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Posted July 1st 2011 at 11:22 AM by Evanesco
I have two years. Two years to sort myself out. Two years and then I can escape from prying eyes and people asking me how I am.
Part of me wants it. I want to leave home and be on my own, to skip meals, to cut, to overdose. I want to destroy myself. Living here hurts because I keep everything inside. Two years time and I can let it all out.
Part of my doesn't. I want to get better. I don't want to go away and then lose myself completely.
But I don't know how to fix myself. And I want it too bad to try harder than I already am.
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"Part of me wants it. I want to leave home and be on my own, to skip meals, to cut, to overdose. I want to destroy myself. Living here hurts because I keep everything inside. Two years time and I can let it all out.
Part of my doesn't. I want to get better. I don't want to go away and then lose myself completely."
this bit spoke to me so much , its exactly what im feeling , but anyway i like this blog its really emotional keep it up and stay strong x x
kimberlyPosted July 1st 2011 at 03:21 PM by Dont3verLooseHope
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haha I get exactly what you're saying....get help while you have the chance though
Posted July 1st 2011 at 07:24 PM by bailatyvm
