TeenHelp - Entries for January 2014

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Meh. (Trig?)

Posted January 29th 2014 at 10:15 PM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags emotional, school, self harm, skipping, sleeping

Skipped school today. I have such an aversion to taking the bus in the morning and my mom couldn't take me today, so I sort of just sat in bed refusing to get dressed until I ran late. Not to mention I dropped my Kindle on my face and managed to cut my lip, and I gave myself a little bit of a fat lip. So my face hurt. And TH was down this morning.

Well, I DID start getting dressed after a while but either way it was too late and for some reason I was such an emotional wreck this...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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Yet another blog. Trig.

Posted January 21st 2014 at 03:11 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags breakdown, cope, cutting, emotions, school, self harm, suicide

Can't do this. Really can't do this. I'm so stupid and won't make it anywhere in life and ugh. Cried like twice today and it put my brain in such a haze. It always makes me so tired and sick feeling to cry. I can't think. I can't type. I just want to curl up and sleep. Getting a headache from the stress I'm under.

Skipped out on therapy on Friday because I just wanted to go home. I hope she still calls me down at some point this week. I she doesn't by Friday I'll probably give in...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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Wellp. (trig?)

Posted January 19th 2014 at 09:14 PM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags career, education, failure, self harm, stupid, suicide

It all hit me again. 65 in science isn't going to get improved because I realized from the start of everything that I can't do it and have more work for that class loaded on top of me to add on to all of it. Fun. Spent the other night crying because I realized how much of a failure I really am. Haven't studied. Any time I think about it I cry.

Math: Apparently what we are doing has a lot of "simple algebra" in it. Simple? God. I can't even do any of it.

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~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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I don't care.

Posted January 15th 2014 at 02:11 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags friendship, mental health, relationship, schoolwork, uncaring

I can't tell if not caring is a GOOD thing or a BAD thing. Maybe a bit of both.

Good, I guess, is that normally in gym I'd be so embarrassed by how sucky I am at everything, but right now I could care less.

But I could care less about grades or anything either. I left a good portion of my science test blank because I just didn't even want to try to find the right answers because it was hard. Don't care if I fail anyway because she lets us retake. Making minimal to no...

~Misguided Ghosts~

But I'm just a ghost.

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