I am so lost now. I changed schools, made new friends, and started to get my life back on track. Everything just fell apart. My school friends all turned against me at the end of first semester. I just lost one of my closest friends too! We were just texting and she sounded sad so I was trying to comfort her but she just started going off at me for my alternate coping methods, being goth, and then finally my cutting addiction. She went to my little sister's and my mom's facebook accounts trying...

She doesn't deserve a hug, she doesn't deserve my tears. She doesn't deserve anything from me. i don't owe her anything... Do I?

After thinking about this for a long time, I have decided to tell my life story. I was born on September 12, 1996. I was placed in foster care a year later where I lived in a few homes. I ended up in a small town with a foster mother named Hattie. I enjoyed life at her house. I was a carefree 5 year old girl with no worries. Her sister, Joni, caught my eye. Soon she was bringing me around for play dates. We would go to the beach or eat supper together. I moved into her house shortly after. Two years...