 05:23 PM
Replies: 6,435
Views: 211,477
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What are you listening to?

Today - Smashing Pumpkins
Forum: Rape and Abuse May 17th 2009, 05:14 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 3,038
Posted By TheNumber42
Organizations associated with giving support to and/or preventing rape and abuse?

Well, I've just felt like I want to do something more than hang around here and help people if I can. I have so many good friends who have been hurt by rape and abuse, and I just want to do something...
Forum: Rape and Abuse May 17th 2009, 04:14 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 2,733
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Rape is effective weapon of war.

This is just sick. I think I would kill myself before I raped someone, I don't know if I could live with that. It's so sad that it is such an effective weapon.
Forum: Loneliness May 16th 2009, 03:01 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,009
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I'm lonely.

Hey Emma-Marie.

I know what you mean. All of my friends here live like an hour away, or they are from the internet and are thousands of miles away. And I understand wanting someone to just...
Forum: Rape and Abuse May 15th 2009, 06:11 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,632
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: rape...

Congratulations Cassie. What you did took a heck of alot of strength and courage. I'm really proud of you. As Melissa said, you are an inspiration.

I know you can get past this, it'll hurt, I...
Forum: Sex and Puberty April 8th 2009, 11:16 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 99,854
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What do you masturbate to?

I've never tried with music. I quite like that song (and band as a whole) though, so maybe I'll give it a try :)
Forum: Sex and Puberty April 1st 2009, 08:25 AM
Replies: 42
Views: 99,854
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: What do you masturbate to?

Well... depends on what's available at the time. Sometimes softcore pictures, sex scenes/nudity in movies, porn videos, fantasies or erotic text/stories.

I masturbate from 1-5 times a day. Always...
Forum: Games and Things February 24th 2009, 07:27 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 119,711
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The Person Below Me!

False, I'm a junioru

tpbm is a girl
Forum: Games and Things February 23rd 2009, 05:34 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

3-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.~-.-~.-~.-~.-
Forum: Games and Things February 23rd 2009, 04:55 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

1

Well, never give up, right? XD
Forum: Games and Things February 23rd 2009, 04:47 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

1

Lou, you need a life as bad as I do :bleh:
Forum: Mental Health February 23rd 2009, 08:03 AM
Replies: 372
Views: 38,357
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Do you have a mental illness?

Never diagnosed, but I think I have depression, as well as possibly some form of anxiety disorder.
Forum: Games and Things February 23rd 2009, 06:27 AM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

4....................................
Forum: Games and Things February 22nd 2009, 11:43 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

Aww..... we were doing so good...

1
Forum: Games and Things February 22nd 2009, 10:53 PM
Replies: 9,935
Views: 354,455
Posted By TheNumber42
re: Count to 50 Before a CMod, SMod, or Admin posts.

I don't think you are, but...

10
Forum: Games and Things February 14th 2009, 08:17 AM
Replies: 757
Views: 38,128
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: The OFFICIAL HUG THREAD RELOADED!!

*Hugs Darren* Because it'll be sunny soon

I need a hug because I'm tired and feeling bleh, but I don't want to sleep.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:13 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

And I'm always here for you too, anytime you need me.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:23 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

But I still care so much! Please don't do this Faith. Just stick around and things will get better.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 04:32 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, tell us, or me, about it. Getting it out will steal some of it's power, make it less potent.

I really do think she is sorry. It hurt her so much to know how much she hurt you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 04:16 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, I want to understand, but I can't read your mind, as hard as I try. Help me understand.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 03:56 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, whatever happened, I'm so sorry it hurt you like this. But is it worth your life?

Laura wanted me to tell you that she really is truly sorry.

I'm always here for you
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 01:27 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Calm down for a moment. Can you please explain what's going on? I'm not sure I understand exactly what's happening.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 01:23 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Love you too, stay strong for me, ok?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 01:22 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, talk To me about it. Get it out. Don't keep it all inside. That just multiplies the pain.

If you can't do it on the thread, PM me. Just do something or this will just keep hurting.

Love...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 01:14 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I know it hurt. I'm so sorry that happened to you, but please try to hold on. I know the pain seems unbearable, but you CAN make it through this.

And I know it probably doesn't make it any...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:56 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Both of you, stop for a moment. Please. I DO love both of you.

Faith, you didn't want to send anyone into hysterics? Well both of you going isn't going help that at all. I know you have the...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:23 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, just try. You are obviously sincere in your apologies, so that's really all you can do.

I hope both of you are alright :)
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:11 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Why couldn't she forgive you? You said yourself that you didn't mean what you said. Really, you were doing this because you figured that if she didn't care about you, then you could just go and it...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:08 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

No, neither of you go! Please. I love both of you and I don't want to lose either you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:07 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, apologize, talk through it. If you didn't mean it, tell her that. She knows you're going through alot. People say tings they don't mean when they are hurting like you are. Just talk to her...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 12:04 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Hold on, calm down for a moment. Can you talk to me about what happened?

You're obviously upset and not really thinking straight. Don't do anything until you've calmed down, ok?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:21 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, tonight is not the night. It isn't your time to go.

What happened last night?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:18 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm not sick of you! How could that even happen?

It's not your fault Laura. It actually sounds like you may be the reason he is alive right now.

Well, tell them that you didn't mean it,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 05:09 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, I know it's hard, but you are making huge progress. You are happy alot more than you were when I first started talking to you. I know if you just stay strong and stick with it you'll make it...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 04:59 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, if you've been happy two das in a row, that proves you can do it for longer. It's almost like you're breaking your addiction to depression. You have to start small, a few days at a time, but...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 04:47 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, you want to be happy, right? Just start there, try to be happy and when you have started in that direction, focus on what you want next.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 04:35 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm not sick of you and I never will be. You can always talk to me, ok?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 03:46 PM
Replies: 264
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I'm broken inside...please make it stop...

Laura. Don't do it. I'm here for you, ok? Do you want to talk about what's wrong?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 02:18 PM
Replies: 523
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'm sorry. I hate school too.

But maybe you could use this as a way to talk to your teachers about how you feel. They could help you get help, right?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 02:04 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

What happened today?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 01:51 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'm glad you tried! Just stick with it, ok? I know it isn't easy, but just try to always find the positive side. Everything has something positive about it. Sometimes it is just harder to see it. And...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 01:37 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, you deserve that happiness back. If you just do your best to stay positive and believe that things will get better, then they will. I know you're extremely strong, just use that strength to...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2009, 01:17 AM
Replies: 264
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Could you talk to them about how important this is to you? Maybe they'll come home a day early or let you stay home.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2009, 01:07 AM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Hey Faith. Sorry I haven't posted alot lately. I'm not giving up or anything like that. My parents just think I need to do my homework rather than surf the web -.-

Anyway, I have to agree with...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 03:00 AM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'm so glad you're still here. I'm never to keen on school, lol.

What makes this morning so bad?

Don't think of it as an escape. If we're not allowed to tell you that you'll go somewhere worse,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 05:15 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Lyndsay is right. If you don't want to hurt us or anything, ending your life is not the way to do that
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 04:46 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I know you can make it through this, Just stay strong and keep talking to us.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 04:28 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I love and care about alot of people I've never seen. You don't have to see something or someone to love it/them.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 04:18 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, don't be sorry. Just don't leave, ok?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 04:15 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, how can you hate someone you've never seen and no nearly nothing about? Happens all the time, so why can't we just do the opposite and love you?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 03:00 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 02:47 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I do care about you. You are so important to me and Siera and everyone else. We all care about you so much. You are as far from worthless as you can possibly get
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 02:20 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No Laura, bad combination. You've proved numerous times that you can be happy, just stick around and keep working at it. Someday you will be happy most of the time, the pain will only visit very...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 09:05 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, Siera is right. You are strong. I know you can make it through this. Don't you want to be happy? To do all of those things you dream about? To help people? You can do all of these things, you...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 06:43 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you aren't a bad person. You seriously aren't. You made some mistakes, but so has everyone that's ever visited these forums. You've also done alot of good. I've seen you help other people,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 06:33 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Because we know the truth. Faith, why can't you just accept that we love you and that you really are amazing? I've told you time and time again how much happiness you bring to my life, how much I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 06:26 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you really aren't a bad person. I was so scared for you last night because I really care about you so much.

You've made mistakes, but you've also made so much progress. You've really come...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 06:20 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, YOU ARE NOT A NOBODY! You really don't have any idea how much you mean to me, do you? You are, at the very least, as important to me as any of my offline friends. I care about you so much. I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 06:06 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

You aren't a murder! Why do you feel that way?

EDIT: Sorry, my internet posted that alot slower than I wanted it too.... You aren't a murderer. When you're suicidal, you can't see other options....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:59 PM
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Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

*screams giddily like a little girls and hugs Laura* Laura! I'm so glad that you're alright. I was really worried about you last night. Then I was pulled away from my computer early this morning...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 07:55 AM
Replies: 523
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, do you have any idea how happy I am? I was so scared for you last night. And Siera was freaking out.

How're you?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 08:07 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I really hope that you're ok. I love you and Siera loves you.

Hope I can talk to you tomorrow
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 07:16 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, every part of you wants to leave? Are you sure that there is not any part of you that wants to stay. I mean, you're still posting, why would you even bother if no part of you wanted to stay....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 06:35 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, yes you are, you are a really great person. He is entirely right. I've never seen any evidence otherwise
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 06:28 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I know you can do this. Please just stay strong. I can't stand to lose you. You say we will just go on. I honestly don't know if that will be true for me. You mean so much to all of us. You...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 06:13 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, please hold on. Don't do this, please. I know you're strong enough.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:58 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you are not a coward. You are in so much pain, under so much stress. Of course you're afraid, but that doesn't make you a coward.

You can get through this. Can you just talk to me about...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:54 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Yes you can! Faith, you are so strong. Stronger than I will ever be. If I can stay, I know you can. Just keep fighting. Your life is worth it!

We're all here for you. Me, Siera, Darren. We're here...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:48 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you are not stupid! I know you are a really brave, strong person.

What did you do?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:45 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, just try to take some deep breaths and stay calm, ok? I'm here for you, I promise you everything is going to be alright. Things are going to get better.

Can you talk about what's scaring...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:32 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, just stay calm, ok? Take deep breaths, try not to freak out. Everything is going to be alright. It may be really bad now, but I promise it will get better.

Can you talk to me about what's...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:28 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I don't see anyone laughing.

What's the problem? Can you talk to us about it?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:22 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Just stay calm. Everything is going to be ok. I'm so proud of you for getting the strength to hand that letter in.

Don't worry, if you're at rock bottom, that just means the only way for things to...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:09 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, there is up. You had up earlier, you can have it again, I promise you can.

What's tomorrow?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:02 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Hey Laura, everything is going to be ok. Just think back to how happy you were earlier, you can be that happy again. Just keep going with that thought in mind, ok? There will be ups and downs, right...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 07:05 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, people do care about you! I don't know for sure about everyone else, but I can tell you that I care about you so much. You are my friend. You aren't a bad person or a bitch at all.

You did...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 06:15 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Love is not pain. Do you think I would love you if all you were is a pain to me? No, you also bring me so much happiness. When you PM me, when you tell me I've made you smile. That is worth every...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 05:01 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, you are right, I can't know. For you, it may bring happiness, it may bring nothingness or it may bring sadness and despair. I don't know.

I do know what it will bring for me, your family,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:44 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I understand, but if you do decide you want to talk, I'm here to listen :)

Believe me, talking will make you feel alot better though.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:33 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

We aren't trying to chain you. We love you so much and we want you to be happy. Death won't bring that happiness
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:28 PM
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Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I know you miss him and I know this is hard, but you are strong, you can make it through this.

Why do you hate yourself? You are an amazing person, what reason do you have to think otherwise?
...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:17 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, I'm so sorry, but you must realize this was the best way. You can stay here and have a long happy life. Then sometime way off in the future, you can join him. He'll still be there for you. Now...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:12 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

But how do you know you will be happy there? How do even know that there is a 'there'?

And what about the people you leave behind? The people that will feel as absolutely horrible as you felt....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:58 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

How can you have a long and happy life by ENDING YOUR LIFE. Maybe I'm just not seeing something, but it seems like an impossibility to me.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:55 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Siera is right. You do have control. We just love you so much and we know that your life isn't meant to end now, so we are doing everything in our power to help you and to make sure you don't make...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:52 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Because I am trying to make you stay!! You deserve a long, happy life, and you can have it too. But not if you throw it away for this right now.

I'm sorry if it seems like I'm trying to force you...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:43 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm happy that you're happy, I really am. It's just the reason that is scaring me so much. I don't want to lose you. And I don't want you to do this when you don't even know it will work. What if you...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:36 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you are really scaring me. You make it sound like you're just changing cities or something. But this is so much bigger than that. You are talking about DYING , KILLING YOURSELF. I understand...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:30 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Oh, come on, you could have enough money. And besides, if you were a tramp, your hair coloring could be free, just get all dirty :P

But seriously, you aren't doomed or pre-destined into any role....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:27 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Ok, I just want to make sure I'm understanding this, and forgive me if I've misunderstood, I can be slow sometimes. You want to kill yourself to go be with him?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:23 PM
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Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, how do you know that? How do you know you'll even be with him when you do this? There is no guarantee. Why take that risk before you live your life to its fullest? If this is the way to be wit...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:18 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No, Laura. You don't have to do this. You can have a long, happy life. I know you have the strength to do that. He's always going to be there, why not take advantage of the wonderful opportunities...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:10 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Right now? How did you find it? You're right, I'm not quite sure I understand, could you explain it to me?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:08 PM
Replies: 523
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Ok, so maybe you won't have mansion with an MTX track :P But what about learning to play electric guitar? Dying your hair? Buying the kind of clothes you want? Those all seem very attainable to me....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:58 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, if he's here now, then just stay here with him, and with us. Just keep talking to us.

You can be alive inside again, you can be happy. It seems impossible, but it isn't. You said things...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:48 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

But why just assume that those are only dreams? As silly as it sounds, dreams can come true. You can have a wonderful happy future. Why give up on that?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:47 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm the same way. Alot of my friends actually think I have no emotions, and I'm not joking. I hide everything away so well, that no one in my life truly knows how I feel.

That they left you over...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:31 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Whatever you do, please don't go. Would he have wanted that for you? We're all here for you, everything is going to be ok. If there is anything I can do to help or make you feel better or anything,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:11 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I believe you Laura. I know this is hard, but if you've gotten that far before, you can do it again. You have so much strength, I know that you can do this.

And you have the support of all these...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:52 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, you are extremely important! I read all of that. I'm so sorry that you had such n absolutely horrible day, but please just take some deep breathes, think about something happy. Try to calm...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 12:32 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

You really don't want to get better? Faith, when you talk to me, you mention the future all the time. You can't tell me you've given up on it. And you shouldn't! You have a long, happy life ahead of...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 10:45 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, everything is going to be alright. Just believe in that and keep fighting. You can get better, you won't always feel this way.

We're all here for you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 07:01 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Lyndsay is right. All you're doing by refusing to accept that we care is taking away from yourself. We want to help you swo badly, just let us in, let us help you!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 06:48 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, why won't you let us in? Why won't you listen to what we're saying? I've sent you PMs, VMs and made hundreds of posts in this and other threads before. Can you not see that I care? What makes...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 06:38 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

But we want to have you too. We want to save you. You are one of the coolest people I've ever known. I can't take losing you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 06:19 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

This night is NOT your last. I'm here for you. Talk to me ok? Don't make the mistaqke of ending your life. I care about you so much, I know you can do this. Just stay strong.

I'm here for you,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 06:04 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, what you just said is pretty much exactly what I've been saying to you all along. How can you expect her to believe it when you won't?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:47 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I'm not giving up. I don't know what more there is to say, I just can't give up on you though. Please stay. We care so much!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:36 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

No, everyone else hasn't. I don't know if she's ok with me saying this, I really hope she is, but you do know that you're one of the only reasons jinxed angel/Siera is even still around? She was...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:29 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Please Faith, if you're going to go, please just help me understand why. I care about you so much, I've done everything I know to help you, please just help me understand why you feel you need to go...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:26 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Just try. I know you can do it. You are so strong. I don't expect anything to happen immediately or overnight, just try the best you can, ok? That's all I ask.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:16 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, it's ok. I know how hard it is for you right now, I couldn't hold anything you say against you. I'm always going to be here for you. I don't care what happens, anytime you ever need me for...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:09 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Why don't you want to? What's wrong?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:07 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I understand, I probably would have done the same thing under so much stress. It's normal human nature to do go on the defensive like that when it feels like everyone is attacking you. I'm sorry, I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:54 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

But you can still change your mind. How do you know you've made the right decision? Please Faith, I know you're strong enough to do this, I know that you can make it through this. Just don't give up.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:53 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, if you want to push me away, I'll let you. I'm not going to stick around and force you to bear me. Just know that if you do decide differently, I'm always going to be here for you. I really...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:39 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, this is what everyone was talking about. I would give anything to be able to help you right now, but you don't want to hear it. Please just listen. Calm down a little bit. I know you've been...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:26 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

But when they say those things, it is because they care. They just don't know how to show it in a way that isn't so hurtful, but they really do care. Everyone of these people that has said these...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:18 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 11,439
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Laura, I really am sorry if what I said earlier came across as criticism or pushing you to get better overnight. I can see how hard you're trying and that you are listening. You may not be moving...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:15 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I know it's hard, really, really hard, but you can do it. You just need to keep hanging on, and the pain will fade. I know it will never fully go away, but you'll learn to live in spite of it,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:37 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I know you're strong and that you can do this. And you have the support of so many people in doing it. Use us as your strength when you don't feel you have enough alone. We're here for you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 01:58 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Darren's right. You know how the funny pictures make you feel better? Well, doing positive things like that really do work. And you have so much ahead of you, don't give up on it.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 07:06 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, I can't say that is great, but I'm atleast glad that you're still here with us. I really care about you so much :)
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 06:15 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'm not a ninja... I want to be a Ninja. If I was a ninja I could come kidnap you :P

How're you feeling though?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 05:31 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, we'll be here to help you through tomorrow. You're strong, you can do this.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 05:03 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Thank you Faith. That is enough for now. If you just keep fighting on, it will get easier and easier to keep going.

And I'm always going to be here for you if you need me.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 04:42 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, just trust me. Take a leap and trust I'll catch you. I promise I will, ok? Please, just try.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 04:35 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'M NOT LYING WHEN I SAY I CARE ABOUT YOU!!!

I really do care. I'm not trying to hurt you. Why would I have spent all day on here helping you, when I am probably going to get in a HUGE amount of...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 04:13 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I would let her beat me with a stick every day if that was the price for you to be ok and happy. If you go, it will be worse than any physical pain I could ever endure. You will rip out a...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 03:52 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well, what if you could be saved again, but this time we won't rip everything away. We really care. I care, Siera cares. We would never do anything to hurt you, please just let us in, let us help you.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 03:12 PM
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Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Why don't you want to be saved? Have you ever tried it? Maybe you will like it? But if you go now, you'll never know. And wouldn't it be horrible to take that opportunity from yourself?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 02:56 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I will never accept that. Faith, I know you can be saved, just let us save you, ok?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 02:43 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, can't you just wait a few days and do everything in your power to let me help you? If it doesn't work, suicide will still be there, you can kill yourself anytime. But once you are dead, there...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 02:29 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

We may live on after you're gone, or we may not. But if we do, it will be with immense pain. I really care about you, and your death would kill a part of me. Just please, please, please don't do it. ...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 01:43 PM
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Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

There are alot of people in this world that hurt each other. I try my absolute hardest not to be one of them. I guess I can't promise I'll never hurt you, but I can promise it will never be...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 01:05 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, please don't go. You must still have doubts, otherwise, why would you still be here even listening to me? Just trust me Faith, please. What harm will it do to just try? You can kill yourself...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 12:38 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

No, I'm not going to walk away. I want for you to trust me, to be my friend, to get better, to be happy. If I walk away, how will that let any of those things happen?

I care and I'm not walking...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 12:25 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I'm not going to lie, it really is quite hurtful that you think I'm here solely to play with you or use you. I' M NOT! I really care about you. I don't know if you really believe this, or you...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 12:05 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

So you think the only reason I'm here is to use you? Well, that isn't true! I see you as my amazing friend. As someone who has been there for so many people on this site. You are fun to talk to,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 11:38 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 18,112
Posted By TheNumber42
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, what makes you think people want to leave you? I wouldn't leave you for anything. You're my friend, I care about you. I realize that you have flaws, but I know that there is so much good about...
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