I want to be great at gaming, not just the best in my group, the best in the school and get my names on leaderboards, I want to be naturally talented at stuff like everyone else seems...

I can't handle life at the moment, I can't handle everything that is going on.
I don't understand why he can't listen to me when I say things or at least think about what I am saying. This is just as much my decision as it is his, we're in this together but he doesn't understand that.
I'm too young for all this, I'm so confused and scared and i really need a hug right now...

A/N I was going to write this yesterday evening, but I was rather exhausted and I was rather hyper, so much so I could hardly type. The match yesterday was epic! So good to be back at London Road, watching the boro’ boys on the pitch!

At first, I though a repeat of the last championships was going to happen, with Crystal Palace nearly scoring right at the beginning! But then we seemed to get it back, thank goodness, and it felt as if we were dominating the game. Sadly, a goal was...

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I'm in Halifax right now with my friends Hailie and Blake. I had so much fun today We went to the waterfront and got beavertails and Hailie got sugar all over her face<3
Me and Blake spent the night at Hailie's last night and again tonight. Were going to her friend Cody's party soon. Tomorrow were going to citadel and then home:\

Not up to anything today, just wanted to stay in bed and not face the world.
Didn't happen, as soon as it reached 10.30 I was forced out of bed...
And now I have to go out shopping with her and I really don't want to...
Really not up to moving or talking or trying stuff I don't want on...
Not sure how to get through today, already cut and punched myself...
And the window cleaner was perving on me in the shower (he was doing the window) but I was tryring to use the...

Liam moved to a different home today. Apparently its so he can be with kids his own age, everyone here is from 15-17 and he was 5 so I can see their point. I've never actually talked to him though, He's mute.
And a new kid moved in, his name is Ryan and he's 16. He was a little rude at first but he ended up watching Mulan with me
We all call him Stefano now, I was watching Days of Our Lives (I know cool right?) and he said something that sounded like Stefano, and now thats...

I Think...

I know what I need, someone who cares, someone to look after me, not mum or nan or even my current friends, someone new, maybe someone to date, but more someone to be close to, someone easy to talk to, where I can rest my head upon their shoulder, hug them and cry around them.
I guess it's a good thing that i know what I need to start to be happier... It won't bring the happiness but I would sure as help to rid the badness... But I'll never ever get someone like that...

So I'm not allowed anywhere. The reason I was at the hospital over the weekend was overdose. And now my foster-mom is making Shane babysit me, to make sure I don't go anywhere or do anything stupid! Who does that?
And aim isn't working, its being all shitty.

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