Ooh my life is spiraling down agaian! Fudder mucker!
So, ok, since I last posted, I moved again, I started shit with my friends, I got a cold and potentially lyringitis, I became suicidal so many times, I realized what I have to do to make things right with my mind and my relationship, and TH is down more than ever which sickens me!
Ok, moving. I moved from being, like 20 minutes away from school in a horrible, cold, ugly big space to being in a tiny, warm, cramped up 3 mintute walk...

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But, that's sort of okay. Me and my flatmate were melting on the lounge around 3 this afternoon, when Tristan texted and asked if he could come over. Being as we were doing nothing and simply trying not to become pools of human, we said sure. He got here and he was like, you guys want to go for a swim? We were like, at a beach? And he said yes, and we said fuck yeah!, changed into appropriate attire, and went out.

Maybe it was later than three? Must have been, because it was after...

I wake up really early. Really early. Like usually, between 4:30am and 5:30am. It's not even deliberate, it's a lightness thing. It doesn't matter what time I go to sleep, because it gets light around then, so I wake up then.

On the bright side, I don't get up then, so often after a few hours I'll fall asleep again. The result? I usually get out of bed around half past eleven. And then just keep feeling tired all the time. Not really a lot I can do about it.

Saw my...

Exams start tommorrow :/ so nervous, I needs A's this year! Biology tommorrow, i think i know the stuff but i have a feeling it'll be really hard.

Feeling so lonely, if i spend more than 2 minutes downstairs my parents are shouting at me to go and revise. At school i feel so alone, i have friends but i don't know it's not the same anymore, i'm always by myself and so down all of the time.

Alone, going to fail my exams, pathetic...

Thank you to my two new followers on tumblr, you're great, but you'll have to bear with my noobiness whilst I learn my way around it.

I've been playing RuneScape whilst TH has been down, although being in f2p it's just not as fun. I want to get the Premier Club Gold Membership thing - it's a year's membership plus other goodies - it's $92.95NZD though, so I won't be able to get it straight away. Good thing it's available until the end of January then!

We get paid tomorrow....

Hopefully the link will work! It's a link to my tumblr, where I've posted my art, because according to Tumblr's terms and conditions, I maintain the copyright and intellectual property rights to stuff I post on it.

Beware, at times I may post triggering stuff on my tumblr, so yeah, bear that in mind.

Linky.

Any comments, etc, people wanting to follow me would be welcomed.


Also, most of my posts are fairly noob, aside from the...

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Parents stop and reject you.. Give you hell becuase you can't sleep your so depressed, don't help you or support you through your hardest times.. Supposedly great friends that "love you" decide and tell you they won't bother you anymore or talk to you when all you need is a good friend and a few reassuring words and maybe possibly a hug... Never asking for much but always made to feel like a slave chasing after people... I'm so sick and tired of all of this.. I need to leave but I can't...

The physical symptoms of depression.

Guess what? Messed up sleep, headaches, nausea, and diarrohea are all on the list, as well as exhaustion/fatigue. Messed up appetite is on there too. I really need to find a way to weigh myself to see if my weight has changed.
Guess what? I already suspected I was low, and this just confirmed it for me.

It's the 5th today. My next appointment with Judy isn't until the 18th, and Leisa doesn't come back until the 21st. I'll...