TeenHelp - Entries for December 2011

I'd love to know who I am (STRONG LANGUAGE?)

Posted December 30th 2011 at 05:05 AM by Face Up. (Rantings of a Mermaid Princess)

Tags bisexual, lesbian, lgbt, questioning, self-harm, sexuality

I know I'm only fifteen. I know that I have quite some time left to figure this stuff out. I know that labels are just made by society and things change, that you don't always fit into one label. I was talking to someone on here tonight and he really helped me with that and I really appreciate that. This person hopefully knows who I am talking about, and if he stumbles across this, thank you so much.
I really would love to know who the fuck I am, though. A lot of the time I think that I am...

Face Up.

Gotta keep your face up.

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Break ups

Posted December 29th 2011 at 06:51 PM by Hopeyyy

So, Jose broke up with me laat night. In a text message.
He said we could date after New Years but we need a break because his parents tradition.
What tradtion?!
I just said "k".
I don't think I want to be with him again. I know I do not want to talk to him.

But you guys all know Alan, Bryans (Ex of 4 years) best friend?
Yeah, he said he like me yesterday.
We talked about so much. I never stopped liking Alan. Duh. He was the only...

Hopeyyy

LoveSomeBodyToday

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My first blog entry (TRIGGERING)

Posted December 29th 2011 at 04:53 AM by Face Up. (Rantings of a Mermaid Princess)

I don't know how many people are going to actually read this shit, but oh well, posting it anyway. Good way to get out how I feel.

I went to my therapy intake on Wednesday. The lady that did my intake won't even be my actual therapist. She was okay enough, anyway, nice enough. Before we could even get in to see her, we had to do a shitload of paperwork. Actually, what I had to do wasn't that long, basically circle what applied to me and how long ago I felt that way (like in the past...

Face Up.

Gotta keep your face up.

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Secrets

Posted December 28th 2011 at 09:53 PM by Anatidaephobia

I came close to spilling everything to ___ tonight. Then I remembered what's the point? She hates me. Everyone hates me.

I have so many secrets and they're destroyng me. I'm not in control anymore. This isn't me.

I want to kill myself. I don't deserve to be happy or even to be alive.

Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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<3 <3 <3

Posted December 28th 2011 at 06:28 PM by Troubled_Heart

...
Its Posh we are and Posh we feel
United we all stand
We're telling you
Support the blues!
The best team in the land wooooah!
Peterborough, Peterborough, Peterborough
La La La

Blame Hollie (Ghost.) for this

JK..
But it is AMAZING!

You'll love this and you know it!

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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Sad Times

Posted December 28th 2011 at 02:17 PM by Troubled_Heart

Can't believe I'm not on staff anymore

Sad but necessery.
And don't have to worry about my spelling

yeah...

Troubled_Heart

Used to be Ianto Jones

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I Don't Know What To Do.. :(

Posted December 28th 2011 at 05:06 AM by ChelleBelle97 (This is my life<3)
Updated December 31st 2011 at 08:38 AM by ChelleBelle97

UGH! I've been waiting so long to be a HelpLINK Mentor.. and, it's only been 8 days. And, I'm thinking about quitting? Wth? I don't know if I should or not. I just feel like the pressure to be perfect at it. And, I know I'm not. Everyone is just sooo much better. I thought I would be amazing. But, like I said... everyone is soo much better.

It sucks.

ChelleBelle97

Cookie Monster(:<3

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Plans for fun!

Posted December 28th 2011 at 04:16 AM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)

Tomorrow I'm hopefully going to Jon's house. If that happens, our funfilled activities will most likely include cuddling, kissing, and a great big nerf gun war!

We are not a normal couple at all. I can't wait to go over there and go crazy with the nerf guns. And if he completely destroys me in the nerf war, which he probably will, at least we can sit down in his big squishy video game chair and I can beat his ass in a round of Katamari Damacy. Sounds like fun to me!

Koharuchan

Skittles Minion

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Just me now

Posted December 27th 2011 at 09:56 PM by Hopeyyy

Baby Face-Nobody knows it but me.

Just singing' it over and over.

I don't know anything anymore..
I'm drifting.
Going deep withing myself.
Outcasting myself from everyone.
I want to be alone.
I m tired of putting my faith in people.
I am closing my heart and emotiona and ny ties to people.
Just me now.

Hopeyyy

LoveSomeBodyToday

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Posted December 27th 2011 at 04:59 PM by Legen..wait for it..DARY!

thought that this would never happen, but it did. i finally broke down last night. January 1st, im leaving. I dont know where. But im leaving. Anywhere is better than here.

Legen..wait for it..DARY!

OMG ITS A RAAAAR!!! *CHOMP

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