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Meh Trig

Posted November 28th 2011 at 08:04 PM by Anatidaephobia

C's funeral was today. End of an era i guess. Just proves to me that nothing good ever lasts. Everyone was talking about the footballer in the news today and how his death was "suspicious" how he had to have some sort of problem and it's such a waste. I felt so uncomfortable. I just wanted to scream. I guess it's not there fault I means they don't know S killed herself.

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Just another selfish pointless blog, don't even bother reading it Trig

Posted November 27th 2011 at 07:57 PM by Anatidaephobia

I feel so empty and numb. I just don't know what I am supposed to do anymore. I'm never going to be good enough. Im so tired of people lying to me and saying that I am pretty. That they'll be there when I need them. That they care about me. I'm sick of all the lies.

I'm sure a little slut. Deserve to be punished. Need pain. Need to feel something. Giving up on life.

Been binging, put...

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What if this is it?

Posted November 25th 2011 at 09:24 PM by Anatidaephobia

Today was a good day for once. Randomly dancing with my freinds in my frees this morning :') But still in the back of my mind all I could think about was destroying myself. I'm never going to be good enough. I don't want to do this anymore.

Pills, pills, pills (: Take a few go on Emma you know you can't resist. Just another secret to keep. Another lie to

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If there are 7 billion people in the world, then why do i feel so alone? Trig

Posted November 23rd 2011 at 06:10 PM by Anatidaephobia

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Update, i guess

Posted November 22nd 2011 at 09:33 PM by Anatidaephobia

Firstly, I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while. Thing have kind of been frantic lately. Everything breaking and ergh yeah. Anyway I should be back on now (:

I'd love to say that things have been great but then I would be lying. Anyway don't want to moan on about me. I've realised it doesnt matter and in the end noone really cares.

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Ignore me, I'm just attention seeking. I don't really matter (Trig)

Posted November 3rd 2011 at 11:25 PM by Anatidaephobia

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stupid freaking idiot!

Posted November 1st 2011 at 08:36 PM by Anatidaephobia

I don't know what i'm supposed to do anymore. Everything's going wrong. I've fucked up my life. I'm such an idiot.

She's right i'm a mess and noone can fix that. Give up, So i'm overdosing at least once a week, Don't want to be here anymore. Like anyone cares.

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Shush (Trig)

Posted October 30th 2011 at 08:36 PM by Anatidaephobia

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Slipping away (Trig)

Posted October 27th 2011 at 08:04 PM by Anatidaephobia

Today has been a better day. I went to my nan's and spent the day with my little cousin, M. She's gorgeous and so cute. She made me smile and for a while I didn't think about killing myself. I don't know I was sat with her and she just gave me a huge hug and told me she loved me. It was the first time i've properly smiled in a while. But then again she's only one. She'll hate me eventually, everyone always does.

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I'm fine (Trig)

Posted October 26th 2011 at 08:49 PM by Anatidaephobia

Sick of lying to everyone. Sick of everything. I just want to give up now,
Got pills, Got blades, It would be easy to jump. So close to the edge right now.
I'll give it till friday.
I'm sorry.

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