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That is good you will get to see him tomorrow.

It is the worse. How is your boyfriend. Are you not going to be able to see him now cuz you re sick?

Throwing up sucks.

The boyfriend is online.

Oh, I hope you are doing OK. Is your Mom taking care of you?

Ooh that would be so much fun.

It seems to be working for me.

Like I said it is weird. There is this long thin light that has a string of little white lights along it. The therapist turns it on and hands me this little squeeze rubber thing for my hand that is attached to the light stand. Then the lights start going back and forth. My therapist then tells me to relax and close my eyes. She then starts to ask me questions about my past. I believe what she is monitoring is of course how I answer the question, the pressure of the little squeeze ball, and how I am tracking the lights. It is suppose to help with PTSD. It does seem to be helping some.

Yes, they will and so will the flashbacks. They already have gotten a little better. I do this sort of light therapy with my therapist and it seems really weird, but it actually seems to be working.

My parents tell me and it is mostly screaming out and banging my head and thrashing my body, but once they get there they prevent that by holding me. They say my breathing is out of control and like I said I am soaked in sweat and my heart is pounding. That is pretty much it. My therapist says some people who experience Night Terror also sleep walk when they have them. I don't do that according to my parents. The flashbacks are way worse because I am awake and pick up things and throw them and even bust things like the TV once.