I never liked my hair. But I was used to it. I had it quite long, not like, shoulder length or anything like that, just normal I guess. Unfortunately, it's really thick, so I almost always look like I have a crash helmet on
Got a haircut, mostly just thinning, a little shorter.

I dont remember the last time my hair was this short. As if mirrors weren't triggering enough already. Didnt like it before, but I just got used to it. Never gonna have the confidence to our stuff...

Well. First off I think I will PM Rob about removing my buddy status. It might not be the most important position, but I feel bad when I'm not putting in the time someone else might. Its not that I don't want to be here, but when I have good days I don't want to come on here and get triggered.

Second, Febuary 14th tomorrow. A day that I thought would just be triggering. Now I'm just confused.

First of, this isn't me feeling sorry for myself, it's a fact pure and...

Joined the facilitated discussion which is about building self-confidence. Kind of ironic then seeing as I didn't have the confidence to bring up my own issues. I just cut for the second time today. Its just so depressing. I thought sixth form would be a fresh start, new friends, I might start going out a bit more, but no. Instead they still go out with all of their friends from previous schools. Therefore I'm left at home to dwell on my own thoughts, getting increasingly triggered until I can't...