Urgh I'm so pathetic, all he did was grab my arm and squeeze it, i don't know why i started crying. You're so pathetic Charli...

All i want to do lately is cut and all i think about it dying, I'm ridiculous....

So hungry >_< Family ate without me again last night but thought i had eaten and said i was being greedy eating again.
I feel really sick and dizzy, all i ate yesterday was an orange and an apple, please let me eat properly today dad :/

well my girlfriend is pissing me off a lot latley, over politics, over friends, over everything really, i mean she ditched me to go hang with some other people, and she just pisses me off, so im just gonna stop talking to her for two days, see what happens, she just pisses me off, like i dont want to break up with her but at the same time i do, ya know?