Went into college today. Actually went on time but sat in the library instead of going to class. Linda wasn't in so I winded up with my course tutor Shona and Linda's boss, Ann.
They sat me down in this room and went over what my email had said about not coping with college and not being able to handle dealing with people.
Shona started asking if I had any physical coping mechanisms I could use to feel better in the morning so I'm more motivated to come in. I wanted to tell her that

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Exactly, what the title, is exactly how I feel today and some of yesturday.

I am jealous that I broke and my roommate seems to have all this money.
I am jealous that she gets to go to europe this summer for 3600 dollars and i have no where close to that just sitting around.
I am jealous of my boyfriend ex, because she was engaged to him and i just not.
I am jealous.. and i hate it

Saw my doctor. She kept asking things.

How have things been?
Ehh.. Alright, I guess. Bit hard. I can't stop thinking about blood. I want it all to stop. It's been so much harder than I'll ever let you or anyone else know.

Have you found yourself feeling a quite down a lot of the time?
Yeah. All I do is cry. I'm running out of reasons to smile.

What about sleeping, how's that been?
Difficult, I can't get to sleep at night and then...

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I think that the fear of failure must never be a reason not to try something, we learn wisdom and how to do things from failure much more than success. We often discover what we will do, by finding out what we can not do.
To do this we have to forget about the consequences of failure. Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success.

So I get to see my boyfriend after almost a week. I love him so much, Its scary. We've been dating almost 5 months, and altho its hasnt been long, we want to move in with each other. He as lived with a gf before, but I've never been out of my parents house before and I am nervous. I've told him this and he just said that he wasnt trying to rush me, that when i was ready his home was open to me <3

I have a job interview wend. morning for a CNA job at the hospital!! Im so happy,...

The world is spinning so fast it's making me dizzy; i need it to slow down so i can regain my balance and carry on.
Somehow i don't see that happening any time soon!

'Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when we look back everything it different'

He ran out, half naked with no shoes on his bare feet. As I stared at the cold, wet, but very flaky snow, he ran to give me a hug as if i have not seen him in years. His body was warm but then, so cold. Although he could not fell my arms wrapped around his waste I held onto him tighter not wanting him to let go. Ever. Finally he got free and ran back in the house, cold to get more cloths on.
At first i was not worried but after he came back out, i saw the way he looked at her and...

I dediced ot etirw siht golb ni esrever ot ees ohw dluow yllautca eb elba ot erugif it tuo. I tsuj leef dessip ffo tuoba os ynam sgniht thgir won. tuobA ym gnikcuf rac gnikaerb nwod dna gnivil 9 sruoh yawa morf ym dneirflrig. dnA eht tcaf taht ni 4 shtnom I lliw eb gnivom eciwt sa raf yawa morf reh. m'I dessip ffo taht snoemos taht I thguoht I detsurt si gniyrt ot tih no ym dneirflrig. I tsomla tnaw ot tsuj gnikcuf nur yawa dna evael enoyreve dniheb. dnA ma etiuq detpmet oot. tcafnI I yllorp dluow...