Feeling low right now. Just don't feel well. Feel sick, dizzy and shakey. My own fault really so i can't complain.

Just feel pushed aside right now. Don't feel wanted at all. It's probably just me been silly but its doesn't help with people ignoring me.

Don't trust myself right now, urges are so bad. Don't know how to distract myself tonight. I'm going to stay and my nans that means no internet, most my distractions are at home not at my nans. The distractions that work...

This marks the begining of life long happiness..
No matter what life throws at me, no matter how I want to feel I will never be depressed and never cut again!
Done!

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So recently I have been having a lot of nightmares. Not just any kind of nightmares, the kind where I wake up drenched in a cold sweat, gasping for breath, and trying to scream but I can't. But the subject of my nightmares is what is bugging me, they have been about my ex-boyfriend, Micheal. Now some of you may now that he was a stalker and later became abusive to me. The odd thing is, is that these nightmares started happening, around the time he left for college.

(Trig. I think) ...

today was awful.. My great aunt who had cancer died today.. it was really sad..

also i found out i can't talk to my friend ashleigh anymore. shes a grown up.. i can't talk or see her til im 'better'.. that will never happen. because im so stupid.. im really mad at my dad.. he told her that.. i have to talk to him tomorrow..

i have spend the last hour crying into a pillow so my dad won't hear.. i hoped id sufficate. but i didnt..

Everyone would be happy...

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I cut again.