I am such a fucking liar...I told my therapist and mom I wasn't cutting. When I am. Every night. I don't want to tell anyone. The only people that know are two of my aunts (K and Z). I only told them because they are the only people I can trust right now. I don't want to tell my therapist because she always wants to talk about it and I am not ready to talk about it yet. I hate my life right now. Nothing is going as planned. If I had known my life was going to be like this 5 years ago I would've