Ergh can't stand myself. Hate myself so much. Fatfatfatfatfatfatfatfat need to lose weight. Starve Emma, you don't deserve food. You dont deserve anything.


Feel so alone right now. Hate been the only one thats never invited to all these parties. Hate been the only one of my so called friends that doesn't get invited out. Noone wants to spend time with me. Apparently i'm to much effort and...

OMG Charli, nice going...you're so stupid, pathetic and worthless!
I feeling like crying but i know he'll get annoyed if I do, i'm just being selfish...
Cutting seems to be my only option right now and somewhere he won't see it >_<

L from the crisis teams been calling most the morning. Don't want to talk. Don't want to go out, don't want to see anyone, don't want to be alive.

I'm such a horrible person