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I don't care.
Posted January 15th 2014 at 01:11 AM by Ennui.
I can't tell if not caring is a GOOD thing or a BAD thing. Maybe a bit of both.
Good, I guess, is that normally in gym I'd be so embarrassed by how sucky I am at everything, but right now I could care less.
But I could care less about grades or anything either. I left a good portion of my science test blank because I just didn't even want to try to find the right answers because it was hard. Don't care if I fail anyway because she lets us retake. Making minimal to no effort on homework in some classes. Had an opportunity to do an extra credit essay for a class, barely put it any effort. Grades in some classes are going down (nothing drastic) and I'm just like "lolol oh well." Totally gonna lose any chance of being in the top two in my class. I'll probably care later.
Don't care about being a good friend or person sometimes either. People vent to me and my responses are so dull and don't even show any care. "Yeah," "Well yeah," "Ohh," "True," "That's dumb" seem to be my typical responses right now. I'd much rather sleep or listen to music or watch shows than talk to people.
Still haven't gotten my ass in gear too much with the scholarships. Well, I've somewhat tried but my schedule is getting in the way of getting the information.
Turned down someone who showed interest in me date-wise because I suck at experiencing attraction and didn't even want to give it a try. Would much rather be alone. And I mean that.
Last time I hung out with people was New Year's Eve/Day but eh, if they ask, I'll probably have to really think about myself and drag myself to be with them. Much rather sleep.
Ahh well. Maybe not caring's a good thing. Or maybe it'll end in disaster.
Good, I guess, is that normally in gym I'd be so embarrassed by how sucky I am at everything, but right now I could care less.
But I could care less about grades or anything either. I left a good portion of my science test blank because I just didn't even want to try to find the right answers because it was hard. Don't care if I fail anyway because she lets us retake. Making minimal to no effort on homework in some classes. Had an opportunity to do an extra credit essay for a class, barely put it any effort. Grades in some classes are going down (nothing drastic) and I'm just like "lolol oh well." Totally gonna lose any chance of being in the top two in my class. I'll probably care later.
Don't care about being a good friend or person sometimes either. People vent to me and my responses are so dull and don't even show any care. "Yeah," "Well yeah," "Ohh," "True," "That's dumb" seem to be my typical responses right now. I'd much rather sleep or listen to music or watch shows than talk to people.
Still haven't gotten my ass in gear too much with the scholarships. Well, I've somewhat tried but my schedule is getting in the way of getting the information.
Turned down someone who showed interest in me date-wise because I suck at experiencing attraction and didn't even want to give it a try. Would much rather be alone. And I mean that.
Last time I hung out with people was New Year's Eve/Day but eh, if they ask, I'll probably have to really think about myself and drag myself to be with them. Much rather sleep.
Ahh well. Maybe not caring's a good thing. Or maybe it'll end in disaster.
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I believe that not caring can be a little of both good and bad. I mean if you care about everything all at once you'll end up over whelmed but at the same time you shouldn't not care about everything as well. Try to organize things out and not take on so much at once so you don't get overwhelmed. Things will always work out in the end, even if they don't work out "exactly" how you hoped. As always I'm here if you ever need to talk about anything!
Posted January 15th 2014 at 02:36 AM by Thereishope
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Okay, I guess the ability to care has returned. I knew that it'd take something to hit me to get me back.
Like the fact I will be barely passing physics with a D this quarter is really upsetting coming from someone who has never gotten below the occasional B.
But still don't want to make the effort to fix it.Posted January 15th 2014 at 09:42 PM by Ennui.
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Glad it is returning, that's a step in the right direction. I know its hard to get the effort to bring up the grade but you can do it!Posted January 15th 2014 at 09:49 PM by Thereishope
