TeenHelp - Entries for October 2011

Shush (Trig)

Posted October 30th 2011 at 08:36 PM by Anatidaephobia

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Slipping away (Trig)

Posted October 27th 2011 at 08:04 PM by Anatidaephobia

Today has been a better day. I went to my nan's and spent the day with my little cousin, M. She's gorgeous and so cute. She made me smile and for a while I didn't think about killing myself. I don't know I was sat with her and she just gave me a huge hug and told me she loved me. It was the first time i've properly smiled in a while. But then again she's only one. She'll hate me eventually, everyone always does.

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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I'm fine (Trig)

Posted October 26th 2011 at 08:49 PM by Anatidaephobia

Sick of lying to everyone. Sick of everything. I just want to give up now,
Got pills, Got blades, It would be easy to jump. So close to the edge right now.
I'll give it till friday.
I'm sorry.

Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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I'm never going to be good enough, and that scares me Trig

Posted October 25th 2011 at 07:20 PM by Anatidaephobia

People keep telling me that they miss me and that we should meet up soon. People keep trying to talk to me, but I don't want them to. I want everyone to forget me. I want them to let me push them away so I can just end everything. I can't handle anything anymore. I used to be terrified of dying now I think that it would be easier than being alive. I'm tired of fighting myself. I don't have the energy to anymore. What's

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Anatidaephobia

Smile :) You're beautiful!

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